Cold Shower
Sana Pov's
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I took a shower to relax my mind but nothing was working. it keeps revolving around Alex. I tried hard to think about something else but in the end, I came back to my saviour thought. he is like a cage for me...
I'm in a cage of a safe hand where there is only happiness, peace, security and lots of emotions. I feel complete when I'm with him. I have loved him since I saw him that day on the lake.
I love him madly but how can I forgive him? How can I forget that he left me when Richard gave him the option of either me or his life? If he can leave me that time then why not again? He will leave me again when he is in trouble like Richard did. I can't trust him. I can't trust anybody in this world. Everyone is selfish.
I wish I would have never taken birth in this cruel world. I touched my neck where he marked me. It's still a little painful but a smile came on my face when I looked at his mark in the mirror, remembering the moment I spent with him last night. The way he cared about me, the way he was holding me, sucking my tears, earlobe, neck.. my heartbeat rose thinking about that and I started feeling wet in my core. I took a cold shower to relax my mind and started counting in my mind to distract myself, thinking of anything but not him. After taking a long shower I wrapped a towel around my torso and came out.
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my eyes shoot up when it went on Alex entered the room.
"shit.. how can I forget it is his room," I thought and nervously held the knot of towel tightly so that it didn't fall like in movies when the heroine came out after taking shower, the hero comes and that's when her towel falls leading to an intimate moment. I started feeling butterflies in my stomach but also nervous. When he noticed my nervousness, he smiled and left the room. A smile came to my face seeing his gesture.
He never leaves a chance to surprise me with his gentleness and his every action makes me fall for him more. When I saw him for the first time, I only saw his eyes, which made me fall so much for him that I started thinking of leaving Richard.
I can't even think what will happen to me now when I will be leaving with this man. I was thinking about all this only when I heard a knock on the door. Irene was standing there holding a dress. She came inside with a smile and extended her dress toward me. I look at her suspiciously. The person who wanted to kill me yesterday morning is now offering me a dress and by looking at the dress I can say that it's new.
"I know you must be thinking about why I brought you this dress but believe me I have no bad feelings for you now," she said with a smile. I look at the dress and then at her. I wanted to believe her but I couldn't. Whatever happened in the past built a great trust issue for me.
"May I know what brings this great change in you?" I asked keeping my tone stern
"After knowing all that happened to you, I'm feeling guilty to behave like that with you. I'm sorry" she apologised. I sighed and took the dress from her hand.
"so now you're commiserating me"
"no.. not at all. Richard attacked our pack because of your demand. when mom- dad and I are having fun outside the pack in the forest. He suddenly attacked us with his men, not giving us a chance to even fight back. You told him that you wanted your pack to be the strongest in the whole werewolves and that it is possible only if you defeat us and that it's not possible if he had a fair fight with us. He wronged us. We both brother and sister lost our parents because of you. not only this to satisfy his manhood he kidnapped me. after torturing me like a hell. he was about to rape me but thanks to Stefan that he saved me on time" a lone tear rolled down from her eyes but she quickly wiped them off which is an indication that she is not lying but why she's saying that Richard did all this because I demanded. I never asked anything for him.
"Moon goddess already punished you for your deed. When I looked at your condition I was happy but when I found out you lost your baby. I felt your pain and I realised you have suffered the same pain as I did. I can't punish you more.. doesn't matter even you're bitch" she snarled. I looked at her confusingly. That's when we heard his voice.
"Irene behaves" he frowned and looked at my side. He glanced at me from top to bottom. I ignore him and look back at Irene.
"I never demanded something like that from Richard nor do I know anything about your pack. I don't even know about Richard's pack. He never let me interfere in his pack nor did he take me anywhere so that I came to know anything about the outside world. I always stay in my room. Moreover, if I knew about this pack then I would have come to Alex before" I clamped up when I realised what I'm uttering. I closed my eyes to save myself from any embarrassment.
"Complete what you were saying," Irene asked. I opened my eyes but didn't say anything
"I can smell that you're not lying but then why did Richard tell everyone after he attacked our packed that he fulfilled his wife's wish"
"Would you please continue your talk after Sana wore the dress?" Alex spoke in between. I was about to snap at him. That's when my eyes went on him. He was staring at me and his eyes were not on my face. I followed his gaze and found his eyes on my chest which was exposed a little. I immediately covered my blossoms with the dress Irene gave me.
"You pervert," I yelled. Irene giggled looking at his brother.
"What can I do when a sexy girl like a goddess is standing in front of me wearing a towel?" He shrugged off
"don't you have shame? your sister is standing here"
"First you are my mate, I have all the rights to say or do dirty things with you," he muttered. I was staring at him, widening my eyes. He came close to me and removed the strand of hair from my face and locked it behind my ear. "I don't care who is present here. all I know is you're mine" he kissed my forehead. Irene leaves from there.
"You have no idea, Sana, what you have done to me. Only I know how I'm controlling the beast inside me" he said. I pushed him away and immediately went inside the room before we ended up on the bed because only I knew how much his mere words were affecting me and how I'm controlling myself. I was wet. I heard him chuckling.
"You have to pay for this stunt pervert," I yelled from the washroom.
"I'm already paying you my queen.. and ready to pay for all my life by loving you," He said, making me speechless. I blushed thinking about the incidents that just happened. I quickly dressed up in the dress which Irene brought for me and went outside. Alex was sitting on the bed looking at something on his phone. He looked up when he heard the sound of the door of the washroom.
"beautiful" his simple compliment made me blush like hell. He stood up and came to me. holding my cheeks, he made me look into his eyes which shows only love and affection for me.
"I love you... don't know what I did that I got you as my mate" he confessed his feelings. I closed my eyes when he came close to my face and clutched his shirt in my fist. I thought he would kiss me on my lips but then he again surprised me by kissing on my head.
"There are many things which unfolded between us," he said. I look at him confusingly. he removed the strand of hair from my face
"Tomorrow there will be a Luna ceremony. I will introduce it to all the pack members' ' he said. I came back to reality. In everything, I forget what is the actual truth. I remember last night when he forcefully marked me. He is the reason behind my child's death and above that, he ditched me when I fought for him with my husband. I distance myself from him angrily.
"with whom you asked before taking such a huge decision" I frowned.
"Since we marked each other then it is necessary to tell everyone that you're the luna of this pack," he said.
"like we marked each other with each other will" I scoffed.
"Sana," he sighed and held my hand. I tried to distance myself but he pulled me closer holding my waist. I look into his eyes trying to find the same person who ditched me but end up finding the man who stood by me when all left me alone.
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