Chapter 36
Yes, he also has a point. Why did I say that?
"Are you starting to annoy me?"
"Not so much, just a slight Sir Xander." I answered and forced a smile.
"Xander not Sir Xander." It says it seriously.
Tsk, then he said that I should call him Sir Xander and that someone should use it out of respect.
I noticed that he suddenly turned in the other direction and crossed his arms.
"You should have said you didn't really want to be friends with me." There was a hint in his voice as if he was sulking.
I scratched my head and tried to look at his face but he avoided me. "Are you contributing ...?"
"Tsk, no! Why would I be upset with the person who said he wanted me to be his friend and now I don't know if he's annoyed or disrespectful to me!"
"Just sleep there, I'll come out first."
Eh? I can't do this room, did he forget this is his room?
He got up and left. I quickly got up and followed him. "Wait long sir-this is Xander!" I was suddenly grabbed by my head because it suddenly hurt.
Will he really let me chase him, he must have forgotten that I have a fever now.
I just followed the one who followed him and tried to hold his arm or hand to stop him but I couldn't even reach it because when I tried to reach his hand it speeds up each step.
"Wait! It's so tiring to chase you Xander!" I said loudly and he stopped suddenly so I hurried to approach him. I was swallowed up one after another as he turned to face me and looked at me seriously now.
"You know what, I actually got excited."
"Excited where?" I wondered.
"To have a friend. When you said you wanted me to be a friend ... I got excited." I don’t know but with that simple word it made my heart beat faster.
It's as if he's confessing his feelings to me because this is how my heart can react, annoyed!
"Uhm, I'm sorry Xander. I'm sorry because I made you feel like I'm being ignored and that I'm weird to you. I'm just changing, I didn't know you were like that, you were so caring and kind to your friend ... "
"That's why I did a google search."
"Huh? Are you searching ...?" I can't believe the question.
"Yeah, I did. Do you have a problem don?" Of course not, it's just funny because he actually approached the google couple.
"I'm just happy, it's not obvious. It's been a few years since I had a male friend." I said and sat down here near the sofa first.
I can't stand up anymore, my head still hurts a little and my knees are still weak.
"You're just saying that to make me feel better."
"Feeling, I'm telling the truth what!" I still had my arms crossed and looked at him seriously.
"Don't look at me like that Elyse."
What? How can I look at him like that?
I just took a deep breath and leaned back on the sofa. I noticed that it suddenly lay here to my left.
"Have you ever taken any medicine?" He suddenly asked and I remembered that I hadn't taken any medicine before.
"So, do you always need to be re-reminded to take medicine?" He asked with a raised eyebrow.
He's been raising an eyebrow at me before, maybe soon he'll call me stupid again. Can't we just forget? Not because I'm getting older, I'm just not used to having a fever so I forgot to take medicine.
"Are you hungry already?" I shook my head in response.
"Let's eat--" I didn't let him finish speaking because I cut him off immediately.
"Wait! I'm not hungry yet." I stopped. I went back to his question to say that I'm not hungry yet.
"Did you ask me if I was hungry?" I shook quickly. He didn't tell me to ask him or me what else.
He sighed before speaking again. "Pwes let me tell you, I'm hungry Elyse."
Okay? Can he eat alone? Do we need two? Maybe not by group when eating. Hayst, it's really possible for him to eat before me, it's okay for me to be the only one to eat later but wait? Is there a dish? I don't think he can cook yet ... I haven't cooked yet.
"Why cook? Do you want to?" His forehead suddenly wrinkled after that question.
"Did you forget you have a fever? Are you still sick now? Stupid!" I grabbed my jaw and restrained myself from clinging to him. I don't know if he is or just or really? Maybe he's just concerned about me? Or he wants me to get well quickly because he is the one who participates in the activities that should be done.
"You're just here," he said and stood up.
He left me here and I just scratched my head so hard.
I suddenly thought, is my son okay, isn't it difficult at school. Is it okay with him that we set up now? His school was far from Sir Xander's house so he had to be patient. My son is unfortunate, it's good that he knows how to understand our situation today.
I am very lucky with my son and I hope he thinks the same of me. I hope he doesn't regret that I became his mother. I suddenly thought of what Mindy told me non.
I shuddered and suddenly thought of Xander. Instead of just sitting here I stood up and followed him.
I saw that he was busy cooking now, I had something he was frying and I came closer to him to look at it but he didn't want to approach me.
"I'll just watch--"
"You see that oil spitting out, don't you? How can I spit you out ?!" I noticed that the oil was really leaking out so I backed away.
"I told you to just sit down don, you stubbornness!" It adds more.
I don't know but I just laughed because of how it behaves now. "And when did you become a father?"
"Do I look like a father huh? Maybe you forgot who has a child sating two."
Wow, real talk! It's just a joke, tsk this man really doesn't have a sense of humor.
"Yes, I already have a child but look, I still look like a virgin." When I brag to him.
"Excuse me? Only 1 year, Elyse. I'm not that old tsk, who are the two of us who have tasted t*t*a few times ..." He said and he looked at me with a smile.
"You're rude! I'm probably a woman, aren't you? You shouldn't taste it too-oh, unless you're gay pfft ..." I covered my mouth and stopped laughing. I laughed more because his face was suddenly serious.
"I don't have any experience with women yet, I'm gay. Don't harass me and insult me Elyse, I might hit you, you'll really regret it when that happens." Is he threatening or joking?
"Woah, that's scary Sir Xander. Sample it, I'll just see for sure!" Laughing, I said and clapped loudly at the same time.
I gradually became quiet when he approached me and now he is standing in front of me. "Did I think it was just friends? Do you think you want more than friends?" I could see its smile but it also disappeared immediately.
