Chapter 41

Third person POV

"What the hell was that for Nicholas!" Adrian yelled at his brother hoping to get a reasonable explanation to what the hell just happened right now.

"I-I don't know?" Nicholas answered softly. He wasn't expecting Ravi to leave. Nick knew that it was his fault for pushing the younger man too hard. "Guys I need a breather." He said walking towards the house.

"Where the hell do you think you are going to, huh? You should be out there looking for him because so help me God if you don't find Ravi and bring him back in one piece, Victor wouldn't be the only person you would have to contend with." Adrian said storming off to the house.

Nicholas sighed. He wasn't used to feeling like this, having little control over his emotions and he didn't like it one bit.

Sloping shoulder rose a little and collapsed, "I would be in my room guys." He muttered as he limped into the house. Nicholas secretly caused himself for all the heartache he felt inside him because he left himself to feel something for another human being. It was supposed to be like this.

It was all about having a little fun with the boy but he wasn't sure when he started to develop SOMETHING for him and to prevent his feelings from growing any further, he thought fucking him would do the trick and decided to approach him but not when he was not thinking straight.

Nicholas felt so embarrassed about everything he said to Ravi the night before... Yes, he remembers.

And he prayed that Ravi wouldn't say anything about it but luck as usual wasn't on his side when Ravi actually did bring it up. He panicked and said the first thing that came to his mind... He couldn't remember. He felt like a coward for running away and felt even more ashamed when he saw anger and something else in his eyes that he couldn't place.

Nicholas was startled out of his thoughts when the house line rang out.

"Hello." He said after picking up the phone. "Who is this?"

"What happened to my son Nicholas?"

Victor? What the hell?

He knew the man was going to be furious when he eventually called but he wasn't expecting it so soon. "Just a little disagreement Victor." He answered calmly, hoping that this would leave him to wallow in his self pity and stupidity.

"Just a little disagreement you say? I hope you are right for both our sake Nicholas besides what the hell were you thinking when you left him to drive into the city all by himself?"

"I didn't get the chance to stop him seeing as he ran off before I could." He explained. He didn't want to get into Victor's black list especially with their deal still going on.

"Ok then." And he hangs up.

Come to think of it, he can't remember the last time he worked or even thought about work. Nicholas was sure that there was a laptop here, he could use it to replay a few emails and check up on work. That would definitely get his mind off Ravi....and the sad aching in his chest.

A few hours later, a knock on his door was what snapped him out of his mindless now tired body.

"Come in."

He raised his head to see who he invited into his room to find his brother looking somewhat sorry and somewhat angry. He sighed, he wasn't in the mood for any more lectures. I mean he just had an ear full from Victor and the screaming match with Adrian would do well to last him for a year.

Adrian with his head down approached Nicholas' bed timidly, "I'm sorry for yelling at you." He said.

Adrian didn't want to be here, especially now that everything was still fresh in his head. The look of hurt and betrayal that Ravi had on his face before he zoomed off to God knows where and if it wasn't for Nate, he wouldn't be stepping his feet in here.

"Ah I see, Nate forced you come in here, didn't he?" Nicholas said simply. "Let me save you from your troubles brother. I'm sorry and I know I was terribly wrong and acted like a child but to be honest, I'm kinda happy he left." He pressed his lip tightly, he was expecting Adrian to blow his head but he looked as calm as ever.

Adrian knew that his brother was just running away and just plainly being a coward and he wasn't up for calling him out to be quite frank. Nicholas was old enough to know what to do with his love life besides Adrian as his brother was just supposed to stand beside him and support him in whatever decision that he makes. "I don't really have much to say to you except to be careful....and I'm sorry for yelling and threatening you." Adrian couldn't bring himself to say anything else, he didn't want to upset his injured brother anymore than he already had.

Nicholas chuckled at the reluctant apology made by his brother and decided to save him from his misery. "It's ok and I understand where you are coming from." Nicholas said, remembering the red and angry face that Adrian was putting on when he screamed at him. "AND I needed a sense knocked into my head I guess."

"Well." He said standing up to leave, "I'm always going to knock some more when you need me." He replied with a smirk on his face.

Nicholas smiled, "yeah, there wouldn't be any need for that Adrian but thanks though." He said to him and watched him walk out the door.

