Chapter 27

"That's for when we channel him, there is no risk of his movements undoing the channeling, so we keep his arm stable."

Kahin who had been left behind enters and stands next to me, “where is the antibacterial gel?" He asks looking at the doctor who approaches us provided it for us both, “champion, you have given me a scare,” he caresses the little head of our son, “you will be fine, dad is here,” listening to him so passively and so relaxed, I liked that.

“I shouldn't have taken him out, I should have stayed at home,” the guilt makes me feel bad. If I had stayed home and not run away so I wouldn't have to talk to Kahin, none of this would have happened. Tears roll down my cheeks, my baby came close to dying from lack of air.

“In fact, you shouldn't have put our son at risk just by not wanting to talk to me,” I don't look at him, his indifference hurts me a lot, “I'll pay the bill, the ambulance will be here in 20 minutes,” without saying anything else and without seeing me, he place a kiss on our son's forehead and leaves.

"How can I handle this?" I swallow my tears, “how is it possible that the secret that separated us is the same by which we must be united? Is this really my fault?” Hearing the doctor clear his throat, I realize that he was present at all times. I look at him without feeling ashamed, the truth is that nothing matters to me, I am in a state that nothing can surprise me more. I saw my son almost run out of breath and now I am witnessing the treatment of the person who said he loved me madly.

"We are going to prepare the baby, you can wait outside with the others,” nodding, I look at my brown, I give him a kiss on the forehead and I leave to meet my mother and my friend.

"Do you see him daughter? Everything will be fine,” my mother hugs me, I don't want to cry anymore and I won't.

"Come on beautiful, you must be glad that your brown is well, soon you will be at home enjoying his babbling." I smile, looking at my friend. Kahin joins us and seeing his eyes is like seeing an abyss full of darkness and cold.

"You must go fill out the papers to be able to cancel," nodding, I let myself be guided by him.

"Ok, let's start with the baby's name," the receptionist smiles, biting my lip, I wrinkle my nose, I feel stupid.

"Kahin ..." I whisper and she looks at me waiting for the last name, uncomfortable, I walk away to go for the documents that my friend went to find and I give them to her. When we finish filling out the papers, the ambulance is already waiting to transfer us. My mother leaves with Randon, Kahin leaves in his car and I with my baby in the ambulance.

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"He's very calm," my mother looks at my son with sparkles in her eyes, she's very happy to be a grandmother.

"You have been very brave mom, you were strong for both of us," I hug her, "but I think you should go home. It is not necessary to have many people,” my mother kisses my forehead.

"I will always be there to give you strength my girl. I'll take the opportunity to go with Randon.” I look in the direction of my friend who was talking to Kahin, I see him talking on his cell phone while he looks at me, I frown when he walks in my direction.

"It's Carla, you left your cell phone at home.”

Turning away from Mom, I answer, “I am just going to tell you that a madness is going to form,” she won't let me speak, “your sun almost exploded the cell phone with so many calls, I couldn't do more than answer. I'm heading to the airport to look for him,” hearing that leaves me stunned, I'm happy because he's coming, but also worried about what he heard yesterday.

"It's, it's okay, just don't tell him about the baby until you can bring him here so he doesn't worry."

My friend snorts, “only you Olethea, only you," she growls, I know it won't be nice to have my sun and the brunette close, but I can't just get past my sun.

"I know. Thanks for everything," I hang up and give my friend the phone, “take my mother home please, go well." I kiss them both and they leave. Seeing Kahin's gaze on my mother makes my hair stand on end. Will he remember when he ejaculated inside her? My pussy twitches, reminding me that he fucked me hours before.

"Marilí," I hear his voice, fuck, I snort and remove all those shitty thoughts from my head, "my son woke up." Without saying anything, I rush to feed the baby.

"My beautiful boy," I smile when I have him in my arms, “you scared me to death, you don't know how terrified I was." I caress his cheeks.

"Have you eaten?" I look at Kahin at his question, I hadn't remembered to eat.I haven't eaten anything since yesterday, “fuck Marilí, you can't be that careless. Feed my son so that you can feed yourself, he needs you.” I nod without saying anything, the disdain with which he has been treating me, upsets me.

Eating at a restaurant in front of the hospital, I think about the time my sun will come. Will Kahin be able to tolerate that he also approaches our son? A laugh comes from my throat, how stupid I am, of course he will not allow it, but he is also my son and my sun has taken care of us all this time. I'm going to do everything possible so that Kahin doesn't interfere in that relationship between my brown and my sun.

At the end, I go up to my son's room. The good thing about these luxurious hospitals is that we can be several in the room and visits are when we want, the bad thing is the cold it is, my thinness does not allow me to endure the cold for too long.

"Fuck, can't you get the fucking air down?" I complain, curled up on the couch.

"Here," he hands me his jacket, without question, I take it and put it on.

"How can you not be cold?" I look at him almost annoyed, I wish I had that resistance.

"In exchange for you, I'm over 2 meters tall and I have a great body from God Egypt. Do you still ask?”

I roll my eyes, “arrogant," he huffed, “don't you think we should talk? It's time to do it,” I settle in and look at him straight ahead, we're on the same sofa, but he's in one corner and I'm in the other, “Kahin we can't go on with this, you can't take my son away from me,” I see him smile and that bothers me, he's an idiot.

"Of course I can, I can do everything. Have you forgotten?”

I frown, “even with what you've done to me, are you going to act that irrational?"

His emotionless gaze falls on me, “what did I do to you? Fuck you like you intended? Or was it that I brought you to the point of an orgasm while your damned husband listened to us?”

My heart clenches, I don't recognize it, “why? Why do you treat me like this?” My eyes crystallize, “you know everything you put me through, even after knowing that you fucked my mother, after knowing that you were going to have a child. I come here and I sleep with you…and this is how you treat me? You know what I'm talking about, you ...”

"Stop, damn it," he mutters to me, the veins are showing on his neck, "I know what I did, but you had no right to hide my son and put another damn father on him."

Swallowing the urge to cry, I sigh, “did I have a choice? I can't talk to you right now, you're not realizing how stupid what you want to do is,” I turn my back on him.

"Your secret is what that is separating us," I turn again and glare at him when I hear what he says.