Eighteen

Jaxon

I slowly sat up and looked around. I felt my eyebrows furrow, "Jordan? What are you doing?" She was sitting at the corner on the ground hugging herself while tears streamed down her face.

I got up and quickly walked over to her, but when I bent down and was about to touch her, she disappeared. I jumped and stared at that spot but then look around and see her at the bed.

"How'd you move so fast?" I got up again and went to her while she stared at me with wide eyes. She shook her head no while sticking out her hand. I stopped and watched her. Her other hand came up and I saw a blade.

"No Jordan. Put it down." Her mouth closed shut while more tears came out. "Jordan!" I rushed over to and was about to grab the blade but she's gone.

"What the hell?!" I rolled to my side and looked at her and see her pointing a gun at me. My eyes grew wide and I put my hands up in surrender.

"Woah, Jordan. Calm down. You're okay." I said making my voice soft.

She shook her head, "you're the one that made me get rape! You're the one that made me have nightmares! You're the one that made get shot! You ruined my life! I hate you!" She pulled the trigger and I closed my eyes waiting for the pain.

I looked down to my chest and stomach and saw nothing. I looked up and see she sat at the corner while my cousin walks towards her while looking at me with a smirk.

I rushed over to her but he pulled out a gun and aimed at her. She gasped while he sobs continued to come out. "Leave her. Hurt me, not her." I said while I slowly crept closer.

He shook his head while his smile grew, "I like to see you in pain cousin."

"Don't do something that leads to you to your death."

He laughed, "I'm already dead, how are you not?" I felt my eyebrows furrow, and he cocked his head to the side.

"I know how to make you die, not by just killing you, but by killing your heart." He laughed and I rushed over but he pulled the trigger and it went straight to her head.

I yelled and I went to tackle him but he disappeared at the last second making me hit the wall. I groan but looked towards her and saw she was gone.

"What he hell is going on!" I got up and see her on the bed tied up with her mouth taped and naked. Her eyes are huge while they held tears, she was trying to talk as she shook.

I rushed over but I heard a gun cocked and I slowly looked to my right and see Louis smirking holding a gun at my temple. "I'm going next. You have to wait." My jaw clenched and closed my eyes.

"It's not real. Jordan is right next to me laying down next to me with her beautiful smile." I felt my lips curl up a little and I open my eyes.

She's smiling down at me while I lay on the bed. I sit up and rest against the head board. "I have thing to tell you." She giggles and I can't help but smile.

"What's that?" I asked while I stare at her.

"I'm pregnant!" She yells while her smile grows wide.

I felt myself smile and I was about to hug her but my smile slowly dropped and my heart did the same rout. "But we-"

"It's mine." I looked beside her and see him smiling down at me while she smiles with him. She gets off the bed as I reach out to her, but she was to quick.

"Jordan-"

She laughs at me while she hugs him. I get up as he holds her close. "I love him Jaxon. Not you. I love Sañtiago." I felt like I was punched in my stomach and stabbed in my heart.

I went to grab her but she reached up and pulled his face down, kissing him. He was staring at me at the corner of eyes while smirking.

I ran over to them and threw a punch at him but he fûckin disappeared. "WHAT IS GOING ON!"

My stomach curled and my body started to shake. I rushed over to the bathroom, and threw up whatever my body was rejecting. I didn't stop till I felt so weak I collapsed on the floor and knocked out cold.

*****

I woke and the smell in here made me want to throw up again. I groaned when I sat up. My head felt heavy and my stomach hurt. I slowly stood up and looked at the toilet. Whatever I threw up was yellow. I flushed it away and groan when I grew a headache.

I rinsed my mouth with mouth wash that was in here and walked out. I looked at the bed and my heart dropped. I looked around. I walked everywhere and I still couldn't find her.

"Please. Please let this be a dream. Please." I ran towards the door and it was locked. I unlocked it and ran down stairs.

"Why they hell were you yelling!?" Landon said while he sat in the couch flipping through the channels. I ran towards him and gripped his shirt and pulled him up.

"Where is she?!"

He pushed me away and glared at me, "what? Who?"

"Jordan! Where is she!?"

"She was with you, she never came down!"

My heart beats faster while my shaky hands gripped my hair. "She's gone." I whispered while my eyes tears.

"What are you talk-"

"HE DRUGGED ME AND TOOK HER!!!!" I yelled while I punched the wall. The pain flowed through my knuckle but I continued to punch the wall and welcome in the pain. My knuckle started to bleed and each hit, it would become harder and harder. I made a hole while blood splattered against the wall.

I got pulled back and pushed him away from me. "What are you talking about!?"

"HE CAME IN AND DRUGGED ME AND THEN TOOK JORDAN!!! I COULDNT EVEN PROTECT HER LANDON!"

"He came here?!" He said while his eyes grew wide.

I groaned and pushed him away and ran upstairs. I looked through the room a no walked everywhere.

I felt like the world was crashing down on me and all I wanted was it to go away.

It felt like a trapdoor was right under me, ready to drop me into a hole of depression and guilt.

I rushed over to window when I saw it open. I stuck my head out and looked around. "JORDAN!"