45

Eloise

In total there were three months of pregnancy, time passed faster and faster, my belly still hadn't shown signs that there was a baby inside, it didn't grow even a little, worried I went to the doctor, who told me that it was normal, that some women had a thin body and that the belly did not grow much. I chose to stay calm, for my little baby.

As for my grandmother, I was calmer, the pain didn't go away, it would never go away, but it had become longing, an eternal longing, one night I dreamed that she came to me and said that she loved me, she always said that, but that day was as if it calmed my heart and brought peace to my downcast soul.

Julian and I decided to get married next week, it would be something simple, just for the intimate, in this case, Olivia, João and Agnelo. It didn't feel like a big party when you didn't have anyone to invite, or at least someone to walk me down the aisle. Maybe my friend could play that part, but we decided that would be better. My dear fiance was every day more anxious to become Senhora Esguerra, and I even more so. We also decided that we would continue to live at my house, just until the baby was born, after which we might move in the future.

And only a week passed.

"Looking forward to tomorrow?" Julian asked me with his arms around my waist.

"So much, I can't think of anything else!" I responded with my heart racing with anxiety.

"Me too, I can't wait for you to be all mine..." He whispered very close to my ear causing me an internal shiver.

"I always have been, my love." I declared convinced.

"I know. And so I feel safer than ever, you and this baby here, you're everything to me, you're the only things I have in the world." He also declared stroking my belly. Every day we were more in love with the idea of having a child.

Low moans started to come out of my throat as Julian kissed every inch of my neck, I arched my body against him seeking more of that pleasurable contact I was having. He squeezed my waist and I felt his erection brush against me, the fire inside me ignited and I turned so that we were facing each other.

I took the initiative to kiss him, I loved making love with our lips pressed together, and that night I just wanted to make love, slowly and for hours.

Our panting breaths and together showed how we were connected, our unique and immense pleasure was always found only with an exchange of looks, his mouth kissed me with voluptuousness while I returned to him the kiss full of love that I loved to give. His mouth moved slowly down my shoulders, also removing my white nightgown, with each cloth he took from my body, his mouth followed making wet paths.

When Julian reached my sex, at that point I had lost all senses, I was soaked and in need of him inside me, his caresses had the power to make me see stars, each touch, each kiss was as pleasurable as an infinite orgasm. His lips slowly landed on my intimacy causing a scream to come out of my throat, it wasn't possible, I was almost there.

With his skillful tongue and mouth, he started with slow movements and then increased, his tongue contoured my sex that was pulsing in his mouth, it didn't take long for me to spill into his arms in an overwhelming and incredibly pleasurable orgasm, I screamed with the pleasure that hit me.

I must have been hallucinating with the feeling that I didn't notice my love taking off his clothes, when I noticed he was already settling himself between my legs and holding my body with his strong hands, he penetrated me without difficulty, I was wet from the recent orgasm, his intrusion it was so good that I almost cried with pleasure, Julian drove me so crazy that I could barely think of anything else when we were together but him inside me.

As he moved in me, Julian groaned with pleasure and arousal in my ears, squeezing me at the same intensity as my nails were dug into his tanned skin.

"Julian..." I moaned his name sensually when I was on the brink of peak pleasure again.

"Eloíse..." I said softly increasing the pace, when I felt his member get harder inside me and spilling his liquid was the end, I screamed feeling the pleasurable explosions and the spasms reach me in a violent and intense way.

We spent that night closer than ever, our bodies didn't separate for a second, they talked and connected through our hearts that beat at the same intensity for each other. When we woke up, also together, we looked into each other's eyes and I cried, but it was a cry of joy for having him, for loving him in an unimaginable way.

Julian, my love.

Julian

"Damn it!" I exclaimed irritably trying once again to tie a knot in the tie I had been wearing for years.

"Calm down, man." Agnelo tried to reassure me by taking the lead and tying the knot in less than ten seconds. "Your bride will not run away from you." He scoffed and I punched him lightly on the shoulder.