I was more nervous when he grabbed my jaw and lifted me so I could look straight at him. "A-Ano ... j-joke lang y-yon!" I stammered and told him at the same time he removed his hand from my jaw.
"Why are you blushing Elyse?" This question made my forehead furrow.
"W-What are you blushing there! I just have a fever so that's why." I just looked away from him and I'm just quiet now but he is still staring at me, he's still here in front of me.
I sniffed something that smelled like it was burning. "Xander! The one you're cooking oh!" At the same time, he pointed it at his back.
"F ** k!" I just stared at him, he threw what he cooked in the trash. I immediately remembered when I first cooked it and then he also threw it in the trash.
"This is your fault." I raised an eyebrow when I heard him speak. I raised my head and looked him straight in the eye.
"What? Why was it my fault huh ?!"
Kainis, when did I become a sinner? Am I cooking huh, right?
"It's your fault! Because you're distracting me!" I covered my mouth as if surprised by what it said.
I don't know if I'll laugh or be annoyed because he's blaming me for my fault, no. I want to laugh at his face now, he is frowning and his two eyebrows are meeting.
"Gagu! I'm not doing anything ah, I'm just sitting here and then you blame me for your stupidity?" I asked him an irritating question but he didn't answer me, he just stared at me.
He turned his back on me and I looked at something in the refrigerator.
I heard it sigh. "What kind of food do you want?"
"Anyway, it's okay with me." I calmly answer this.
He put something on the table, hotdog and longganisa.
He said what kind of food do I want? So, I should say what kind of food, what is it? I hope he told me to choose which one you want. Then the hotdog he cooked earlier and then it's still in the choices? I noticed that he likes hotdogs while he has his own hotdog that he always carries with him. I really doubt Sir Xander is gay, I smell something fishy!
"You choose between three." Suddenly I was confused by what he said.
"Huh?"
What three? Eh, I only see two kinds of food on the table. Did he trip me up?
"This? Hmm, this? Or me?" At the same time he taught himself.
"Which one do you like the most?"
"You-este me ... I mean, this! I like this one!" Once something was pointed, I didn't know where my finger was pointing.
"Pfft, that's ... my hotdog, you want that?" He asked with a laugh and my eyes immediately widened when I saw that my finger was pointing at his chin. Do I already know that this sinful hand is natural!
I slapped my own hand and pointed at the hotdog. "I mean, that's what I want."
"No, this is what I'll cook." He said and returned the hotdog to the refrigerator. "Maybe you'll still fall in love and I'll still be affected by your madness."
I just stared at him in amazement. He chooses me and then he is also the one to follow? Then what's horny ?! Why, I've been annoyed with him before, I'm just really putting up with it!
"What do you think of me huh? It looks like a hotdog ?! Maybe you look like a hotdog because it's one of the ones your mommy bought for you so that means it's not your favorite!"
"Excuse me? Sa--" I immediately cut him off.
"Oh, there's a way there. You don't have to apologize." I grinned angrily at him.
"I mean," he said. "None of the ones he bought for me don't have my favorite--"
"Why didn't you even tell your mommy then?" I asked him directly.
"Because I don't want to. I just let him buy me whatever he can think of, I don't care! He'll take care of what kind of food he buys me."
"Are you obedient to your mommy?"
None of my own question.
"What do you think of me? Robot or dog like that?" I fell silent suddenly.
Did I say anything like that? That's not what I mean.
"This is my only way to show that I still respect her. Even though I don't like what she brings, I still eat kase in that way at least I can show that I respect her as my mother." He turned his back on me and started frying longganisa.
"She loves Mrs. Ferrer."
I promised myself and he seemed to hear what I said.
"Yeah, I love my mom ... of course but I kinda hate her for some reason."
"I want to know the reason but if you're not ready to tell me, it's okay Xander. When you need someone to talk to about things I'm just here. I promised you again that I won't say anything to your mommy. " I speak.
He turned to me. "Thank you, Elyse." After he said no, he turned his attention back to the cooking. After she cooked, she prepared it on the table and sat down on the chair in front of me.
"Btw, I just suddenly thought, didn't you have a hard time going to school every day, eh, it's far from your house? Your mommy told me that you were still in high school when you wanted to be independent."
"At first it was hard for me. I had to wake up early so I wouldn't be late for school but eventually I got used to it." Answer it before drinking water.
"Why are you--"
"I just don't want to be noisy, I don't want a lot of people around, I want to be alone. I guess, I've already answered your question." I haven't finished what I'm going to ask him but he has already answered.
I think I heard that from Mrs. Ferrer eh, that's also what Mrs. Ferrer told me why he was on his own. Why do I feel like that's not the only reason why?
"That's the only reason?" I definitely ask. "You can't tell me?" I asked again.
"That's my only reason." He made a serious promise and started eating.
"I'm sorry I have a lot of questions for you because if we're friends we should know each other or get to know each other. I'm gonna try my best to be the best, friend you'll ever have."
"It's okay, I'm trying my best as well, Elyse. I want this friendship of ours to work."
Char is for a relationship we are talking about. It's nice to laugh in case it's a serious conversation, so stop it first, Elyse.
I also started eating and I turned to him when he suddenly spoke.
"How's your highschool and college life?"
"Hmm, there are also paths, many problems and trials but there are also days that are happy, there are more happy days than sad ones. That's really how life is, you can't say you're just happy every day." I smiled and ate some rice.
"Are you?"
"Middle school is already worst for me and highschool? No cap, it's worse for me. Finally, college, worst also makes no difference."
I was a little surprised by his answer. I don't expect him to say the word worst today.
"You know what? I almost couldn't finish college. I mean, I almost couldn't continue my studies in college."
"W-Woah, why? Bi ... were you being bullied before?"
"No, I have anxiety."












