Chapter 40

Ravi's POV

Call me stupid and wicked for sending an injured man out if his own room and I would definitely agree with you. I felt bad for going but I didn't possess the strong will to stand up and apologize... Besides I'm not sure my large ego would let me pass the door... Well that was what I thought about till I heard a crash down stairs and found Nicholas glaring at the broken vase.

"Nicholas!" I yelled, rushing over to him before he stepped on a piece of glass. "What the hell?"

What the hell is going and-and why does he look like he is high on something.

"Ravi, is that you?"

"Umm yeah it's me." I wasn't sure what the hell was going on but I knew that he took something to make him this way.

"Oh good, I was actually coming to talk to you before that vase...or whatever broke decided to stand in my way and of course I showed them who's boss."

I cocked my head to his strange statement. "That's good but tell me something Nicholas, did you take anything like you know some pills or something... because you like you are definitely high on something?"

"Nope, I didn't ta- oh wait, I was having a headache so I took the advice that was in the kitchen."

"What!" Is he crazy, I mean we literally just got and he is already taking medicine from God knows where.

He whined. "Hey not so loud baby boy."

I know it's best to ignore the name...but it's not as easy as you would think besides it's already getting to me. "Come on let's get you to the room, you need to sleep... whatever this is off." I said as I tried to take... Well more like dragging him up but it looked like he wasn't having any of it.

"No, I'm not going to wake up till we talk. I want to talk to you, Ravi."

"Ok, so what do you want to talk about?"

"I want to have sex with you."

"Oh um..... is sex all you want to have with me?" I wasn't sure what to be shocked about the fact that he said that so calmly or the fact that he wants me...well my body but it's still a part of me so that counts, right?

"That's right."

"Ok, I will give you an answer tomorrow now let's get you to bed." I said, helping him up from the couch.

"Noo I want to tell you more so that you can be convinced that my libido has been constantly raising anytime I look at the plum ass of yours. It gets me off bunny."

Oh my God, what the hell?

"Nicholas, we will have this conversation tomorrow so please drop it. Now come, I'm taking you to our room and I don't want to hear a single complaint from you."

"Bu- hold up, you are taking me to OUR room, right?" He smirked.

I nodded in confusion. "Yeah."

"And what do we propose there?"

Oh no...I am not going to give him the impression that something SEXUAL is going to happen between them especially not when he is in the state of his... besides not yet.

"Nothing, we are going to do nothing other than to sleep, ok?"

He sucked in a deep, deep breath. "Kay." He agreed glibly, "besides I would fuck you when I am more hmmm what's the word...Ah yes sober." And walked off to God knows where.

Holy shit! If I didn't already have a hard dick in my shorts, I would have sprouted one immediately. God, what the hell is he going to do to me, I mean we haven't been here for a day and I am already having fantasies about this man and sprouting my wood like nobody's business. I need to get myself under control. I thought about dragging the bottle of whatever he took and walking up the stairs.

Maybe a good night's sleep would help me with my problem. I thought looking down at my erected penis.

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It was the sound of groaning and the wetness in my shorts that woke me up but let's stick with the groaning.

"Can you stop pretending to be asleep now, it's been over a minute now." His annoying voice said.

"And you think that a minute is enough for me to gather my senses back?"

"Yeah I mean look where it got me."

"Um huh, I see it got you a headache and a blurry vision." I stood up from the bed and looked at him, holding his head and squinting his eyes.

"Whatever."

After a few moments of silence, I finally decided to ask. "So... about your proposal last night I-"

"Wait hold up, what proposal?"

"Y-You don't remember?" I was taken back by what he said.

"What I'm supposed to be remembering?" He asked.

"So you don't remember taking the pills, how did you even get up here?"

He scratched his head thinking, "well I do remember taking the pills because I was having a headache but I don't remember how I got up here. Is there any reason behind the questions?"

"No No." I said, "I'm going to shower main but you call the housekeeper to get us the list of things I placed on the table over there." I pointed to the table and rushed to the bathroom to hide my already reddened face. I was so embarrassed when he said he didn't remember anything from last night.

To think that I was willing to agree to his demands, why because I don't want to remain unexperienced for the rest of my life besides Nicholas is the only guy that I have ever had any attraction to...and I have finally come to an agreement with myself that liking kinky things or not always having vanilla sex is actually not a bad thing.

I wasn't sure on how I was going to face him after the last time. Also, I can't believe I actually had a wet dream beside Nicholas. I just hope that I wasn't moaning or saying his name out loud because that would have been more embarrassing.

