Chapter 59

A month has passed since my sun accepted the help of the healer, this month has not been easy for him or for Lucelia who takes care of him. My brunette has been working a lot and that is not something that pleases me, he tries to reward me, he always brings me flowers and chocolates, but it is just so that I do not feel bad about his absence most of the time. My dreams have been disappearing and Kahin's turns out that they were my fault, for having left him alone without caring what he felt, he hid it from me so I wouldn't feel bad, but it was impossible not to feel like that, he suffered because of me.

The appointments with the psychologist have become tense, Kahin's company, contrary to doing me good fills me with jealousy, that woman slapped my husband's eye and I can't stand that, my husband is very flirtatious.

My beautiful child is 6 months old and is a tremendous man with a bad character just like his father, he is nagging and very bitter, he does not like the game, meanwhile I am 4 months pregnant and it is as if I were 7 months old. It makes Kahin very nervous, he says it is not normal.

“Good morning my Sweet,” I feel his kiss on my lips and I smile, today is an appointment with the gynecologist and she has made it clear that she will get rid of all his doubts.

“Good morning my brunette,” I hug him, “will you make love to me today?” I smile, lately I am very tired or angry because he is very late.

“Do you really want me to? Aren't you kidding?” I smile and shake my head, he was late last night and I disliked him, he left me with dinner waiting for him.

“Make me yours Mr. Hamann,” my happy and eager man does what I ask him, I know that being careful not to hurt me is a difficult enough effort for him, not being able to make love to me as he was used to can be even uncomfortable.

"I missed this," he whispers agitated once he has finished.

“I thought you didn't, you go to the office very early and you arrive very late Kahin,” I lay on my side to hug him, he is on his back, “why do you work so much?” I ask still looking at him.

“Because I have to work,” he kisses me and separates from me, “now we must go clean ourselves to go to the doctor,” he helps me to stand up, I do not say anything, I must trust my husband.

“Oh the pill, come on bitter Moon,” my man smiles and goes to the bathroom, I look for the vitamins on the bedside table and his cell phone vibrates lighting up.

“I am looking forward to seeing you today, there is much to do. I hope you always have that desire Mr. Hamann.”

My heart fails two beats, when I am about to take the mobile in hand I hear his voice, “baby, we can take a bath, it is still very early. Can I prepare it?” Feeling like I tremble, I do not look at him, I put down the phone and take the glass of water to swallow the pill, “are you okay babe?” Once I drink it, I sigh and I turn around with a smile.

“No, I mean yes ... I'm fine, but I prefer a shower, I'm hungry,” I go towards him and make him stand aside to go inside, it's not the first time I've seen a message like that, and even when I ask him if he has something to do with the person, he simply refuses to tell me, I don't know who that person is, he doesn't have it registered and he never gives me the time to record the number.

“Then a shower it will be,” we get into the shower, when I feel his hand on my automatic body I back off, “what happened?” He frowns.

“Nothing, I don't want to do it again. You know something? I wonder how a man who fucked me every day whenever he could has become very normal without sex,” I look at him with a frown.

“What are you talking about? It's you who won't let me touch you because you are angry.”

Fury rises through my body, “you always seduced me Kahin and now you just accept it and you know what? Shut up, don't tell me anything,” he's out of place, I know I should tell him about the messages, but I want him to be the one to tell me, to accept that while pregnant he doesn't feel like anything.

“Baby, what is it?” I ignore him, I take a shower and once I get out I get ready to go for my son, that is another trouble, if I am not around when he wakes up, he forms a scandal.

“No, don't start crying I'm here honey,” I smile and take him in my arms.

“Dad ... Pa ... Pa ...”

I roll my eyes when I hear it, “I'm supposed to be here, you must say mom. Why did you have to learn to say dad? You really like to say that word,” my child laughs and looks for my breasts and he tries to lower my blouse, “I know, I know. Let me get to the dining room first, son, stop being so demanding,” when I get to the dining room Susana already has everything ready, “good morning Susy,” I greet the woman with an empty smile, I am very worried about that message.

“Good morning miss, how do are you?” She is interested in me, she approaches me and caresses my son's little hand.

“You see, with a bigger belly than yesterday,” I joke, “today I will bring the baby to my mother, so you have the day off in terms of caring for my child,” the woman refused, almost offended.