Nicholas was happy that his brother was happy. The man had been through a lot and Nicholas didn't want to be the reason for Adrian's sadness but in this case, there was nothing he could do...I mean he could apology to Ravi but his ego wouldn't let him pick up his phone and he also used the excuse of no transportation to strengthen his point.

Nicholas knew that he was running but he didn't know what he was running from. He just wanted something sexual between him and Ravi, he didn't want any of those relationship baggage besides he wasn't sure if him would ever want to be in a relationship seeing how his first and last left him burnt badly.

Granted, this wasn't even the time to pursue anything with the guy. Marcus was still on the loose and that man is sneaky and manipulative mother fucker. The Marcus he knew wouldn't go down without a fight...and everyone knew that. Nicholas knew that he had to stay away from Ravi, he had more problems and issues to offer than any amount of pleasure he could give.

Besides he can learn from any other person... Think about that got he mad and angry. He didn't want to see or even think of Ravi wrapped in the arms of another man. It icked him to no end.

Nicholas wanted to be the only one that would bring Ravi to multiple orgasms, to be the only that leaves cane marks on him body, he wanted Ravi to be the first person to step foot into his play room, he wanted to be the only to hear his screams and moans when fucks his plumb ass into oblivion... Shit! Nicholas shouldn't really be thinking about stuff like this, especially now that he is already growing a hardon.

But he couldn't just help himself. The boy was tempting even if he was biting his lips or even licking them. Ravi was of those people that were just effortlessly sexy.

Nicholas could vividly remember the way Ravi's moans sounded and he licked his lip like he wanted more. If he hadn't known that Ravi was a virgin, he wouldn't have believed it with how responsive he was.

All these thoughts led to Nicholas grabbing his hard dick from his shorts and giving it a stroke. God, he couldn't believe he was about to masturbate like some hormonal teen that just discovered what porn was but he didn't care...wow that sounded really creepy.

Nicholas continued to stroke his cock with his flowing pre cum. He could just imagine Ravi down on his knees and taking the tip into his warm virgin mouth. That alone almost made him cum but he wasn't going to allow that. Nicholas wanted to enjoy this moment, he could feel the same tomorrow but as for now he needs this right now more than ever before but it seems like luck wasn't on his side when he rang.

Nicholas looked down at his hard and wet dick to see per cum running down it's length and forming a large oblong wet shape on his light blue short. He had never seen this much percum coming out of his dick and it somehow in a weird way made him harder than ever but that didn't last long as the caller continued to call.

"What!" He yelled, picking up the phone.

"Well hello to you too Niko." Benny echoed with a laugh. Bennett wasn't planning on getting this reaction from Nicholas but that didn't stop him from laughing at him, "what a warm way to answer a friend you haven't heard from in over a while."

Nicholas was torn between hanging up on Benny and carrying on his creepy act of masturbating to a man that currently hates him or just shoving his dick back into his shorts. He chose the latter. Besides, he was kind of excited to speak to Benny, he hasn't seen or heard from him in over a month now. Nicholas missed his best friend but that is something he would carry to the grave.

"Bennett I'm sorry for the way I answered the phone. I was ummm I was busy with some work stuff." Nicholas said lying through his teeth. It was funny how he could lie straight to other people including Anika but never to Bennett.

Benny chuckled, he knew what his friend was up to but he wasn't about to call him out besides it's not like he hasn't done worse. "Apology accepted dear friend."

Nicholas and Bennett caught up on everything and anything that has been happening in their lives. Not much had happened in the past month except for the whole Marcus and Ravi stuff and no, Nicholas wasn't really to share anything concerning Ravi with Benny yet especially with how close they are.

And Benny knew that something was going on but he didn't want to intrude. Nicholas was old enough to decide what makes him tick. Granted, he would be there for him every step of the way.

"Niko, I have to go now. Peter just came in." Benny said, referring to his husband.

"Alright then, send my greetings to him. Bye." and they hung up.

Nicholas looked around his empty room and sighed. This room had color with Ravi in it. Maybe he was just hallucinating and just seeing things but he knew for sure that Ravi had a glow to him. A warm glow that spreads throughout but not anymore and it was all his fault.