"Idiot!" I said smiling.

"Now I'm serious, I want you to be very happy, and thank you so much for inviting me to be the best man." He said.

"There was no one else, my dear." I retorted in a joking tone.

"Son of a bitch." He cursed at me and then gave me a strong hug.

"Thanks man. You helped me a lot, I don't have words to thank." I said eternally grateful to the man who helped me get back to living like a normal person.

"My friend, with the money you paid me, you could have paid many lawyers, but I'm the best, I admit." He shrugged smugly. "But, I'll be very happy to see you happy, you were lucky enough to find love, I didn't believe that until I witnessed your story, but the sun doesn't rise for everyone, I don't believe in those things." Said with a dark look. I could inquire and find out, but if this was painful for him, it wouldn't do for me to touch a wound.

"One day I'll see you at an altar waiting for your wife, write down what I'm saying." I spoke in hopes of cheering him up.

"You're crazy!" He exclaimed smiling. "Let's go and stop being cute."

"Oh, and one more thing. I want to know, how's the situation with the Barierre?" I asked anxiously for them to disappear from our lives for good.

"Rest assured they'll see the sun rise square for a long time to come!" Agnelo asserted and I felt confidence in his words. "Now let's go, I have an appointment for later." He said rushing me.

We left the house smiling and headed towards the registry office, where our ceremony would be held, Agnelo with the help of Olivia, who in fact I don't know how they had become known to the point of organizing something together. The two of them would find a way to have just ourselves on the day and also tidy up the decor, there would be very few people but it should be special for my wife.

We arrived together and the place was very well decorated, there were flowers everywhere and some lamps on the way to the table where the justice of the peace was waiting. My hands were shaking, I thought I was a big sucker for being so nervous like that, but it would be my first and only time getting married, with the woman of my life, the most important decision of our lives would be taken there, of course I should be nervous.

"Calm down Julian, you're going to dig into the ground like that." Agnelo said smiling.

"Damn, what a delay." I replied getting more and more nervous.

"It's only been fifteen minutes since we arrived man." He said.

Anyway, with my internal struggle with myself, I saw her arrive accompanied by her friends.

She had gone to get ready at their house so I wouldn't see her. Despite everything, we wanted it to be like a normal wedding.

She was beautiful, with a white dress, which enhanced her beauty even more, because I had a perfect woman, in every way I felt complete. With every step she took to get closer to me, it was as if the universe around us disappeared and there were only the two of us left, me and her, my beauty, my passion, my love. I was so happy, so happy that my eyes burned with tears as I saw her getting closer. My little girl, as she was sensitive, already had tears falling from her eyes, but what kept us connected was our eyes that never deviated from each other, along with our smiles.

"Beautiful wonderful." I whispered to her as soon as I received it, giving her a kiss on the forehead.

She just smiled with a twinkle in her eyes and there I couldn't hear anything else, everything the judge had said, none of that penetrated my ears, my gauze and my attention was attached to the most beautiful girl in front of me, I couldn't get enough of admiring, Never.

When it was my turn to say it, the only thing I got was, "Yes, I do!" Without blinking I replied.

"And Miss Espinoz..." The judge began but was stopped.

"Accepted!" My cat answered before the judge could even finish the question.

"I pronounce you married!" Without waiting to finish the man's speech, we were already with our lips glued in a not decent kiss.

My thirst for her was already so much again, that I attacked her lips with an intense kiss, I wanted to spend hours looking at her, so beautiful she was, put her on a pedestal and worship her. My goddess, delicious.

"Are we going home soon?" She asked with the same intention as me.

"Let's go." I spoke without hesitation.

Then we tried to say goodbye to our friends who were planning a trip to the nearest steakhouse to celebrate, we made the excuse that we would go out to dinner that night and celebrate our wedding. I don't know if we would, I don't know if I would let Eloise leave that room so early.