Chapter 41

“Then I get into a game with Lucy to annoy him and the burning and to that he was with another woman bothered me. I clearly got angry with him and as expected Kahin Hamann went after me,” I make a gesture, feigning astonishment, “he tells me that he will talk to me, that he cannot continue with things like this, that he will recover me because he can do everything. I'm stupid climbing on a cloud to hear him say those things that I wanted since I left. Obviously I don't show what I feel and it makes me angry because he knows me well and he knows that with his words he lowered my anger. I was almost unable to believe what had happened, I mean, I would finally fix things with my brunette, with my bitter Moon, with my man. With my lord I can do everything. That was what I wanted and since there are no shortage of fears, I began to have them.

Lucelia, as the good counselor that she is, made me forget them. Determined I was going for my man and I would fix everything at once. I put on a damn dress so that reconciliation would not be so difficult for us, and what do I find?” I laugh and then I take a sip of the drink, “I find him with the damn woman dressed as a whore. Damn he was hugging her and he just looked at her from his height. Only me should see him like that ... Only me," I say this time with hatred, “I clearly went over them and focused on him, but the woman knows how to end my patience and she laughed at my damn face. I wanted to kill her, I gave her a punch that hurt me more,” I show my hand swollen and sore, “and do you know what happened next?” I look at them in turn and they don't even blink, “he defended her, yes, he defended her and me, let the devil take me,” agitated for not breathing as I spoke, I started to laugh and cry at the same time, “it is seen, I was born to be alone,” I looked down and tried to calm myself.

"You know I love you, right?" Hearing his voice makes me look for him but I don't see him. When I look at my friend, she turns the mobile and there he is on a video call, “if that woman was in my office it was because I sent for her and calm down, it was just to make everything clear to her. That hug you saw was nothing more than a goodbye and you entered the moment when it was given. I did not defend her, I only protected her from you, you were very angry and you are not clear about hitting people. You are very dangerous when you go to that,” he smiles at me, “baby, I love you and even if the idiot Italian is by your side I am not interested. You are mine and always have been. He's more of an idiot, he doesn't love you,” I look at my sun who laughs with fun.

"But I enjoyed her," Francesco laughs.

Kahin's expression changes to one of fury, "I'm going to break your face as soon as I see you ...”

"Kahin!" I scold him and he focuses on me again.

"Get out of there and go home. Once I get out of here we will talk, and by the way, the fines have already arrived,” he smiles at me, “I have to go,” he winks and closes the call.

"I never thought I saw something like this," says Carla, “Marilí Cook losing her papers in a colossal way.”

I wipe my tears, “don't think that by those words I'm going to believe him. Kahin is a born liar.”

my sunshine embraces me, “did I already tell you that you're being a very stubborn person? Wonder in life you don't have to waste time and you are doing it. You have a new opportunity to live a beautiful and authentic love, you have everything to be happy. Two mothers, a man who takes care of you a lot and see that to be Malcolm,” he raises his eyebrows and I smile, “you have some friends who, even if they judge you without knowing, love you a lot, you have me and for no reason will I leave you alone. Even if you have to put up with that bitter husband you have, you have your marrone and a man who is willing to do anything for you. It is not always seen that a possessive leaves everything aside so that his wife is happy even if it is not with him,” my sun does not stop smiling, I look at my friends and they nod, “give yourself another chance,”

"Another chance?" I ask almost in a nervous laugh. "What guarantees that Kahin isn't kidding me?" I hear the three of them snort.

"Because he's not doing it, the first time he hid something from you it was because of Aunt Camilla, you're sorry, but things are as they are," Carla looks at me almost angrily.

"There are no buts worth Olethea. You love that man and he loves you, stop being stupid and come on, come on, you must go to your house ,"I raise an eyebrow" it’s you house because that's where you will live with that damned Adonis," she sighs laughing.

I give her a push, “don't mess with him," I growl in jealousy.

"You are beautiful when you get jealous" my sun kisses my head. My friends and I walk through the mall to clear my mind, until Kahin calls me to get out for good measure and wait for him at home.

On the way I smile at the thought of the roller coaster I have ridden today. I cannot with one more feeling, my man has told me that he loves me and was not drunk, he has left his stubbornness and finally I will tell him that my sun is my friend and nothing else. Finally my family will be united. With my heart leaping in my chest I arrive at the mansion.

"Is everything okay?" Lucy intercepts me suddenly, "tell me please that things didn't get worse."

I smile like a fool and lead her arm looped in arm to the sofa in the hall, “your brother is an idiot, he has me on the verge of collapse," I start to tell her everything and we both end in a sigh.

“This one is a very beautiful love,” she looks at me, “you have lived so many things and yet you are willing to leave everything behind to live your own lives. Every day I admire you more Marilí, although you got stupid I can see that he is a beast but he told me about you. You are unique and you have that ability to see the good things in the middle of the bad. Your heart allows you to forgive even if that is difficult for you.” Looking at the sadness in her eyes reminds me that she said that time that her son had no father. When I go to ask her, my son starts to cry, I look at the horn in her hand and she moves it, “they are all over the house, orders from his master,” she shrugs and when she is about to get up I stop her.

"You've already taken good care of him, you must rest. I'll look for him to feed and pamper you,” I get up, “I'll cook your favorite food, it won't take long,” she smiles at me.

Fed and bathed, my baby spends time with his aunt while I finish preparing her favorite dish which is made up of white rice, red beans, fried ripe banana and avocado with egg. "It smells delicious." Kahin enters the kitchen, approaches his sister, kisses her on the head and then takes our son in his arms. "Have you taken care of them, champion?" My son starts to babble, “that's my son. Strong like his father,” he fills him with kisses. I smile out of inertia, I love to see them like this giving each other love. When he looks at me I change the gesture for a more serious one and I rush to serve the food, he hugs me from behind and kisses me on the neck. His closeness as always awakens my body, “my cheek still hurts,” he laughs in my ear and that alone melts me.