Chapter 48

My shoulder suddenly dropped at what he said to my son. The word 'Your mom is not my type' seems like I hear it over and over again.

Eh... wow!

"Yeah sweetie, I don't type Xander either. I don't want to get married again or have a relationship--" I didn't finish saying this because Elizabeth suddenly spoke.

"But what about me Mommy? Don't you want to ask me what I want?"

I could feel the sadness in my son’s voice.

I looked at Xander before turning my gaze back to my son. "A-What do you want?" I will ask.

"It's okay for me if you don't want to get married again but if you ever plan to have a relationship with a man, that you want to get married again ... that man should be Daddy Xander. He's overqualified to become my Dad, I like him to be your next husband if ever. "

I just got down and drank some water.

"I'm sorry my son Xander, he wasn't that talkative before."

"I'm like this Mommy, you're always really at work so you never know." He laughed but I, as if I was hurt by what he said. I was suddenly sad because he seemed to be telling me that I didn't even know him that well because I had more time at work then?

I finished this meal of mine on the plate. The three of us finished eating and I just told Elizabeth to go to bed first in the bedroom because she still has work tomorrow.

I washed it we ate then I immediately went to my room. When I entered, I saw that my son was still awake.

"Sweetie? Why are you still awake?" I asked and locked the door.

"Didn't I tell you to go to sleep." I slowly walked over to her and sat on the side of the bed.

"I'm worried to Daddy ..."

Who's Daddy? Is it Xander?

"What?"

"I mean, what if he cries again Mommy? Who will co-comfort Daddy when that happens to him again." He said and looked at me.

I was scratching my shoulder because I couldn't fully understand what he was saying now.

"What do you mean Elizabeth? What happened?" I asked him in astonishment.

"Nothing Mommy, you don't know because most of your time ... you spend it on the company." I was a little taken aback by what he said.

I didn't expect that word to come from him. I suddenly remembered Daren with him, it seemed like he said the same thing to me. The word they used was different but they just wanted to convey the same thing to me. That I don’t have time for them like that.

"There's a lot of stuff that you still don't know but Dad and I tried to understand you because you just want to make money for us ... hmm, do you think Mommy money can buy time? Because if it can, I 'll work hard too like you do and the money I've work hard for, I'll use that to buy those days and time that you're busy with your work. "

I was moved to tears by what it said.

Immediately if it was anointed because my son is looking at me now.

"I know Mommy it's hard to earn but ... what's harder? Find money or find a new family?"

"E-Elizabeth, what ... w-what are you trying to say?" I keep myself from crying more. I don't want to cry in front of him, I really don't want him to see me cry.

"N-Nothing, good night Mommy."

He didn't even kiss me on the cheek, he just turned his back on me and closed his eyes.

Immediately if coated the tear just continues to drip. If she was just with Daren or talking, I would really think she was the one who planned it, why is Elizabeth telling me this now.

But I think I would be very upset if I always blamed Daren and then I was wrong.

A few minutes later I was just staring at my son. Her face is really very innocent ... but thinking no, my son has a childish and matured side.

I stood up and took my cellphone, I thought it was low so I just charged first and when I opened it there were too many missed calls. From Mindy, Mrs. Ferrer and Daren, there are more messages from them.

From Daren: Good morning! Please tell Elizabeth :)

From Daren: Good afternoon, has my son eaten yet?

From Daren: Why didn't you re-reply? I'm just saying hello to Elizabeth, she's still my daughter Elyse, I have a right to my daughter!

Yes I know! I said no that I won't make him hate you, I'll let you visit him but after you stole and destroyed those things inside my house? No way, you're too dangerous for my daughter!

I thought we had already agreed on that. That he would visit Elizabeth and they would come out from time to time but I found out he had other plans! That he just wants to take Elizabeth from me! And now it's not my fault why he's acting like that now, he doesn't see our son much anymore, just because he's with him, it's his fault so he'll suffer!

From Daren: Don't you want to reply to me or do you just not load? Do you just want to load us?

From Daren: Hey, Elyse? Answer the phone! I've been calling you before! The hell, I'm running out of load on your caller!

From Daren: Elyse? How is my son there? Tell me if there is a problem.

He still has too many messages for me but I just didn't read the others because maybe my blood just boiled more with him!

From Mindy: Elyse how are you? I can't text or call much because of that signal, you know

From Mindy: Oyy? Are you busy You are not answering my call

From Mindy: Are you all right there? Did you ignore my call Elyse? It's late so it's impossible for you to be busy until now?

From Mindy: Morninggggg! I hope you answered my call. I want to tell you a lot, I miss you! You two are Elizabeth

From Mindy: What? Are you Xander? So maybe you're not answering my call because you're busy with your upcoming wedding? Yieeee invited me ah!

