Crooked One

ELENA'S POV;

He called again?

"What is expected of me to do right now?"

"Take it as your first mission. He wants you in his bed as much as I do, so it's better to give him your best hard-to-get attitude. I'm certain you can pull that off because you're mine. So I'm not offering you to him, he should know that."

"But he doesn't have to know you're sending me to him does he?"

"Of course not. But he knows you're mine. The next time he touches you like he did in that club I'll chop all his fingers off." He stated and looked at me and I knew he meant what he said. I had a very strong feeling that he and his brother were both brutal. I mean with what he did to me the other day, he didn't even seem fazed when Antonio arrived.

"Why are you still sending me to him after the day of the club?"

"You already know why. So I can lay my hands on him, to weaken him. Your skills have improved, and you can use that. I wouldn't ever want someone who killed my parents to live without knowing what death feels like." He stated and I could see the unwavering determination in his eyes. "Since he has shown an incredible amount of interest in you, you are the best for the work. But then, I wouldn't permit him daring to lay his hands on you, so if he does anything funny, tell me. Understand?" He asked and I nodded. He looked beside me and noticed the diary, then he took it before observing. "What's this?" That was when I began to contemplate. My eyes went down to his hand and noticed the fading wolf head tattoo. Should I ask?

"It's a diary. Jessie's diary actually." I said and he cocked a brow.

"She gave you her diary?" He asked while I nodded. Then he tossed the book beside me before leaning closer towards me.

"Am I supposed to leave today?"

"Not during the day. You'll leave in the evening. Leonardo and I prepared everything you're going to need. You need to watch out for Augusta as well." My heart dropped at the mention of her name. I had to admit she was one of the scariest people I'd met.

It seemed as though she wasn't used to seeing any woman around Derek. Antonio raised my chin so I was staring at him. His striking blue eyes pierced into mine. It got me wondering why the fuck he had to be so gorgeous and irresistible even when I knew how merciless he was, I still couldn't bring myself to run away from him. Then he kissed me, tongue rolling on my lips, I moaned and he took that as an opportunity to open my mouth, twisting his tongue around mine. I placed my hand on his chest. In as much as I wanted more I just... I didn't know I needed time to think about the task. I really hoped I could avoid Augusta at all cost, she looked like she could chop anyone's head off.

And about the kiss, he didn't stop, instead, took my hand and held it tight, his other hand sliding down my body before it gripped my eyes. Yep, I was getting wet...really wet. I whimpered because of how rough he was. He was obviously reminding me of his claim on me and I on the other hand had no other choice but to melt. My chest heaved and my other hand tried to push him back so I could pull away. He growled. Afterwards, he broke the kiss, looking me in the eyes. His thumb lightly brushed my probably swollen lips. Then he straightened before dismissing himself from the room. I laid back down on the bed. He really left me aching. I groaned because I knew he did that on purpose. I breathed heavily. I sighed feeling the wetness down there.

It's fine, you can handle it, it's just a little ache. I said to myself but hell I knew it wasn't a little ache. I glared at the door Antonio walked through before grabbing the diary to read. I could barely concentrate as I read, I kept reading only one line of the book and groaned. I needed to find a way to relieve myself. He didn't know this, but I ordered a vibrator one of these days and Jessie had brought it to me. I smiled to myself. I didn't know what it felt like, so I checked it out, tilting my head to understand how it could be used. Perhaps I should search for ways to use a vibrator.

Porn? The thought crossed my mind. I had never watched porn before...perhaps it could help, shouldn't it? I looked it up online and my jaw dropped with what I saw. I know, it shouldn't have shocked me, I wasn't new to sex but then, I knew I'd done more damage than repair to myself at the moment. I took the vibrator and saw...wow. I covered my mouth. I mean they were literally exposed on the internet. I tried to brush the thought off and search for "using vibrator for the first time". The moment I played one, I got trapped. The moans that filled the room and whimpers. Oh my gosh. My jaw dropped as I noticed the girl unable to stop her whimpering. At this point, I thought I was going to need way more than just a vibrator because her man was literally in her even with the vibrator. I tried to shake the thought off my mind. I looked at the vibrator in my hand and turned it on.

He took the vibrator and rubbed it around the girl..damn the way she jerked. I looked at my vibrator... could I really do this? I had never pleasured myself before, never even masturbated. I only had sex, I had others fingering me. I didn't have to do the process myself. Slowly, I inserted it into myself and gasped.