Chapter 36

Drawing a big smile on my lips, I look at her, my thing is to hurt psychologically, but this time that would not be enough, no matter what I jump to the neck, she recoils as best as she can in the chair, but I managed to take a lock of her hair with force and I pull it and until she hits the table, Loan and Francesco stop me when I am about to go up to the table to jump on her.

“I said it!” Fátima shouts this time without laughing, “my friend, I advice that you take this aunt to her house, because believe me, nobody is going to stop me to enter the hell out of that whore,” my friend gets up next to Carla. Kahin without saying anything helps her to get up or rather, she helps him to stand up and they leave the place.

"Let me go," I yelled angrily.

"What happened?" Lenin approaches.

“Quiet friend, nothing happens, it was just a misunderstanding,” I smile at her, I feel my face and my ears warm.

“Wonderful you must calm down, he is very drunk and it is not good that he drives.” Lucy immediately leaves after her brother and I after her.

“You must go alone just as you arrived,” I see her face the aunt, “my brother is not in condition to drive so bye,” the pediatrician with her ass face looks at her and smiles later, when she goes to kiss Kahin, Lucy intervenes, “don't play with doll fire, here you are just a one-night stand, don't forget it,” the notoriously pissed off woman moves away and giving Kahin a look of rage, she leaves. “You're a beast,” Lucy yells, I can see that it hurts so I approach for the sake of the baby.

“Quiet Lucelia you cannot get angry that way or make those efforts,” I release her from Kahin and it is now I, who holds the idiot that I am still in love with.

“I think it's time to go,” my sun is pressing closer to me, “you should drive, go get the baby and take him with you to the mansion,” I know he will give me a kiss on the head but he don't, looking at him confused for not receiving the kiss, I can see how Kahin holds him with one hand.

"You don't touch her in front of me," he growls, "I will split your face if you do," looking at him incredulously, I shake my head.

“Quiet idiot,” I remove his hand, “do not provoke something that you will not be able to bear later.”

He laughs, “I can do everything,” I snort and say goodbye to my friends to take him to the car with the help of Loan, I can't handle this tower alone.

***

Coming home for my son, my mother is not happy to know that we will spend the night at Kahin's house, but she accepts it, she knows that I am no longer the 18-year-old girl who looked for her mother first.

“Take good care of my child, shelter him well darling, you know that he cannot take serene, look here is the umbrella so that you can cover him better, I carry the bag and the car seat,” smiling for mom's concern, I accept her help, in the car, she is the one who puts the baby seat and puts my son in it, giving him a kiss as a goodbye, “drive very carefully daughter,” I close the umbrella and hug my mother.

“Okay mom, if you need something or feel bad, do not hesitate to call me,” I give her a kiss on the cheek and watch her leave.

“I want to be with my son,” I see that Kahin is about to get out of the car, approaching him to avoid him I look him in the eyes, I am furious with him.

“You are drunk and it is not good that you approach him like that, now go in and close the door,” he does not obey me, he just looks at me like a fool.

"I love you," he whispers, my heart racing, that word that makes me so happy lowers my anger, but without wanting to show what I feel, I shrug my shoulders.

“If you loved me you would have listened to me,” I help him to settle in the car and close the door, I hasten to go to driver’s side and I drove to the mansion.

Upon arrival, Lucy goes ahead with my son, she will be the one to take care of him while I take care of the big, drunken dark-haired man.

“You've cut your hair, I hate it,” he growls, “I liked it when it was long.” I lead him to the bathroom to undress him.

“It's still long Kahin, I'm wearing it in the middle of my back,” he lets it go.

“I want it long, that man has changed you, you should not be with him, it is with me who you should be with.”

I sigh, there is no point, he is very drunk. Once I have him naked, I leave him there to fill the tub with cold water.

“Kahin no,” I scream when I see him vomit on the bathroom floor, “you have not eaten,” he growled, whenever he drinks without eating, he vomits and today he ran his hand in alcohol, “come here, you will step on it,” I lift him to put him in the tub, “stay here while I clean,” when I turn to leave, he takes my arm and stops me.

“Don't go, I don't want you to leave me.”

Smiling tenderly, I caress his cheek, “you don't know how much I want you to ask me for that being in your 5 senses,” I kiss his forehead, “I will just go clean the mess you have made,” I force him to let me go to go for the cleaning things.

I clean the bathroom, and Kahin with clean teeth is ready to sleep. I leave what was our room to say goodbye to my son, but I find a beautiful scene, he is asleep next to his aunt and his little hand is on her belly, I close the door and go back to Kahin who has undressed.

"Where were you?" He asks, vomiting and the cold water bath have brought him back a little to reality.

“Seeing if everything was fine with our son, calm down I will not sleep with you, I only come for some clothes,” I walk to the huge closet to get some pajamas, I go to the bathroom and I relax a little, then Kahin stands in front of the door.

"Sleep with me."

I raise an eyebrow in response to his request, “it's not a good idea, you've already treated me as a bitch and I'm not willing to do it,”

He gets closer to me, “you are going to sleep with me whether you want to or not.”

I cross my arms, “you won't let me talk to you, but you want me to sleep in the same bed as you?"

He growls, “you're going to sleep with me and that's it,” he takes me in his arms and I, for fear of us falling from drunkenness, try to go down but he doesn't allow me, he takes me to bed and throws me like a garbage bag.

“Fuck Kahin," I yells once I could sit down, I see him lie down next to me.

“Why are you lying to yourself?” He closes his eyes, “why are you with him if you are not faithful to him with your heart or your body?”

Sighing, I lie beside him to look into his eyes as soon as he opens them, “the only man I have loved in my life is you Kahin, you are my owner, my man, my brunette, my bitter Moon and my lord I can do everything,” I smile waiting for him to look at me for what he has heard but he does not, I erase the smile, “Kahin?” I move him and a snore is his answer, “damn it, now that I could say it, he does not listen to me,” I kiss him on the lips, “if we continue like this, I will not be able to endure this jealousy,” naked, I wrap my arms around him, I want to feel he’s warmth.