Chapter 52
They both laid on the soft queen size bed in Ravi's room staring at the ceiling holding hands.
It was a bit weird for Nicholas because holding hands was something he hadn't done since his mother died. Besides, even as an adult, he had always felt it was way too personal and it felt really weird and to sum it up, he never for once held hands with Anika.
Not because she didn't want to but HE didn't want to which caused most of their arguments but he didn't want to think about that besides holding hands with Ravi was unexpectedly nice...and warn.
"Do you want to continue the game or just go to bed?" Nicholas asked.
"Yeah."
"Good because I really want to know if you truly spent 300 dollars on just panties." He said with a smirk on.
"Oh my God! Who told you that?"
"You use my card remember but-"
Ravi groaned in despair, "can you stop saying it with a calm face please?" He asked.
Nicholas was shocked by this, "oh I'm sorry, please enlighten me on how my expression should be when I talk about sexy, revealing and also see through panties that you bought at the mall."
Is he serious? Ravi thought.
"You know I'm going to bed." He said turning to his own side and taking his hand with him.
"Ok Ok I'm sorry for teasing you baby boy." Nicholas confessed, dragging Ravi closer to him, "I just wanted to know if you bought them for me." He said in a low seducing voice.
A moan escaped Ravi's mouth which Nicholas was excited that he could make the younger man respond so easily even with just his words.
"So did you buy them just for me or solely for you?" He asked biting and nibbling the younger man ear making him grand harder on his harding cock and moaned louder, "I love how responsive you are baby but I I have to repeat myself for the third time, you wouldn't have the luxury of me waiting till you are ready...I would fuck you deep into your bed and even the soundproof walls wouldn't be able to hold your screams of pleasure. Now answer me." Nicholas ordered with a spank on his ass which made Ravi moan louder.
"Yes, I bought it for you."
"Hmm that's me happy and you would be modeling them for me right?"
"Y-Yes."
"Yes what?"
"Sir."
"Good boy, now do you have a question to ask me?" Nicholas said.
"Umm yeah...need a second."
Nicholas chuckled at that, "take all the time you need baby but in the meantime, let me get something for you to eat. I believe you haven't taken anything in since lunch and you barely ate anything so you definitely need a refill."
Ravi's POV
He didn't do anything yet but I felt like I was floating.
I read about something like that when I was doing my research on you know what. It's called a subspace. It sounded amazing when I read about it but I never knew that words whispered to me and a spank could get me there.
I am a virgin and supposed to be responsive...I guess but that was so easy and it is kind of embarrassing.
"I am guessing you are thinking about something serious especially if you didn't notice my presence." Nicholas said joining him on the bed with their late dinner, "what's up? What has got you so tensed up and lost I thought?"
Ravi sighed, he wasn't up for having this conversation with Nicholas tonight, "there nothing to bother yourself about Niko. It's just a minor issue. Nothing to worry about."
"Let me decide what to worry about Ravi but I am guessing it has something to do with you being so responsive and how easily you almost entered subspace? Right? And don't you dare lie to me." He warned.
It took a while for him to answer, "yes, you read me like a book." Ravi completed with a bit of a chuckle.
"Ravi, you ARE supposed to be responsive but not only because you are a virgin but also because you love and enjoy everything I do to you besides there is nothing wrong in responding to the pleasures I give to you because I for one love to hear you scream and moan out my name. I love it and you should too."
"Yeah, you are right. I shouldn't be thinking about negative things right now or ever as a matter of fact."
"That's right! And for the subspace issues...Ravi you had no control over it. You can't control when you fall into subspace besides there is nothing wrong with it and you just brushed the surface. You didn't really go into it so let's not worry about that."
Nicholas leaned in and placed a kiss on his lover's lips. It made both of them weak but they still loved it.
"I think we should go to bed, we have a busy day ahead." Nicholas said.
"One more question...what made you go back?" Ravi asked with a tilt to his head and a puzzled expression on his face. He has been wanting to ask that for a while now.
"I don't understand. Go back to where?"
"Back to the club? I mean you clearly weren't interested in being a bottom so why?"
"I went back because I wanted the power of control. I saw in that woman and I wanted it all to myself and what better place to start than the place I lost my ass virginity." He said a chuckle, "but seriously after I found those bastards together, I was lost but I still wanted to do something for myself so I started a company for something I loved but still hated... Guns. I started it with the money I got from working under Marcus for about a year. It was illegal but I made good money and good friends that helped me when I started the company. I was in control but it wasn't enough so that was how I stumbled into that club. I have to say that night changed my life."
"Wow, you are so brave. Not a lot of people can do that, you know. I'm proud of you Nicholas and you never have to be alone anymore because you have me, dad, Adrian, Nate , Raphael and even the guys."
Nicholas laughed at that, "I don't think Raphael likes me that much."
"He does, just a bit weary that's all." Ravi answered with a yawn.
"Come on, let's go to bed."
Nicholas smiled as Ravi cuddled to his chest leaving no space between them. He admits, he was a man whore who never thought of settling down after being burnt by Anika but when he looked at Ravi, it was so easy to picture a future full of happiness and love. He could even imagine having kids with this gorgeous man beside him.
A beautiful house, kids and Ravi as his husband would be a dream come true for him. Nicholas wanted it, he craved it and that made him scared. When he was with Anika, he never craved those things, he just went with the flow but now he is wanting things he has never wanted before.
"I can literally see the gears turning in your head. What are you thinking about?" Ravi broke the silent night, looking at his lover with eyes full of worry.
Nicholas turned to look at the younger man beside him. He was a lucky man, he thought as he stroked Ravi's cheek with such gentleness.
"I want more with you Ravi, I want things that I never wanted before even with Anika. I want it all with you Ravi." Nicholas said with all sincerity in his heart. Nicholas wasn't one to talk about his feelings with anyone but he would gladly lay his heart down for Ravi and he knew it.
"Me too Nicholas, me too." Ravi replied, eyes clouded with sleep.
"Go to bed now bunny."
He didn't get a response back but that didn't matter now, he too was already drifting to a deep slumber.