I laughed softly at his last text to me. If I only had a load of text Mindy, I would really reply to you now.

I took a deep breath. "5 missed calles," how can I tell Mrs. Ferrer. What am I going to let go of? I wonder why I didn't answer his call?

I'm just open to p-problem. I don't have any more text loaded, can I still call? Yes that's right, I'll just think about it tomorrow. Maybe tomorrow Mrs. will call. Ferrer me and so did Mindy then Daren? Eh, I don't have a pake with him!

I made sure he was asleep before I left the room. I went to the kitchen to get some drinking water. I rolled my eyes, hoping to see Xander.

Usually when I go to the kitchen, it's also the timing that he's here or he's going here.

"Is he still awake?" None of my own question.

Maybe he's already asleep.

I would also like to talk to someone today but it looks like nothing ...

I suddenly remembered the madness I thought earlier when Xander and I were in the bathroom.

_

I was just shaken. It was weak when I hit myself and I suddenly cried because of it in my arm.

"Ouchhh, when are you going to recover huh ?!" Annoying! When I actually see you do this to me again, I will stab his hand! Then I'll make him swallow a dozen bottles of wine!

Then after drinking I washed the new one I used then I walked to the stairs. I was about to take a step but I noticed if the door was open, I was surprised to stare at it.

My eyebrows were raised and my head was very scratchy. I slowly approached the door even though I was a little nervous.

"Why is it tomorrow?"

Didn’t Xander lock in? Or maybe he forgot? For me, next time I'll make sure that the door is locked before going to sleep in case his assistant, who used to go crazy, came in and did something bad to me, to Elizabeth and then to Xander.

I was about to close it but I heard a noise outside. I peeked out and frowned when I saw Xander don outside, he was sitting on the roof of the car and holding wine. There are also three bottles of wine next to it.

I went out and slowly walked closer to him.

"Xander? Why are you here drinking alone?" I will ask.

He turned to me. "I shouldn't take that crazy person with me for drinking, right?"

I laughed and shook.

"You're really a philosopher, I'll ask a good question."

I also climbed to the top, I put the bottle of wine behind him and I sat next to him. He said nothing, he just continued to drink.

"Is there a problem?" I broke into silence.

"Nothing, I just want to be alone ..."

"You ... do you want me to leave you?" I asked but he did not answer. "O-Okay, I'll leave. I'll just go back to the room." I was going to jump, you're not that tall so it's okay to jump.

"Stay, please stay, don't leave me."

He took my hand and looked me in the eye.

Maybe he's not drunk yet because he's only half full of the wine he's holding.

"Yeah, I'm just here." I smiled at him. "Still drinking ah," I said and took a bottle of wine from behind him.

I was about to open it but he suddenly snatched it from me. "What! I'm still drinking too!" Kunot noo kong saad.

"You're not going to drink, I'm not going to drink, I'm just going to drink." My forehead is more wrinkled. So, what else am I doing here? One of the reasons why I sided with him, I would have drunk too.

I just frowned and looked in the other direction.

"Oh, just a little." He gave it to me but when I think it was the bottle of wine he gave me, the wine he drank.

"It's really just a little bit because it's also a little bit of meat, what do you think of me kid? Just let me taste a little bit? You're so mean, you still have three wines there!"

He laughed suddenly.

"Are you complaining?"

"Okay, it's okay for me--"

He would have taken it but immediately if he left the bottle with him so he couldn't reach it.

"It's annoying! Just a joke!" I was annoyed and drank it all quickly so that he wouldn't get it back.

He was silent while I secretly took another bottle behind him, I opened it with my teeth and drank.

"Are you really stubborn?" I just noticed that he was looking at me now.

I signed peace with him and then smiled. "Just once heheh,"

He didn't take the bottle from me, he just shook his head and drank the wine he was holding.

Looks like he's thinking of something right now? I wonder what that is?

"Why is it that when someone makes a mistake, they are judged immediately?" He suddenly asked me.

"Even if you have done too much right, you can only make one mistake ... that and that is all they will remember. The type that they suddenly forgot the things you did right to them because you did wrong. There are also people who are They just see you wrong, as if they are waiting for you to make a mistake. " He added for a long time.

"Maybe we're just human beings? Hmm, I don't want to be clean because I also experienced judging immediately as you said. I mean, maybe we're all human beings in the world ... maybe others just don't notice that they're judging "Anyway, we all make mistakes, we have been judged and we have been judged. All we have to do is pray, ask for a call from the one we have judged and pray that the prayers of others will be the same." I have a long language.

I was nervous when he suddenly leaned his head on my shoulder, he is sitting on my right side now.

I heard its loud sigh. "I'm tired, Elyse,"