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Julian

The night had been a blank for me, but not entirely thanks to my constant lack of sleep since I ended up in the forensic asylum, but to the beautiful image of my wife at my side, sleeping serenely and peacefully, due to the effort and previous fatigue . I saw that her body had several marks made by me, maybe I exaggerated the dose of force on her body, but I can't help the obsession that hits me when it comes to Eloíse, not that my cat has complained, she never protested against my rough advances, I was the one feeling guilty.

I couldn't close my eyes thinking about everything that had happened and pondering what was yet to happen, I would suffer so much away from her body, but she would suffer more, I was already used to the pain, with the absence and suffering , the my love no. She was used to having everything, all the love, that me, her grandmother and friends gave her. Taking that away from her would be cowardly, she was sensitive and good, she didn't deserve any of that, I was extremely to blame for her life becoming an endless mess.

The next day I woke up first, I got up rather. I went down to the kitchen of my house and started working on a nice breakfast for her, the day would be difficult, I could feel it, so I would make the most of every thousandth of time with her. There wasn't much, so I quickly went to the nearest bakery and bought a few things. I tried to do my best with natural orange juice and coffee, I also put some milk in a small pitcher on a tray, and some pieces of cake, cheese bread, and mix.

When I went back to the room, she was still sleeping, it must have been around six in the morning, I confess that I exaggerated the time to wake up a bit, but the earlier the day started, the more things could be resolved.

I noticed her moving and so I put the tray on top of the dresser and walked over to her kneeling on the edge of the bed.

"Wake up, sleepyhead." I said softly placing kisses on her cheek.

"What time is it?" He hissed, yawning with a smile.

"Six in the morning." I spoke and saw his smile die.

"So soon Julian..." He complained beautifully. She was beautiful even complaining.

"Yes, don't you think we should start the day as soon as possible? We'll never know when the last day will be. Or the hour, minute, second." I spoke a little dramatic and she opened her eyes quickly, jumping up.

"I think I'm hungry." She said when in the suddenness of her jump she felt dizzy. That night she hadn't eaten anything either, so I decided to grab breakfast on the tray and put it in front of her.

"Here my love, sit down and eat what I have prepared for you." I helped her to feed and only after that I had my coffee. "Are you well?" I asked her after seeing her devour almost all the food she had.

"I'm much better, and full." She said and gave a light smile with her hand on her stomach.

"Now, my cat, I want to enjoy you a little bit. May I?" I asked removing the tray from the top of the bed, placing it on the floor.

"Actually... I wanted to go to the hospital." She said with a teasing smile.

"You will, as soon as I'm done with you here. I just don't know if you'll be able to walk." I spoke and she shivered with anxiety in her eyes.

In the following hours, I spent kissing every inch of her beautiful body, I took full advantage of it giving her all the pleasure I wanted, after we made a long and pleasurable love, this time slowly without haste, I was hugged with her very close to my body , smelling her and asking her to tell me her plans.

She told me that she dreamed of being an architect in her childhood and that after she grew up she didn't know anymore, she also said that in addition to her desire to go to Denmark, she wanted to visit Spain and also Brazil, she also spoke with great emotion about the dream of having a beautiful family, when she remembered the way her grandmother had raised her, my beautiful girl couldn't contain the emotion and enormous gratitude she had for her grandmother. It was a love so pure and unique that it made me strongly emotional as well.

"It's already ten o'clock!" She exclaimed after looking at the time on the clock next to the bed. "I need to go see my grandmother, what a horrible granddaughter I am. My God Julian!" Eloíse had been more sensitive than ever in the last few days and even after saying those phrases she started to cry as she got up to put on her clothes.

"Hey, calm down my love." I spoke softly holding her face, she looked into my eyes and calmed down. "It's okay, you're not a bad granddaughter, you're wonderful and you just got distracted by me. I'm the one to blame, I'll take you there and everything will work out. Okay?" I whispered understandingly so she would understand that she hadn't done anything wrong.

"Yes." He responded and nodded. "I can barely feel my legs." She spoke and I couldn't contain a laugh at the way she expressed herself.

Then she got up slowly and started to wear the clothes, the naughty girl knew she was teasing me with that because every piece she wore, she made sure to open it a lot and put it on very slowly, looking directly at me. I stood there, even if my will was to go to her and fuck her until she begged for mercy, for teasing me like this, however I just stood there admiring it all, it was all mine, all mine, how lucky I was!

When she finished her naughty and delicious little show, I got up and dressed, now there things would start to get really complicated, as soon as we walked out that door, things weren't going to go back to normal anytime soon and like it or not, I would have to be prepared.

When she was ready, I gave her a warm kiss on the lips and then we left towards the hospital. As soon as we arrived we were attended to quickly and they let both of us in that time.

"Grandma..." Eloíse exclaimed happily going to her grandmother who was sitting on the hospital bed reading a book.

"Daughter! Julian! How are you?" She looked happy, still weak and pale, but happy nonetheless. That small gesture alone taught me a great lesson.

Be happy and grateful every day you wake up healthy.

"How are you ms?" I asked next to my girl who was stroking her grandmother's hand.

"I'm feeling fine." She replied.

"Same?" The granddaughter asked and she nodded. "Then we need to go home soon, I really need you to come back." She said.

"Eloise..." She protested but Eloise cut her off.

"We have news for you!" She looked at me with happiness and teary eyes. He held out his hand and showed the engagement ring on his finger.

"Oh dear, really?" Dona Florence exclaimed smiling and with tears in her eyes. "Is my girl getting married? Oh God, thank you so much!" She looked up at the sky and said thank you.

"Yes, he asked me yesterday, at the cafeteria across the street." She said smiling.

"Come here, Julian." Dona Florence called me in a low voice and so I walked over to her. "I will leave my most precious possession in your hands, take care of her for me, I ask that you make her happy every day of her life and that she does not suffer because of me." The moment was already pure tears.

"I promise." I said and squeezed his hand that held mine.

At that moment she congratulated us, she was so happy that I felt so good, but so good that for a few minutes I forgot about all my problems. I stood by the bed watching the two hugging and talking about wedding stuff, my bride was so happy to break the news to her grandmother that I even regretted having doubted that she would accept my proposal.

I felt my cell phone vibrate in my pants and I caught it looking at the message that had just arrived: "Friend, the time has come. You need to turn yourself in." Agnelo.

The blood drained from my face at that moment, it also turned to ice under my skin. The time had come.

I looked at my fiancée standing beside me and communicated with her through her eyes, how smart she was that she understood that I needed to talk to her, in private.

"Grandma, I'll be right back." Said to grandma who nodded. He grabbed my arm and we left the room.

"It's time." I spoke bluntly when we got outside.

"My love..." He whispered and hugged me tightly, his small hands and thin body tried to give me a feeling of comfort, which I received with alacrity. "I wanted to beg you not to go, not to leave me. But Julian, I understand that you have to do this. I just want you to know that I love you, very much and will be waiting for you." He said with tears in his eyes.

"I love you, darling. I love you so much, you could gather the oceans and all of the sky, they still wouldn't be able to say how much I love you. I'll come back my princess. Tell Miss Florence for me." I spoke with an aching heart.

It took a few more minutes for us to break free, my heart was breaking and pounding painfully. When I felt his arms away from me, it was like the emptiness I'd experienced in years, it was like nothing else had felt, except for the certainty that I would be back as soon as possible. I walked out that door and left my love in tears inside, the worst part was knowing that she would be suffering.