Chapter 69
"What! Why are you here?!" I asked him weakly.
How did he get into my room?? So where did he go? Don't do it
say that to the window?! Eh, it's high, the room is on the second floor! Really crazy my god!
"Ma'am Elyse? Are you okay there?"
"Ah, y-yes naya! It's fine. I just saw a small epis but it's dead."
"Do you want me to clean the room--" I didn't let him finish speaking.
"Not anymore! It's okay, I'll clean up, there's nothing to do now."
I said nervously.
"Just relax." Xander weakly promised me. It's like he's teasing me or something! He's just sitting on the edge of the bed now and it's like he feels at home.
"You said earlier that you have something important to do today?"
I will slap my forehead. By the way, I said that. But why! he can just not mind what I said... mind your own business you guys!
"I mean, I don't have anything to do right now but there will be a lot later."
I lightly punched Xander in the chest because he was laughing at me. It's really annoying!
"Come on.just tell me if you need anything."
Wait, what??
"Yeah, thanks nanny."
I was surprised when he said that.
"Maybe you want me to bring you something to drink?" The tone of his speech was even more polite now.
"No, we'll be leaving soon. We have something important to do." He said and grinned at me. What else is he planning?!
T-Wait? Are they having a conversation? With nanny? Do they know each other? Do they know each other? Are they close? The f! I'm confused by what's going on here!
"Alright, I'll leave you guys for now."
"I miss you." He whispered in my ear and I felt his two hands wrapped around my waist.
"What do I miss you over there?! Hey, we met each other! You know you're old, Xander." I promised and he just laughed at me.
He let go of my waist.
"It's your fault." He said seriously.
He looked around and then leaned against the wall. He crossed his arms and looked me in the eye. "I wouldn't be like this if you didn't come into my life."
I don't know if I'll be thrilled by what he said or annoyed because it's like he's blaming me or I don't know!
"And? You regret it?"
I want to ask.
"Of course not. I'm actually thankful that you came Elyse..." He slowly approached me and caressed my cheek.
I smiled and slowly removed his hand. "Are you planning to do something again?!" He suddenly laughed.
"No, I'm not. I have no intention of having sex with you at home. I feel like someone is watching us...and one of the reasons is I am not comfortable." His language.
"Wow, so when you're in the car, are you comfortable?" I asked him a sarcastic question and I even laughed out loud.
This is Xander too, no. The trip is different from life! I still feel my god!
"It was amazing though. Don't you think so? You enjoyed it, a lot." it pisses me off.
"Oh, shut up there!"
I said annoyed. Do you really need to tell me that face to face?!
"Yeah, you just agreed. You really enjoyed it!" It grinned.
"No--"
"What do you mean no?!" His facial expression suddenly changed.
"I mean, yes but no...este maybe? I don't know, let's just stop talking about it!"
Annoying! Is that still important!
"By the way, do you know nanny?"
I asked wonderingly.
"Yeah, she works--"
"What??"
"He's going to work for me."
"Did you work? What do you mean, she works for Mike, that's why she's here as a nanny." I said confused.
"Yeah, that's her work. I want her to work in here..." He cut off. I know there's more to come, it's like he's thinking twice about telling me or not.
"Why?"
"Uhm, have you eaten yet?"
I closed my eyes tightly while holding my head. "You're changing the topic Xander. Don't me ah! We can't go on to another conversation until you tell me everything!"
"Um, I brought this for you!" At the same time, he showed me a paper bag he was holding.
"What is that?"
Where is that from? He didn't have a paper bag before. Hanep! Does he know how to do magic?!
"Open it."
It promised. I sighed before looking at it.
A small box was found. It's just a small box and then it's still in a big paper bag? Does he have nothing to do in life? So what's the trip like?
I took it and put the paper bag on the bed. "What is this?"
"Open up Elyse, you're just talking." Wow, you're really cool too Xander!
I was bored and opened it and frowned when I saw it sing-sing. My forehead furrowed even more because I noticed that the size is small, it doesn't fit me.
"What is this?!"
"A ring...?" He asked me to answer.
I read my lips before speaking. "Did you propose to me??"
"Yeah," he scratched the back of his neck as if embarrassed.
"No, I won't accept that ring." I shook my head and gave it to him.
He just took it.
"What the! Why??"
"What kind of proposal is that? so are you sure that sing-sing is for me?!" I took the sing-sing from the container and tried to measure it with my finger but I really didn't want to because it was too small.
"Are you going to propose to a child? Look at the little one! I think it fits Elizabeth!"
"What? doesn't it suit you??"
"Would I be so upset if it fit me! Does my finger look so small?!"
"I'm sorry, I didn't know. Which finger do you want to wear the sing-sing so I can correct the size--"
"What?" I hit my forehead.
Sheyyyttt! I want to cry because I'm so happy now my god! My fiancé doesn't know which finger to wear the ring on.
"What? Did I say something wrong?"
