Chapter 51

Ravi's POV

Ravi woke up wrapped in blankets from head to toe with two of my father's guards watching him... IN his room.

"What the hell are you guys doing here?"

"Your father asked us to watch over you." One of the guards answered.

He wanted to scream at them to get out but he knew he wouldn't budge. So now he can't go to bed without his father sending these two muscle men to watch over. He could easily take them down without losing a sweat.

Ravi's attention was snapped back to reality when Nicholas walked into his room. Ravi suddenly felt that his room was too small for Nicholas considering how huge and tall the man was.

"What are you thinking about baby boy?"

With a slight blush on his face, he said. "Well I was thinking about how small my room actually feels with you in it. You are just too tall." He huffed with a pout.

"Ravi, I am just a 6'5. I'm not that tall, you know." Nicholas said with a chuckle. He was happy Ravi was back to his normal self again. Nicholas hated seeing him so down and unhappy.

"Well I'm 5'5. Tell that to my neck when we try to kiss...but we fit perfectly so I'm not bothered."

Nicholas looked at Ravi for a while before he turned to the guards and asked them to leave and they did.

"Why did you ask them to leave?" Ravi said with a cocked head.

"Come." Nicholas said, tapping his lap.

"W-What?" Oh God, where was his bravo when he needed it the most.

"Sit baby boy. If I have to repeat myself again, it would have to come with a punishment." He warned.

Ravi nervously bit his lip before he crawled up to Nicholas on his bed, placed his hands on his shoulders and spread his legs on either side of his hips.

"Hmm good boy." Nicholas praised him.

Ravi felt his face flush and hid his face in Nicholas' neck. He would admit, being in his arms felt so nice. He felt safe and warm and also aroused with Nicholas grabbing his ass and rubbing his dick at his entrance.

"You feel that baby. This is what you do to me." Nicholas whispered to his ears.

Ravi couldn't help but moan and grind harder on him. He leaned forward and connected their lips together. Ravi pressed his body to Nicholas, he didn't want space between... He is totally feeling brave now.

This continued for a while before Nicholas broke the kiss for a much needed air, they both panted heavily looking into each other's eyes.

Ravi with his chocolate brown eyes and Nicholas with his forest green eyes. They both stared into each other's eyes and their hard dicks were still grinding on each other.

Ravi got down from Nicholas' lap, on his knees. He wanted to give Nicholas something, anything.

He was nervous and they both knew it. Ravi unbuckled his belt.

"What are you doing Ravi?"

"What does it look like I am doing?" Ravi said, rubbing the tent in his pants.

Nicholas groaned, he can't remember the last time he had any sexual relief and he was tempted to throw it away to the wind and fuck Ravi senseless but he knew that it wasn't the time.

He knew he was still in shock with everything that was happening besides he wanted Ravi to know everything about him before thrusting himself inside him in one go. FUCK!

He gently removed his hands from his dick which he removed from his pants without him knowing.

"Come on Ravi, I think a bath is in order." He said lifting the pouting human off the bed.

"Don't you want me to touch you." Ravi asked, tears glinting in his eyes. He knew he was inexperienced in the sex part but he can as well try.

"No No, don't start thinking about negative things now baby." He placed him on the ground and stripped them both of their clothes, "I just don't think that tonight is the night."

"Why?"

"Because when I fuck you, I want to be the only thing you are thinking about. I want to thrust my cock in so hard so you never forget who is bending you over and when I make you cum, I want only my name on those sexy lips of yours. I want to bend you over so much Ravi but I want to be with you not only for sex but because I need something more and I want it with you."

By the time he was done pouring out his feelings, Ravi was already in tears with snot dripping from his nose but he didn't feel disgusted at all. Nicholas knew in his heart that Ravi was the one for him and would do anything for the smaller man.

"Come baby." He said dragging him to the bathroom, "a soak is in order. I need you to relax."

Nicholas filled the tub with warm water and different colored bath bombs... request of Ravi.

They both got in and Nicholas immediately pulled Ravi towards him and wrapped his hands around his waist.

"Baby let's play 20 questions, I want to get to know you more." Nicholas remembered the first time they played this game, learnt some valuable information like how Ravi was a virgin and never been kissed before.

He chuckled, "ok, I will start... With something emotional and sensitive...are you ok with that?"

Nicholas nodded, he was ok with it besides he too had some questions that Ravi might consider sensitive and what other place is perfect to have sensitive conversation other than a bathtub.

