Forbidden Kiss

I woke up the moment I felt someone tapping my cheek very gently. When I opened up my eyes, the very handsome Trevor stood in front of me. His left elbow rested on the side of my head as he shook his head while staring at me with a smile.

"Good evening since the sky is almost dark." He greeted me.

My eyes haven't fully opened yet and I'm still a bit dazzled by the light. I rubbed my eyes and stretched. "Did you just wake up?" I asked him and hug his stomach. I caught the shock in Trevor's eyes and so did I. Even I was surprised by what I did.

I mean, yes... We're hugging each other. We often hugged each other whenever we met. Mostly when I just come over the school. But I don't know why it was so awkward. It's a little bit awkward for us to hug in bed. It was really different compared to the hugs we did before.

I was about to remove my arm from him but he stopped me. He lets me hug him. We were both stunned by what he did... Until our eyes met. I don't know and my eyes seem to be fixed. Time seems to stop every second our eyes meet.

I swallowed saliva. Trevor did the same too. Until he finally moved, breaking the uncomfortable silence. I thought he was going to get up and leave the bed because he was disappointed with what I did but I was wrong because he just retreated closer to me. Hugging me back.

I watched him arrange himself on the bed until he finally laid down next to me, pressing my head to his muscular chest. And with that, I could hear his chest pounding so loud and fast. As if there's something inside it that's wanting to hop out of his chest.

I pressed my ears more there, making me hear the loud sound of his chest.

I feel the tightening of his hug, which I immediately reciprocate. I tried to hide my smile with the thought of our situation. We are like real bride and groom. We were currently cuddling, and this manner was done only by couples.

I felt Trevor's nose press against my head, smelling my hair. He blew out an air after a breath in of relief and then he said... "I love your scent Sherin." My chest only swelled when he admitted.

I still hugged Trevor while thinking of what to say to him. Should I say thank you? Should I sniff his perfume and praise him too? Or should I just ignore it and pretend like nothing happened? This was so confusing! So... I have nothing to do but to lift up my head, meeting his eyes, his stares.

After I did that, I regretted why I did it.

Because it's as if my eyes are in contact with his eyes now his eyes are glued to me. Neither of us planned to break each other's sticky gaze.

Even me, I don't want it either. Just now I saw eyes like this again. Eyes that seemed to be full of admiration. Full of admiration. I stared at Trevor's very black eyes, I checked his movements until I realized that he was no longer making eye contact with me because... he was looking at my lips.

I took a deep breath like a nervous girl, it's not the first time someone has stared at my lips like this but I'm still nervous, like this is my first time.

Cedrick already did this to me. But I don't know why there's something in Trevor that makes him different from Cedrick.

I was holding the hem of his shirt very tightly when he started moving closer to me. My chest is constantly pounding, trembling, and thrilled. I closed my eyes slowly, waiting for his lips to land on mine. His lips lightly touched mine.

My knees immediately weakened as I felt his kiss. His lips were so soft, as what I expected at the very first place. Every time I looked at his lips, I knew exactly how it felt.

He didn't start moving at first, but when the friction of our lips lasted for how many minutes, he started separating it smoothly, biting mine, sucking mine.

His kisses are so moving, I didn't think twice that's why I decided to reciprocate each of his kisses.

And with that move of mine, he snuggled up to me and held my face tightly in his hands. My hands are slowly rising to his neck, also planning to emphasize the kiss. I could hear the sound of each exchange of our saliva. It was thick and wet yet sweet and full of intimacy.

"Trevor..." I whispered his name when he broke our kisses to let me breathe for a while. But he was still holding my face and staring at me, watching me recover.

Then our lips met again. But at that time it was different. He was giving me a light smack. As if he just wanted to taste my lips. Playing like I'm a powdered sugar on top of a doughnut. It was gentle, perfect, and lovely.

I have nothing to do but to let him. I like what he does to me. Until he slowly leaned me against the headboard of the bed, supporting me to lie down, while continuing to kiss and claiming my lips.

"Trevor, son. Let's go eat."

We were both shocked and separated instantly from each other when suddenly someone opened the door of our room. It was Trevor's daddy and even he was shocked, his eyes widened, his jaw dropped because of what he saw.

I looked down and couldn't look at his daddy. Embarrassed.

"Dad," Trevor said and I don't know if it was regret I heard in his voice. "We will follow." he added.

