Nineteen

Jordan

My head hurts while I groan from the pain. "What the." I say while I feel myself on the bed. My hand searches for Jaxon but I don't feel him. I groan while I roll around the bed. I rub my eyes while I sat up.

I open my eyes but that's when my stomach curled and my eyes grew huge while I jumped off the bed running to where the bathroom was. My hand covered my mouth but when I ran to where I thought the bathroom was, it wasn't there, I only saw a wall.

I looked around and saw Jaxon pointing to one side. I run over to where ever he's pointing at because I'm trying so hard not to throw up on someone's elses floor. I run over there but it's just another wall, and that's when my stomach curls again and that's when I couldn't hold it back.

My legs shake and can barely hold myself up, my back tenses up, and my eyes water. When I'm done I groan because my body feel so weak. I wipe my mouth with my arm and look over to where Jaxon was.

He stares at me with one emotion in his eyes, but he looks down at the floor. I look around for the bathroom so I can brush my teeth, but all I see is plain walls surrounding us. I look back to the bed and see it with no sheets or blankets. Metal frame and twin size mattress. My eyebrows furrow while I look back to where Jaxon was, but he's gone.

"Jaxon?" I call out and my head snaps to the bed when I hear it creak. He sits on the bed looking at his gun. "Jaxon?" I walk closer to him but he doesn't answer me.

"What's wrong?" I stand right in front of him and that's when he slowly lifts up his head and stares at me in the eye.

"I was wrong." That's all he said.

My face grew into confusion while I tilt my head. "What?"

He smiles at me and then stands up till we're chest to chest. I look up to him while he stares down at me with that same smile. "I was wrong.

"Wrong about what? Jaxon. You're not making any sense."

"I never loved you. Why would I love someone who've got raped. Who's afraid of one single man."

I get taken back which makes me take a step away from him. "What?" My heart beats faster while my chest tightens with my fist.

He laughs, "you heard me Jordan. I made mistake to ever saying I love you. Why would I?! Look at you!" He points the gun at me while my eyes gloss.

"You're lying!" I take another step back while he barks out another laugh at my comment.

"Why the hell would I be lying!?" He takes a step closer while I take another back. My eyes pool with tears while I breath hard.

I shake my head, "you're lying." I hiss at him while one tear falls down then the rest surely follows after.

He smiles while he shrugs his shoulders, "maybe. Maybe not." He cocks his head, "which one do you believe." He puts his hands behind his back while he rocks back and forth.

"That you're lying Jaxon! You're lying!" I run towards his and my hands come in front my while my fist close. He smiles the whole time as my hand pulls back and goes for the side of his cheek.

But right when it went to make contact he disappeared. I jump while I stood there shocked.

I hear him laugh and that's when I turn around and see him holding her.

Her!

Cass smiles at me while she runs her hand over his face as he smirks at her then looks over to me with the same face. I start to breath hard and my hands come close to my side. "Jaxon. Get. Away. From. Her." I say in between my teeth.

He shakes his head and was about to say something but she looks at me and then winks and pulls his face down, making their lips connect.

I yell and run over to them and here myself at her but just like Jaxon, she's gone and makes me slam right against the wall. I groan while my eyes close from the sudden jolt of pain flowing through my side.

My eyes tear from my heart being smashed. "Please. Please, let this be a dream."

I went to sit up but my stomach curls again and I couldn't hold it back, so I threw up right next to me. When I'm done, I push myself back, against the wall while I cry.

I hear him laugh while I hug myself tighter. "Pathetic." He hisses.

I tuck my head closer to my knees while I cry silently.

"How did I ever love you?!" He barks out.

"Stop." I whisper.

"How did I even save you!? For what!?" He hisses while I hear him getting closer.

"Stop."

"Just a pathetic bîtch that got used as a toy for pleasure!" His voice travels through my ear, to my heart where it slowly starts to break away the cast around it.

"Stop." I sob while my arms tighten around myself.

"A whore!"

I shake my head. "It's a dream." I whisper to myself.

"A slut!"

My heart hurts while my eyes keep pooling with tears.

"A low life girl that's wants to be loved and want to forget the past! Wants to forget what happen to her!" His voice is right next to me which makes me jump.

"STOP!" I jump up and went to punch him but he moves. I chase after him while tears falls down my cheeks. He glued himself on the wall and that's when I went to punch his face but he winks at me and goes trough the wall.

I yell while my hand slams against the wall hard. I scream and cry out, but I continue to punch the wall. Blood marks start to leave prints on it while my punches start to slow down and my sobs start to be heard.

I sob while I weakly lunch the wall. "WHY!?"

I cry with each punch and slowly I start to rest my head on the wall while my hands throb with pain.

"WHY!!?" I scream out while my heart hurts.

My stomach curls and that's when I throw again. I cry again and that's when I heard a door open with a bang.

I shake my head. "Leave me alone!" I yell, knowing Jaxon is right there.

"Oh sweetie. There's so much to explain, and I think you'll want to sit down for this." He laughs while his voice is someone I never heard before.

I jump with wide eyes and I look towards his voice and see that same man from the diner. I take step back while he steps in with a smile and closes the door behind him.

"Let's talk Jordan." He smiles and that's when my heart drops.