"How old were you when your father killed your mother?" He asked, biting his lips.

"Hmm straight to the main course right."

"Sorry." Ravi said, looking down.

"It's ok anyways, I was 14 years old when the bastard shot my mother...just a few days after my birthday. Actually it's the day after my birthday and that is the reason why I don't celebrate my birthday."

"Why?"

"How do I survive with being happy today and drowning in the bottom of a bottle of whiskey and my sorrows the next. Besides, I feel like I disappointed my mother when I did nothing to help her." Nicholas answered with a lump in his throat threatening to come out.

"Oh baby." Ravi said, turning around with his legs on either side of Nicholas' hip and wrapped his hands around his neck, "you were just a kid. What could you have possibly done?"

"I don't know but something would have been better than nothing." He said avoiding looking at Ravi in the eyes.

"Nicholas, look at me." He said, "you were just a child barely into puberty. There was nothing you could do and I'm sure your mother would be proud of the man you have become like I am proud of who you have made yourself to be, I mean you broken and betrayal by the ones you loved with everything in you but yet you still decided to trust again with your heart on the line Nicholas. There is nothing more brave than that." Ravi slammed his lips on that of Nicholas. It pained him to know that he has been carrying sure guilt in him for over a decade and .

"Thanks, that made me feel so much better." Confessed and placed a kiss on his lips, "but now I get to ask you two questions."

Ravi rolled his eyes, "whatever."

"How come you are still a virgin not that there's anything wrong but you know, it's not common to see a 24 years old a virgin."

He sighed, "yeah that's true but it wasn't like I chose not to have sex but it's because life and puberty wasn't fair to me." He replied softly, "I wasn't always this confident or bloody sexy."

"Wow so much for self esteem." Nicholas said with an eye roll which earned him a slap on his chest, "ah! Ok I'm sorry you sexy human." He proclaimed rubbing the sore spot on his chest.

That serves him right, Ravi thought, "anyways I was more like a nerd that was homeschooled with no social skills at all. I know you would be thinking how that is possible especially with all the parties that my parents regularly throw, right? Well you sate your curiosity, my mother never allowed me to attend so yeah, that's how I remain a virgin up to the point because I never really felt confident and didn't have the guts to approach any guy."

"Wow, that's just wow." Nicholas chortled with a wide grin on his face, "well don't be sad baby because I would be the first and last person you would ever be with." He blurted, buffing his chest out.

That statement made Ravi's heart beat a bit faster but he didn't want to spoil the mood so he kept his words and thoughts to himself.

"Ravi, are you ok?" He asked worriedly.

"Yeah, I am. I was just a bit out of it, sorry."

"It's ok but it's your turn now so ask away."

"How did you get into this BDSM life? I am very curious about that."

Nicholas grimes at the question, "well, it was very embarrassing but I did promise to tell you so here goes." He completely with a sigh, "it was a few months after I found my father fucking my soon to be wife in his office. I was in disarray, I didn't know what to do with myself so I drowned in bottle upon bottle until I stumbled into a bar or what I thought was a bar...it was a club, a BDSM club. You could imagine how embarrassed I was when I woke up with my hands and feet tied and spread apart like meat on display. To cut the story short, I lost my ass virginity to a woman wearing a strap on but it was consensual so there's no need to worry."

"Wow, that's one hell of a story." Ravi said trying to hold his laugh back but that wasn't working at all.

"Laugh all you want but after that night, I felt a bit happy for the first time in a long while so I went back but this time around, I wanted to be in control so I trained to become a Dom."

"Like I said, one hell of a story."

"Oh shut up and get your butt out of this tub. I'm practically freezing in here."

"Ok Mr grumpy pants in his birthday suit."

"What?"

"Nothing."

We got out of the tub and drained the water out well more like Ravi did it while Nicholas took his ass and ran due to the cold.

"Umm Ravi, is it ok to like to spend the night with you?" Nicholas asked nervously.

Ravi was surprised, he never knew Nicholas is a man that could stumble over his words and act nervously....well except for that night back at the house but that doesn't count considering how he was under the influence of drugs.

"Umm yeah sure. I could show you the guest room."

"Umm i would like to share your room with you if that's possible."

Ravi felt pleased with that. He was already feeling possessive of him.

"Sure, let me go get you something to wear from dad's room. You are almost the same size as him if not bigger so that should work."

Ravi got dressed in the shortest pair of shorts that he has...lace to be precise. He was hoping for some action tonight.