Chapter 15 The Silencer

I don't remember everything, every time I got inside a house and ready for a kill, it seems like I fall into a deep slumber and woke up to see that everyone inside are dead, nothing left, enemy or not are all dead.

One thing for sure is... it's me but not me. It's a part of me who wakes up just for a kill and sleeps after everything is done.

That part of me doesn't let anyone else alive whether a friend or an enemy... it is hungry for revenge that it killed anyone on sight.

I find myself, those part of me that was lost...

I know I can't complete myself, but I'm hoping to at least found some of me. Including the part of me that is waking up if I'm ready for a kill, I tried controlling it but I can't, it filled me.

I think that part of me is what they called The Silencer. It's not me because I'm blank and empty but it's The Silencer who's hungry for a kill.

The Silencer whom people are dreaded of, they would choose to kill themselves than to see The Silencer. I've seen it once in a mirror just for mere seconds.

Her eyes are full of hatred, so red like it's a blazing fire. Her eyes yell for one thing... 'revenge!'.

Revenge that I never had a chance to do because I already accepted my fate, my destiny, and it does not matter to me anymore.

So, the Silencer does it. She killed for revenge, she's hungry for a kill because she's hungry for revenge.

No one wants to meet me because it will be their worst nightmare. They wouldn't mess with the Tarre because they have me. The Silencer. Their death.

After the bloodied fight in a mansion, I walked out and get inside the van.

During the travel, the van turned in a different direction. Tch. I don't care. Death always denied me because I've been brought back to life many times.

I yearned for death but it always rejected me...

On the way, I take out my mask and my bloodied cape. I took my brown hooded jacket in my bag which is always reserved inside of this van and wear it.

After an hour we reached, my dad's resthouse... This is the second time that I got here, the first is when I saved a boy. The boy...

I erased the thought and follow the old man while looking down.

The moment uncle dos opened the double door, I looked up to see dad smiling widely. Dad hugged uncle dos, which he immediately gave back.

He is some sort of happy. He came to me and hugged me, a father's hug. I just stayed still and did not even dare to hug him back.

He pulled away sensing my coldness "I'm so happy to see you again my precious child" he said emphasizing 'precious child'.

I nodded once. He motioned me to take a seat in front of his desk.

Uncle Dos was already sitting on the couch not so far from us. I didn't think twice and take a seat.

Dad went back to his swivel chair "Good news! There's no threat in our family anymore." He looked at me "That is because of you! Other enemies have surrendered while the others retreated. It is because of your reputation Venice, They feared you!" His eyes held happiness.

I just looked at him plainly, which he just ignored and continue.

"And that's the reason you're here, I'm very satisfied with your accomplishments and it bore reputation to the underground as well. No one dared to face us again, they're af-"

"Get to the point." I cut him off while looking at the window. I don't want to hear anything about that part of myself.

I sensed him looking at me shocked. "O-oh yeah. Because of that, you'll not be living in your uncle Dos anymore. I want to give you a little sense of freedom." He said confidently. I felt uncle Dos suddenly looked at him.

Little sense of freedom? He might have sensed my curiosity.

"For now... because first, it is still expected that there are vengeful groups whose against our rule. So you have to expect missions if I need you. Second, you've been with your uncle Dos for so long, so you need to have to adapt your environment. That's why I can't let you go on your own, alone, you'll be staying in our home." Our home. He seems a bit happy at the same time sad.

I looked back at the window it makes me calm, "For now?" I asked but seems to be a statement than a question.

"Yes, for now, after 2 years I'll let you go on your own, I'll give you the freedom I proposed. I'll give you everything you needed, money, luxury and everything you wanted to have. But for now, you have to adapt to your new environment, and your mom wants to be with you, so stay with us for a while." He said calmly.

I nodded my head.

"Btw, if I'll give you your freedom do not forget you have a responsibility as an heiress. Once you have your freedom enjoy it while it lasts. Before, you'll be tied up as an heiress. I'm getting old and I have to pass down the leadership." He added.

I said nothing about it, I know one day I'll be tied in a responsibility.

"So, I'll take that as a yes." He said putting his hands across his chest.

"Is that all?" I said preparing to stand up.

He sighed "Yes, my child. By the way, take this." He throws a key on me so I immediately stand up and catch it.

"There's a black Ducati Motorcycle waiting for you outside. Go home now, your mom and Carlo are waiting for you." He comes near me and cups my cheek. "Happy 18th birthday, my child." his eyes held love and sadness.

I looked down, he put his hands in his pocket and went in front of the window.

It's my 18 birthday today? I don't even realize... it's been years. Days went so fast...

I immediately went outside. It's already dark. Suddenly, I heard uncle Dos talked to dad "Are you really letting her out of hold? You don't know what will happen! She is a monster! She can't adapt to another world." He said half yelling.

"Don't talk like that to my daughter, she's my child, not a monster," Dad said with venom in his voice.

I am death. I knew it the moment I met her... The Silencer.