I got out of the bathroom after washing away my dirty secret only to find the room empty. I wonder where the forgetful idiot went.

"Good morning Ravi, how was your night?" Adrian asked.

"Morning and my night was fine, thanks for asking." I was lying through my teeth. My night was anything but fine.

"Ok good, now that we have got the greetings out of the way, get into the kitchen Mr, I'm hungry."

I huffed. "I'm sure you can make toast, right?"

"What?"

"Nicholas is ordering us some groceries and If you want to wait around for it then be my guest." I responded walking away.

I found the other guys sitting at the dining table and sorting out what I guess is the evidence that we gathered up again Marcus and Samuel and it was a lot by the looks of it.

"Hey guys." I announced my arrival and took a seat beside Nick.

He turned to look at me with a frown on his devilish face. I'm sorry but I can't just look at his face right now without remembering that he brought me to an orgasm without touching me.... And also the fact that he didn't remember what happened last night.

"How's that headache of yours?"

"Good Good, it's gone. Thanks for asking." He answered.

Well that was a bit awkward even for me.

"So did you call the housekeeper?"

"Yeah, I did and I also sent her the list of food items that could last us a year, really Ravi?"

Is he seriously scolding me for ordering groceries that could last us a year? Sorry for not wanting to draw attention to ourselves. "I didn't want to draw attention to us by allowing her to come all the time, the less she knows the better for all of us besides I'm sure she can afford it, I mean you did say that you pay her a whole lot of money."

He sighed, "whatever."

What the hell was his problem? I should be the one mad at him and not the other way round. At least I can remember what happened last night, I should be the one mad at him.

I sighed and looked over at the other guys. Adrian was at the table and making love eyes at Nate. I should have seen that coming. So they put me in a room that makes me feel so out of place so they can rub their dicks together in peace. I should be mad at them, at Adrian for tossing me aside so easily... or maybe I'm just mad because no one is on my side.

"So guys, I was hoping that we would sort all of these before the housekeeper comes with the food which we will also have to sort out because someone decided to order the whole supermarket." He said, looking at me.

I wasn't sure what it was but I snapped. "You know I was just trying to help out but if you don't think so you can always go fuck yourself for all I care!" I said and stormed out of the house.

I didn't know where I was going but I just wanted to get out of that house before I went crazy.

I hate him so much and to think that I also agreed to let him be my first. God I'm so stupid... I thank the big guy up there for not allowing that to happen. I mean how can you make me feel so special one moment and trash the next. I swear I have never been through so many emotional episodes in my entire life as I have been through these past hours. I have been stuck in that house.

Maybe a breath of fresh air would do the trick, I thought , looking around. There's really nothing out here, just trees and grass. I wonder how Nicholas got to know of this house. One would think it would be easy to get lost but that's not the case seeing as I have been walking in a straight path of almost 15 minutes now.

It's probably best to go back now, I don't know this place and maybe I overreacted a little bit. I don't want them to think that I'm a crazy person. I groaned in embarrassment.

I heard yelling and the sound of footsteps rushing towards the door before I even got to the very extravagant pouch.

"Where the hell have you been Ravi! Are you ok!" Nick yelled.

If I wasn't shocked by this, I would have definitely laughed at his face. "I was out and I'm fine. Why all the yelling." I asked, cocking my head.

"Ravi please don't ever do that again especially now that Marcus is on the loose." Adrian said, almost hugging the life out of me.

"Can b-breath Adrian." I whispered.

"Oh my, I'm sorry." He said letting go. "Are you ok?"

I nodded, "yeah I'm fine. Thanks for nearly hugging the life out of me." I said, making him blush beet red.

"Sorry."

"It's cool." I brushed off, "so what the hell is this Marcus on the loose shit."

"Oh yeah. Your father called to tell us that Marcus was on the run but Samuel was already in the police custody." Nate explained.

"My father called? When was that?" I asked, excitement flowing through me. I was excited to hear from my dad after a long time, I mean I can't go a week without talking to my parents- I mean my dad.

"He called immediately after you left.... which you would have known if you didn't storm out like a kid." Nick growled.

I have had enough of his attitude today, I mean what the hell?. " Ok that's enough Nicholas, I own you no right so I don't have to explain myself to you. We have no connection whatsoever so I don't see why you should act like you own me." I said.

"I own as long as you are under my roof!"

"Well I'm not under your roof anymore." I said, walking to the driveway and into the car. For once I'm happy I forgot the keys inside the car.

"Ravi don't you dare!" He yelled.

"Watch me." I said, driving out of the driveway and out to wherever.