"Nothing, he is right. Very right. maybe you should go back to school and we'll get married when you graduate again." I said and patted his shoulder.
Hey, my god Xander! I don't know what to do with you.
I still laugh to this day. He just left here and I think he was in a bad mood, because he left with a frown.
It's really cute to look at.
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(Flashback)
When I arrived outside Mike's house, I was about to knock on the door but suddenly my cell phone vibrated so I stopped and looked at it.
from Xander: I miss you already
I just smiled when I read that, he even sent a sticker with a frown so I smiled even more. I kept imagining that it was him and how cute he looked when it happened.
I was about to reply to his text but...
"Hey? have you been there for a while?"
I almost jumped in shock because of that voice. The door is now open and Mike is standing there looking at me.
"No, I just arrived." I promised him.
"Ohhh, where are you from??" He asked. I smiled at him before answering his question.
"What's the matter...uhm, I met my friend!" I don't know why I'm lying to Mike now, there's nothing wrong with telling him the truth.
I went inside and my son immediately greeted me. "Mommy!" He hugged me tightly and I did the same.
"Mommy, I think you came back? What did you do outside?"
I want to say that Daddy Xander and I met, but I hesitated to tell him because he's going to talk again for sure.
"Mommy is just taking care of something important, sweetie." Answer to this question.
"Eh? What happened to your neck?" My eyes widened a bit because of his question and I got what he meant.
"That's nothing sweetie." I smiled at him.
I was going to speak but I suddenly felt nauseous. I couldn't take it anymore so I quickly ran to the bathroom with my bag.
"It's annoying!" I said annoyed to myself while staring at the mirror. When I put my hair back I could clearly see the traces of Xander's kiss on me.
I was about to smile because I remembered what suddenly happened to us earlier but suddenly I felt nauseous again.
"Elyse?" I looked behind me and there was Mike now standing. My god doesn't he know how to knock?!
"Are you okay?"
"H-Huh? A-Ah, yes I'm fine."
I promise even though I'm not really well.
"You're obviously not okay."
Didn't you ask a question?! It's nice to philosophize, but you should be calm because you and your son live alone in his house.
"Nah, I'm good. I'm just a little tired-- I mean, because we were tired from what we did earlier with my friend." I bit my lip because of what I was saying.
What's wrong with connecting? do you feel nauseous when you're tired? I don't have a fever so am I really nauseous?
"Did it? Why did you do what?" He asked, making me frown a bit.
I noticed that he would really ask me when I leave the house like that. He's very curious about where I'm from or who I'm with... he's like my wife and then he's always jealous like that...
"Why do you want to know?"
"I'm... just curious, that's all. Why is it bad to ask?" I noticed the change in the tone of his speech.
His voice became serious and I can't even explain what kind of emotion I see in his eyes now.
"N-No, I'm sorry."
I said. I suddenly felt dizzy when I held my head.
"I think, you should rest."
He grabbed my elbow and made me lie down on the bed.
"Wait, have you eaten yet?" This question and I shook my head suddenly answered.
"Maybe that's why I feel bad because you haven't eaten yet." He said shaking his head.
hmm, maybe he's right I haven't eaten yet and what time is it, it's almost 3 pm, I guess I enjoyed myself too much with Xander.
"Don't go to sleep yet, I'll just get you something to eat." He said and I just nodded. He left the room and just a few seconds later, the door opened, and Elizabeth spat out.
"Mommy? Daddy said you feel bad?" He asked with a frown and gradually stepped towards my habit.
Mike said to him, my son is quick to catch gossip. "Mommy's fine, sweetie. I'm just hungry but I'll be fine soon." I smiled at him and touched his cheek.
"How are you, Mommy? Alright, I'll play downstairs first." I nodded and waved at him before he left the room.
A few minutes later, Mike arrived with food. He even offered to test me but I didn't agree. it's sweet-sweet to me but something seems wrong, I don't know why, it's just a little weird... and I missed him once because he liked me, when Daren and I were still together he confessed to me but I told him not that I love Daren and we both agreed.
I don't want to be assuming but I hope he doesn't feel anything for me now. But it's impossible that he still likes me until now, right? Well, it's been a few years so it's impossible for him to like anyone else besides me. Mike is nice, I don't think he's hard to love but not for me, there's no way I'll fall for him because at the time I really only thought of him as a friend.
I'm just thankful that I don't remember when we formed Elizabeth because...I don't know, it doesn't seem right that it happened. I mean, it's not really right! a big mistake... but I don't want to make my son feel like he was just a mistake and even when he was raised, I can't even remember.
I don't want him to know that his development wasn't planned, that it was just a big mistake by Mike and me.
I finished eating so I left the room to put what I ate in the sink.while washing I suddenly remembered the days I was at Xander's house, after we both ate I was washing the food we both ate together with Elizabeth when she also lived with us. that I miss the old one... we did meet a while ago but I already miss him.