The two of us are still in the same position, the only difference is that our lips are no longer touching unlike before.

I heard a faint laugh so I looked up and realized it was from Trevor's father. "Well, son. It's not locked. Please bear with me and it's not my fault. Next time, learn to lock, huh?" Every word has a laugh.

As if he was enjoying seeing his son's state like this.

Trevor was the only child in their family. That's why his parents treat him like that. Be very careful and love them very much. So.... Even though he's a boy and he's my friend, I still can't help but be jealous. What can that feel like?

"Hey?" I woke up from my deep stupor when Trevor's daddy called me.

I blinked.

"Um, why? Why?" I ask. I really couldn't help but hide my nervousness and shame from him.

He laughed at my situation, which made me even more embarrassed.

"I'm sorry, ah? Also, don't be nervous. Just relax hija. We're the only ones with you. Treat me like your father." His smile was so sweet to me, as if I were his real son.

My face softened as well as my heart.

"Alright. I'll do that. Thank you." My chest filled with joy as I spoke each word.

He just nodded at me and shifted his gaze to Trevor again, to his son. "You. Lock up, huh?" He raised his right eyebrow at Trevor and then before he could even make himself leave... He muttered words which made Trevor's shoulders drop.

"Good thing I bought a box of condoms before you got home."

A few minutes after Trevor's daddy left... I just saw our selves enjoying each other's lips again. By now the man with me was sure that the door was locked. He is currently on top of me while I am under him.

Both of my hands are holding his shoulder, taking strength there despite the weakness of my knees. "Um..." I moaned when he sucked my lower lip, pushing his tongue inside me, fighting against my mouth. I pressed my thighs together while kissing him.

As time went on, it got hotter and hotter around us. Until... I felt Trevor's right hand slowly go down my thigh, it went up and up until it reached the part of my thigh where, it was very close when it reached my cut.

The shorts I'm wearing are not jeans and just light fabric. So when he lifted his wrist band, I was startled and moaned.

"Trevor!" I moaned loudly when he inserted his finger inside my womanhood with no warning. He was now pumping my clit using his index finger and I couldn't help but moan.

"Hmmm," I almost closed my eyes with the taste.

I resisted the urge to squint and stared at Trevor. His eyes were full of determination as he played with my femininity. As if he wants to make me feel the most comfortable feeling and as if he just wants something.

"Oh... Gosh..." I continued moaning, especially, I am near, I know and I could feel it, my under tummy is hiding something like it badly wanted to burst out.

Little by little, my back is getting worse. I could hear the wet sound of my womanhood. Every time we look at each other and Trevor's checking of my reaction is the acceleration of the movement of his finger inside me. I can't hide the taste of his finger and I can see it on my face.

"Um..." I moaned again. "Gosh. Please... I'm almost there..." He heard the pleasure I felt in every word I said.

That's what he did, he accelerated his finger in and out and tapping my clitoris but when he heard that I was about to experience my orgasm... He suddenly stopped it. With that... I woke up from reality.

I woke up to the fact that I shouldn't be doing this with him. The fact that his finger stopped moving reminded me of a single creature. His move was very similar to him. To the guy I used to always get fucked with. That man who always hangs me when we have sex.

Fuck. Cedrick. Sorry, Cedrick. Sorry.

I quickly removed Trevor's hand from under my shorts and straightened myself quickly. I felt like cold water had been poured on me. This is wrong. Really wrong. I shouldn't have let Trevor touch me.

Cedrick and I have an agreement. And I must not violate that.

I panicked and stood up from the bed and straightened my shorts. I was filled with shame as I watched Trevor's reaction. There were panics that could be seen on his face too. As if he thought that he was the one who did wrong to both of us now.

"S-Sorry Sherin. I... I just wanted to give you chills. To thrill you. But we could continue it now. Sorry. Did I just disappoint you?" His next explanation.

I shook my head nervously. "No... No... That was not what I meant. Sorry Trevor. This is my fault. This is a mistake. Sorry. This is wrong. This is wrong. We should not do this." I said, tucking my hair behind my ears.

He washed his face and sighed.

"I'm so sorry, Sherin. I shouldn't have touched you."

I nodded at what he said. "Yeah, you shouldn't have been doing it. But you're not the only one to blame here... I also gave in to the heat... to the taste... Please. Don't dare to touch me again nor kiss me. This is wrong. This is wrong, Trevor..." I wiped out my face using my hand.