Jessie's diary Cont.

ELENA'S POV;

Jessie's Diary.

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"Jessie!" I turned at the mention of my name and saw Kyle sprinting towards me.

"Kyle," I said as I hugged him tightly and then we pulled ourselves away.

"I heard everything about Brianne...." I nodded before he could finish.

"Yes, she's gone. My friend is gone." I sobbed.

"Everything's gonna be okay I promise." He cupped my cheeks with his hands. "Huh?" I nodded at his question. His gaze shifted to Leo, and slightly changed. "Hey, Ray." I could see Ray nod. "Let's get you home." I looked at Ray, but he only nodded, so I turned to Kyle again, he held my hand in his and we walked away.

I kind of felt strange for leaving Leo, I didn't want to leave his sight, I wanted to stay and follow him to where he had mentioned the other time. I felt so free around Leo, free enough to share my thoughts with him. There was something and was magnetic about him, even when Brianne died, Leo was here and I could talk to him.

Kyle took me home and stopped in front of my house. I got down from his car and thanked him. All he did was smile, before going away.

I reached my doorstep and wondered....how Jonathan would be coping with all of this.

"Guys you've got to save Jonathan, he's about to get himself killed!" Hindley rushed into the school hallway. I turned with swift effect.

"What?" The students rushed out of the school to look for him, but as we got out, nobody was there until someone pointed upwards yelling 'look'.

When I looked up, Jonathan was gazing down from the building. I swear my heart almost stopped beating. He wanted to jump down from there and kill himself. My heart raced, I knew Anne's death was too much for him to take in, but that shouldn't mean he should commit suicide.

My feet carried me and I bolted into the building, glancing round, I ran as fast as I could to stop him from getting himself killed. Sprinting off the stairs, I noticed a ladder in front of me and without hesitation, I grabbed it and climbed before I got to the top of the school building.

The breeze hit my skin and blew my hair as I came up, scanning everywhere before my eyes landed on Jonathan. I got out, moving slowly towards Jonathan who stood still, I got his side view and saw his eyes were closed.

"Jonathan," I called, and his eyes opened again. "Please, don't do this."

"Why shouldn't I? There's nothing left in this world for me."

"You have your family, Jonathan, you have friends, you have us." I saw his lips twirl into a smirk.

"A drunken dad and a broken mother who's now dead? Is that what you call family?!" He yelled. "A father who can't even look at his son, a murderer, a thief! And you say I have a family, I don't, I've never had a family, ever since I came into this world Avary!" He inhaled. "Brianne was my only family." He calmly said, the pain visible in his tone.

What he said caught me off guard, I didn't take Jonathan as one with a poor family background. "I wasn't aware of this, I'm so sorry. "

"But Jonathan, think of what Anne would want. Do you think she would want you dead Jonathan, you think she would love to see you like this? Brianne loved you so much, she wouldn't want you to die because of her, you'll just make it seem like it is her fault you died too." Jonathan seemed hesitant for a while. "I know how you are feeling right now, I know the pain, the hurt, the agony of losing the one you saw as your family, I know how much you love her, I know you would have done anything to bring her back if you could. But she's gone now, and we all have to live with the pain, knowing that one day we will be together again. You have to let go of her now, please, do this, for Brianne."

He shut his eyes tight. "Brianne....he balled his fist....." would have wanted to live. She would have wanted to stay by my side, forever. We both loved each other to let go. I can't do what you have said Avary, I can no longer live in this lonely, and depressing world."

"Jonathan." I whispered, and before I could utter another word...."Jonathan! " He allowed himself to fall, and I rushed to see him. "No." I sobbed as many of the students gasped and moved towards his bleeding body. My breath hitched as I could feel tears fighting to escape. I sprinted down to the ladder, then to the hallway, before getting out of the building. I raced my way through the students before I got a view of Jonathan, sobbing, I knelt beside him. "Somebody please call 911, please help him, please."

The students looked at me with pitiful eyes, some already on their phones, and some videoing what was happening. While I quietly prayed for Jonathan to still be alive. I couldn't blame him for the pain he felt emotionally and, his depression, any other person would have wanted to do the same.

The noise of the ambulance filled my ears, and a relief sigh escaped my lips, but I didn't turn back. They came and carried Jonathan away, while I watched. My gaze went down as I turned, but unintentionally went up to see Kyle staring at me with slight concern written on his face, behind I noticed Ray doing the same, but unlike Kyle, his semblance was unreadable.

I tucked my warm hands into my pocket and proceeded. My gaze went to Adrian who was beside Aiden who was also beside Dace. My feelings for Aiden seemed to have vanished, with all that was going on in my life, I couldn't bring myself to have feelings for him or anyone any longer.

I no longer minded if he was or wasn't with Adrian. I wasn't ready to fall into obsession ever again. I should have listened to Anne, she said he would never feel the same way I do for him, and now I accept that I don't even care. I have other things to take care of. And coming to think of it, Aiden did nothing to change me, I was still the same sixteen-year-old girl.

It appeared there wouldn't be school that day because of the scene that had happened. Without a word, I went home, no Brianne by my side, no one to talk or laugh with, no one to hug me so tight I could choke.

I thought of this as I walked, till I heard my phone beep. I took it out of my pocket, and looked at the screen to read; 'you're next.'******

Woah, things were really getting complicated. Jessie had been through a whole lot before she got to where she was today. Jonathan was wanting to kill himself because Brianne was dead and then a letter that wrote you're next? Her life was like an action movie, but I guessed that was what happened whenever someone's life was different. I couldn't help but feel though, why would anyone be after others if they didn't have a connection with them...before?