“I like to take care of Kahin, the baby is a sweetheart,” she smiles at me, when she sees Kahin enter, she separates from me.

“Good morning,” he greets with his usual seriousness, I don't know why he can't show that good side he has with his employees.

“Good morning sir,” Susy answers and leaves the dining room whistling.

“Good morning son,” my brown looks at him without letting go of my breast, I want to stop breastfeeding him, but Kahin refuses, he wants me to continue until he just leaves him alone.

"We must hurry, we must go to the witch's house," he growled.

"Respect my mother Kahin, for God's sake," I get upset.

“You can't deny it, she's a witch,” he repeats, “what happened in the shower?” He kisses our son, runs his tongue over my tit and ends up with a pacifier on my neck, satisfied by the grace he have done, he sits across from me.

“I don't know, you tell me Kahin, what happened?” I look directly into those beautiful eyes that I like so much, he knots his tie holding my gaze.

“Those damn hormones are going to drive me crazy,” he says no more and starts to taste his breakfast. Once my son is satisfied, as he always bites my nipple.

“Kahin!” I scream, scaring him which makes him cry with feelings, Kahin takes him from my hands, “that's why you don't want me to take my breast off, as it is not you that he bites every time he want to, you are worth two ravine to see…” I shut up, it's the best.

“Can you stop yelling? You are scaring the child, he has done it without wanting to and you know it.”

I look at him angrily, “you more than anyone know that our son is very intelligent and just like you make things understood as you shouldn't. What do you say about yesterday that he knocked over the pottery just because I scold him? Oh, sure! You weren't here to see it, you weren't here to realize that you're raising our son just as boorish as you,” I try to calm down, the babies start to move. Kahin just sighs, I don't understand how he can be so cynical, “do you love me?” I ask looking at him, I want to see the truth in his eyes, his look is one of confusion.

“Of course I love you with all my life,” he does not think the answer and says it with firmness and security, his eyes in spite of the bewilderment shine as always when he shouts at the 4 winds that he loves me, “why do you ask me that?”

Exhausted, I sigh, “you have stopped telling me, you don't do it often anymore, that's all,” I must trust him and hope that he tells me what is happening with that woman who quotes him whenever she can, I am not going to anticipate the facts, this is not the time.

At the end of breakfast I get my son ready and prepare all his things to take him to my mother, Kahin does not stop pampering me, telling me that I am beautiful with my huge belly, but I ignore him, that message resonates in my head as if I would have heard that woman say that, I'm sure she's a woman, a man wouldn't write that for another man.

"You have arrived," my mother says as usual, she doesn't wait for me to come down, she opens the door herself, takes the bag and takes out the baby, Rucher comes out too.

“Hi mom,” I smile when I see her.

My mother caresses my belly, “how are you daughter? That belly is too big,” I smile and give her a kiss on the cheek.

“I'm fine mamma, and I know Kahin says the same thing, I'll come to spend the afternoon with you, tell Carla to stay and wait for me, okay?”

My mother nods, Kahin as the impertinent that is honks the horn, “see each other later,” I give my son a kiss and get in the car. We soon arrived at the clinic, I signed up and we waited.

“Are you uncomfortable baby?” He asks caressing my belly, “today my suspicions will be confirmed.”

I look at him almost bitterly, “no, I'm not uncomfortable and I'm not sure they are girls,” I sigh when I feel his kisses on my neck, I can't believe it's normal. Am I exaggerating the situation? I wonder, doubting my suspicions.

“Marilí Cook,” the assistant calls me, smiling I get up with the help of Kahin.

“Good morning Ebrain,” I greet him.

"Good morning" he smiles at me, as always Kahin looks at him with warning.

“Good, good,” the doctor hums, “today we will see who wins,” she jokes, “come on beautiful, we must think of you,” I give my bag to Kahin and I hasten to get on the scale, once everything is ready I go to bed and lay down. She measure my belly, “quite big, this belly is pure boys, they will be huge.” Kahin immediately stands next to me when the doctor applies the gel on my belly and passes the device to see the babies.

“It is clear doctor, they will be girls, I am completely sure of that,” the doctor smiles, my husband can be very arrogant when he proposed it.

“The time of truth has come,” she says minutes later.