Maybe if I didn't leave, maybe I wouldn't see Daren and find out the truth. Mike and I wouldn't have met and I wouldn't have known that he was Elizabeth's Daddy? I wish Elizabeth and I were still at Xander's house. We shouldn't be in this mess right now...maybe we're just happy at this time, maybe Xander and I are together at this time.
After I finished washing, I suddenly felt dizzy and nauseous again.
Why do I feel like it's not because I'm hungry? This feeling is very familiar to me but I just can't remember when I actually experienced this feeling.
I bit my lip thinking that until now I still haven't had my period. I just shook my head and laughed at what I was thinking now. "No way, Elyse. Maybe tomorrow or the next day you'll be bruised." I promised myself.
I bit my lip even more because I didn't lose the possibility that I might be pregnant. Elizabeth is 10 years old, can I really get pregnant again now??
I grabbed the side of the sink because my knee suddenly lost strength. "X-Xander…"
Wait, Xander and I will have children? Will he be a father?
Wait a minute! You're still not sure Elyse! Don't lead, okay? Maybe you just expect that and then it turns out not to be true.
What if I'm pregnant? What will happen to me? I mean, is Xander responsible for me? Will he marry me? And how do I tell Mike everything??
I went back inside the room and noticed that my phone was ringing so I picked it up and answered it as soon as I saw that it was Xander calling.
I just went back to my room with Elizabeth and forced myself to sleep.
[Hello?] I don't know but his voice just makes me excited. I couldn't help but smile while sitting here on the edge of the bed.
"Hi?"
[You didn't reply to my text? Don't you have a load?] he asked making me laugh softly.
"There is--" I couldn't finish what I was going to say because he suddenly spoke.
[So? Why? Why didn't you reply? Don't you miss me anymore??]
"No," I answered seriously. I heard his strong breathing.
"What are you! that I miss you of course, it's just a joke." I told him laughing.
[Why didn't you reply then.]
"I threw up earlier, I guess I was hungry...I mean, really hungry because it was almost 3 pm before I had lunch. good thing Mike is here, he brought me food."
[Oh, really...] There is a trace of irritation in his voice and I think I know why. [Are you feeling well now?]
"Hmm, that's pretty okay." I answered this question and lay down on the bed.
[Yeah, because Mike is there...tsk!] I giggled because of his behavior.
"Is that jealousy?"
[No, I'm not.] I shook my head.
Earlier I didn't want to know if he was jealous but he still admitted it and now that I'm interested to know, he's going to deny it? Crazy Xander, my god!
"Are you really going to deny it now?"
[And why should I be jealous? Should I be jealous of that Mike? I bet, I am more handsome than him. I'm much better than Mike.] He proudly said.
What is he really interested in himself? It's cute to listen to.
"Mike is also handsome, it's usually the gays who like him..."
[What are you trying to say then? That he is more handsome than me? That you're more like that? That you like him huh?]
Why did he go to that conversation? Did I say something about my type Mike? That I like him?
"Wait, I didn't say anything--"
[Bye, enjoy it with Mike!] After saying that, he suddenly hung up on me.
"Wait? Hello? Xander?"
I frowned and looked at my cellphone and slowly placed it by my side.
crazy I just said that Mike is handsome and many gays like him. Did I say something bad?
He's jealous...it's obvious heheh! He's cute when he's jealous, he's like a child! I can imagine his face now. Maybe her face is frowning at this time.
from Xander: Don't text me ever again!
I read it in his message to me. Instead of being annoyed, sad or even angry, I just laughed. I know he doesn't really mean what he's saying now.
From Xander: Have fun there!
"Pfft, he really looks like a child."
I tried to call him but he didn't answer my calls.
I called him again until he answered.
[What?!] He asked irritably.
"Sweetheart?"
[Hmm...what?] I covered my mouth to stop laughing.
"Sweetheart," I promised again softly.
"I miss you, sweetheart." I added.
[Ughh, come on Elyse! Stop doing that!]
What? What did I do?
"Do what??" I asked wonderingly.
I wasn't even doing anything but he made me stop.
[You're making me crazy right now! do you want me to go there and f**k you hard huh?] This question made my eyes widen.
I shook my head at the sudden thought. Did you really think about that soc Elyse?? Oh my god, you must be crazy!
"You bastard! Your mouth is really bad right now, Xander!" I said shaking my head.
[Telling lies is bad and now I'm just telling the truth but why do you make me feel like what I said is bad?]
"What you said was rude!"
My voice rose a little bit.
It's true that he's bad, so why does he have to say the word f**k? I hope he won't say it if he doesn't want to learn it!
[You should be open minded Elyse, are you still so innocent, we know you're not.] I almost coughed because I swallowed this.
Wahhh! He's so bad for me! Still innocent? Is it me? When did I say that I was still innocent, even when I didn't deny anything!
"Tsk, you know who you are! Well, you only had an experience because of me!" I'm proud of him.
