Chapter forty seven

Victoria john Philip

"Mum,you are pregnant." Xavier asked standing up , practically throwing his brand new x-box on the ground without care and for the first time in my life my son looked genuinely happy looking at me but his face still had the look of uncertainty.

His green eyes, shone with a little bit of gold dots in them which I never knew he had from the lack of time I spent with him,his mouth curved up  in to a large smile,the largest I have every seen ,all the previous hate written in his eyes seems to have disappeared.

And I couldn't bring myself to tell him 'no I'm not pregnant',lying to him to make him hate me more,ten times more than before.

"Yes, I'm xavier. I'm pregnant with your little brother or sister"I replied him with a tiny bit of smile on my lips,my gaze taking a little glance at Noah to see him also smiling.

"Wow,that's so cool mum,thank you,thank,but I hope it's a girl,a little sister I could protect."

My cold heart warmed at his words, if it's a boy he will definitely look like Noah which I don't want again because this time around he will be so sure the baby is his.

My son look like he was having a mental battle with himself whether to hug me or not and me being me I stayed rooted on my spot.

This could be the only opportunity I get to set things straight and change my son mind against me ,I could stop acting like an evil bitch for once ,tell Noah the whole truth about this child and maybe ..just maybe we could be our own family and have our happily ever after.

The sound of a phone ringing snapped me out of my thoughts. I look at Noah and the smile on his face slipped away as he answered the call.

"Yes what is it."he said to the person on the other side and I could hear the other person voice talking,but I didn't know what she was saying but I was sure it was marinda voice.

"What,ok stay where you are and I will be right there."he said and cut the call .

I don't know why my feet hasn't moved and walk out if the door,but I stood there waiting like a fool..like I was waiting for some sort of explanation.

" It was marinda."he said stating the obvious.

" Hmmm."was all I said then turned not bothering to hear what he has to say and walked out of the in fast pace ignoring his calling.

I walked in to the garage,I wanted to drive something very fast,fast enough to get me to the club as soon as possible.

I looked inside my father garage and saw my brand-new Bugatti 'La voiture', has been delivered and it looked so beautiful in red matching the little dress I had on.

I brought this baby secretly from their company for $18.7 million dollars,whivh was just a dent on my bank account.

I entered my car in a rushed, because I could hear Noah footstep coming behind me. The car roared to life and I found myself driving outside the gate.

As I drove to the direction of the club Taylor swift 'black space ,rang in my ear from the radio and I couldn't help but compare my life together with the song.

"So it's gonna be forever

Or it's gonna go down in flames

You can tell me when it's over

If the high was worth the pain

Got a long list of ex-lovers

They'll tell you I'm insane

'Cause you know I love the players

And you love the game"I sang screaming on top of my lungs.

Noah started this whole game with his dick ass of a best friend Dickens and I was going to end it. Speaking of Dickens,I still had people investigating on his whereabouts but so far I got nothing.

"Cause we're young and we're reckless

We'll take this way too far

It'll leave you breathless

Or with a nasty scar

Got a long list of ex-lovers

They'll tell you I'm insane

But I've got a blank space, baby

And I'll write your name."

Noah maybe the love of my life but he was still the hate of my life,I couldn't help but think how my life right from the beginning revolve around Noah and I'm sure that wasn't a good thing for my mental health.

"Cherry lips, crystal skies

I could show you incredible things

Stolen kisses, pretty lies

You're the King, baby, I'm your Queen

Find out what you want

Be that girl for a month

Wait, the worst is yet to come, oh No . "

Tonight wasn't about Noah,it was going to be about me and I was going to try and get laid by another man to see if he could make me forget about Noah Williams just for a second.

"Screaming, crying, perfect storms

I can make all the tables turn

Rose garden filled with thorns

Keep you second guessing like

"Oh my God, who is she?"

I get drunk on jealousy

But you'll come back each time you leave

'Cause, darling, I'm a nightmare dressed like a daydream"

I continued signing and pack my car in the packing lot of the club.

I walked into the club with elegance,as I walked I noticed all the lustful stares on my body , though it was annoying but it won't blame the man,with a body like mine even a gay will love to have a taste of me.

" Give me your strongest shot you have."I said to the bar attender as I took a seat.

"Sure beautiful lady." The bartender said with a smirk,he was handsome no doubt but then again nothing compared to Noah Williams.

Victoria are you insane,the strongest drink ,you want to kill your baby.

" Wait a minute,I changed my mind, give me water,just water."I said to him and he nodded his head turning to leave but got stopped by the sound of a voice.

" No why will you drink just water beautiful,give her the best alcohol in this bar,bills on me."A familiar voice spoke and I turned around to see my worst night mare come to life.