Chapter 39

Nicholas POV

I awoke from my much needed slumber from the wonderful smell waltzing into my nose. I turned my head in search of the man that made my heart ache.

He wasn't in bed... Now I know where the smell was coming from. Ravi was at his station and doing something that would definitely benefit my stomach.

It was a bit funny that the only thing that could wake me up was the smell of food. I remember those days that mum would make fun of me for having a bottomless pit as a stomach but later after had left for work and locked me in my room, she would sneak in a big bowl of pancakes and chocolate syrup with different fruits for topping. There was never a time that I wouldn't finish the whole of it.

"I see you are finally awake." Ravi said, walking in with a tray of food. I hope that was mine.

He chuckled, "yes it's yours so you can stop drooling now, thank you."

"I can't help it, bunny, the smell woke me up."

"Stop with the flattery and start eating Mr." He ordered shoving the tray on my lap.

"Damn, I could get used to this." I said after taking the first of the pasta he made.

"Well if you want to get used to this, you had better order more groceries. We are low on food Nicholas." He said seriously.

"I know, I was hoping that there would be enough to last us a week but don't worry, I would call the housekeeper to bring more food items."

"Instead of that, why don't we order it online because I'm not really looking forward to someone knowing our whereabouts even if it's a housekeeper." He pouted.

"That's not a good idea. I mean Marcus might be tracing our cards and accounts now so it's definitely better if the housekeeper gets everything and I would add it to her already large paycheck." It's ridiculous the amount of money I have to pay the housekeeper but I can't really complain since I want my house to always look clean.

"How long are we going to stay here for?" He asked with a solemn face.

"I don't know probably when the dust settles and by that I mean the arising cases we have against both Marcus and Samuel and plus with the amount of evidence we have against them, I am fairly sure that we wouldn't be here for more than a month." I confessed. This period of time is going to be a bit difficult for us and I wanted to shield Ravi from it. He is a ball of sunshine and I want him to remain that way, I don't want whatever has been happening or would happen to kill his spirit. He is too pure for that.

I looked at his face and my eyes went to his lip, they looked sweet and plum and I wanted to bite on them. I forced myself to look away from them, I never knew his lips could be so enticing when it wasn't moving.

"Ok, I understand." He answered, "Come on, we need to check on that." He said, pointing towards my bandaged wound.

I shaked my head, "there is no need for that besides you looking like you would be falling asleep any moment from now." I said, "I can take care of it myself so there is absolutely no need to worry."

"Are you sure? That's a pretty nasty cut you've got there." He asked worriedly.

I couldn't help but chuckle a bit, "Don't worry your pretty little ass, this isn't my first rodeo." The air tensed at that because we both knew what I was talking about.

He dropped his head down, "I'm sorry, I didn't me-"

"Don't be sorry for something you barely know about besides I was the one who said it and please don't feel like you have to apologize for everything unfortunate that happens." I said, placing a finger under his chin and making his look at me. "That's how a relationship is supposed to be."

He snapped his head towards me with a glare that could bring any man to his knees... I was shaking in my sweats about what I meant to say.

"You asshole!"

"Yes baby boy." I said, loving that I could get under his skin at any point.

"You know what? I'm going to bed and you can take care of your bandaged appendage." He huffed and stormed towards the bed. I can almost feel the pain of the bed but better than me.

"Hey! I was stabbed at my side and not my very large dick." I said while I secretly groaned in my head at how cringe worthy that sounded.

I didn't get a response back... Oof.

"What the hell, Ravi! Why would you throw a pillow at an injured man." I said, tossing the pillow back to him.

This time around I didn't get a response back or a pillow thrown at my face but I did get an eye roll. I sighed....he never learns.

I stood up and walked towards him, entering his personal bubble. "You don't seem to understand baby boy....but not to worry, I can help with that." I suggested licking my lips when I cut his eyes in them. "But I wouldn't touch you, not till you beg me to Ravi and when you do beg for my hands on that plump ass of yours and my lips on yours, be sure to know that you would be bending over my knees and calling me daddy." I whispered to his ear.

It wasn't loud like I would have liked but I did hear a moan from those sexy lips of his. He likes it... Huh, who would have thought that the only son of Victor and Sonia Duncan was kinky and the best part is Ravi doesn't know it....yet.

Oh how I'm going to love teaching him the better side of the sexual world and pleasures.

"That would never happen." He said, slipping into the bed to try and hide his erection from me like he did earlier.

"Oh it would and I am going to make sure it does." I challenged, "and please, stop trying to hide your wood from me baby boy."

His face turned beet red and somehow looked ashamed. I didn't say all of that to make him feel ashamed of himself.

"No, there nothing to be ash-"

"Please leave." He said, cutting me off.

Right now, he is not in the right mood. I should definitely leave...just for now.

"Fine but we are not done with this conversation yet Ravi." I said, leaving the room.

I decided it would be better to sleep on the couch than to wake up the guys.

"It's just me and you tonight, couch."

It took me a few hours to know that I wasn't going to fall asleep, especially with the splitting headache I have.

I got up from the very uncomfortable couch to the kitchen. I remembered the last time I was here, God I was so shit faced. The last time was a few months before all this whole Marcus situation, it was my mother's death anniversary and I felt so hurt that I had no one to remember her with and decided that the perfect solution was to get drunk and drive for 2 hours from the city in that drunken state.

I'm ashamed but at one point at that time I wanted to crash into a tree or anything that could end the pain and loneliness I felt at that point.

"I shouldn't be thinking about all of this right now." I said to myself, opening every drawer and cupboard that came into my sight. There is a bond to be a bottle of Advil here... Fuck, this headache is killing me.

After a few minutes of searching, I finally found a bottle but it was kind of old but I took three pills anyway. It should probably help with the pain after a few minutes but I took the bottle and a bottle of water to the couch... My new bed.

I should be mad at Ravi for making me leave the room especially in my injured state but couldn't find the will to. I came on to him too strongly but I definitely don't regret it.

I want a purely sexual relationship with Ravi and nothing else and it seems that he likes me too, I just wasn't sure it was purely sexual.

The thing is I'm not sure I am capable of handling a relationship with someone because my heart isn't willing to trust anymore which is why I have to talk to Ravi. Tell him what I want and let him do the chosing, I just want to fuck that sexy ass and get away with it.

Coming to a conclusion that I should probably check and have this conversation if I was awake. The sooner the better.

I stood up from the couch and it literally felt like the living room was moving... Or was it dancing, I don't know and don't care. I need to get Ravi.

*Crash*

Oh, I think I knocked something over I thought star-

"Nicholas!" A voice that sounded exactly like that of Ravi screamed. "What the hell!?"

"Ravi, is that you?" I asked, my eye sight sucked.

"Umm yeah it's me."

"Oh good, I was actually coming to talk to you before that vase...or whatever broke decided to stand in my way and of course I showed them who's boss."

"That's good but tell me something Nicholas, did you like you know take some pills or something... because you like you are definitely high on something?"

"Nope, I didn't ta- oh wait, I was having a headache so I took the advice that was in the kitchen."

"What!"

I whined. "Hey not so loud baby boy."

"Come on let's get you to the room, you need to sleep... whatever this is off." He said as he tried to take... Well more like dragging me up but I wasn't having any of it. I wanted to talk to him and I'm gonna do it now.

"No, I'm not going to wake up till we talk. I want to talk to you, Ravi."

"Ok, so what do you want to talk about?"

"I want to have sex with you."

"Oh um..... is sex all you want to have with me?"

"That's right."

"Ok, I will give you an answer tomorrow now let's get you to bed." He said, helping me up from the couch.

"Noo I want to tell you more so that you can be convinced that my libido has been constantly rising anytime I look at your plum ass. It gets me off bunny." I wasn't sure if my eyesight was back to normal but I think he just loved it when I whispered things to his ear as he was already looking red and had a tent in his shorts...well there more where that came from.