SCENE 35
One year passed.
"M beautiful daughter, a year feels fast, slow, torturous, dark, pent up. Unexpectedly, you are gone forever. A year has passed, but mom never saw your smile except only in dreams. I rarely dreamed. Why? ? Do you not miss Mom anymore? Are you happy there? " Delisha was still mumbling, confiding in Cheryl's grave.
"Ah, mom is still not sincere. But ... Today, with all the weaknesses, mom came here for the first time. This is not an easy thing, baby. But, slowly, mom can get up. You go, but the deepest regret of all of us will not be. We never forgot we caught up with you. Mom knows, you once said, mom as the cruel mother on this earth." the tears did not stop flowing. They were even getting heavier like Niagara Falls. Delisha had promised to forget everything but returned to the grave, just like returning to remembering old memories that were stored, and the wound came back, making foul pus.
"Happy there, my baby. Mom will always love Cheryl, no matter where you go. Until we meet there."
Delisha wanted to fall again, but Ayden held the woman's body so she didn't fall. Ayden squeezed Delisha's shoulder, bracing her. That she was not alone. Not only was Delisha injured, but he was also injured deeply sorry. The father figure does not deserve to be pinned for himself. What should he do, just because of the accident of his adolescence, making an innocent child have to endure it all? But Ayden salutes Delisha so much. Strong against all these trials.
God let Cheryl live to be 20 years old, and God took her back. And now, the only regret remains. Sometimes, Ayden gets annoyed. Why should there be a word of regret in life if there is a warning beforehand not to feel remorse too deeply?
"Return?" Delisha nodded. Opening the sheet is not bad, though you can't just forget about Cheryl.
The two of them walked out without the need to look back. Isn't Cheryl in their heart?
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"Cher, you won't believe it. I'll be marry soon. Ahahaha." Rose laughed wryly, wiping her tears.
Finally, both Rose and Juna's parents kept their sacred promise for their two children even though they were relatively young.
"Yes, I hope Juna is the best man for me. Sorry if you used to like him. Although I have to endure annoyance, jealousy, and I know, you can't be together because of that fact."
Hasn't Rose been a crazy person lately, talking to herself all the time? When she saw the ants alone, Rose could be rickshaw many times, as if Cheryl was in front of her to respond to the stale boast. Juna couldn't bear to see Rose sad all the time. Even though it didn't show it straight away, Cheryl's departure brought pain and sorrow to them.
"Ah, I want to be steady. I can't wait to be steady. If you are there, it must be exciting, Cher. When I was confined, I couldn't leave the house, I couldn't call Juna, but in the end, I couldn't stand it and use my cellphone. You and I call Juna. You will accompany me, the night starts, even the first night we slept together, and Juna slept outside. Always, I fantasize like that, but God does not allow it."
"Cher finished, we want a honeymoon. Where do you want a honeymoon? Paris? Maldives? Switzerland? Europe? Turkey?"
"We're on honeymoon, and we'll finish graduation," Juna argued. Rose glared at her future husband. No way! She had imagined a pleasant atmosphere on the European Continent. This she won't allow.
"Find another one, the rich one. I'll go everywhere on the jet." joked Rose while looking around teasing Juna. The man chuckled and pinched his lover's cheek anxiously. Five years, enough time for him to get to know this girl inside and out. They are young, but aren't they both learning to be adults by getting married?
"Hi, Cheryl. Sorry, I never greeted you. Because it feels unfamiliar, even though I know my girlfriend is not jealous, just you. But, when I see you who are cheerful, I don't think we are siblings, and you have a lot of pain. Forgive our parents. Forgive us who are selfish, making you feel that the world is cruel and never fair. Sorry, never reply to your feelings, because indeed we can never. The first time, you boldly confessed to me. I'm happy, finally, My sister wants to be close to me, but I realize that the feelings you have kept are wrong, made me choose not to serve you, even though I want us to joke like siblings.
Remember our first meeting? When during the day in the queue where the print is. Ah, you don't believe that I'm the one who's close to you. It's been a long time, and I can only watch from afar, not nervous about approaching. When, near me, my sister was this big. Beautiful of course, most like to see her so cheerful and don't need to be shy in front of everyone. I like Cheryl's like that. Cheryl doesn't need to respond to other people's words and sticks to her life goals.
I'm happy, and you are very welcome to everyone. And your friendship is so close. Thank you, my future wife, who wants to be friends with my sister. You did a great job. "
Juna turned to Rose and kissed her forehead for a long time. Rose's affection for Cheryl made them want to build a household together immediately. Rose is an extraordinary girl. Juna is sure that when they get married, their children will not lack anything. Because with friends alone, Rose is so attentive and sacrifices everything, especially her child. She will make it like gold.
Juna shifted his gaze again to the grave.
"And for you, Cheryl. Good luck there, even though Aldo is upset. Yes, I've known them for a long time, he loves you. He can't say because you are like Tom and Jerry, and your feelings make me disappear. You are still my sister. the sweetest. "
"Hopefully, the rotten bachelor can find his partner," added Rose. Juna just shook his head, rotten bachelor and Julia. What the hell.
"Next week we will get married. So, after we are married, we will come again to visit Cheryl often. Rest in peace, my friend."
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A lot of time was accumulated for Ayden to devour the contents of the old diary, but he did not dare because it made him feel even more crushed.
Tonight, with the remaining courage, Ayden finally reopens the blue diary, which Ayden has memorized the name, Meredith.
The man rubbed the diary he always carried anywhere, as if Cheryl's life was there.
10-May.
Meredith ...
I want to fly. Imagine I have a crush now. So handsome, this is crazy! The damage is not strong.
Shit! I'm like an idiot who accidentally grabs his ehm ... Meredith is still innocent, don't listen. And suddenly he gave me a drink, but in the end, it didn't work. Damn you, cheap!
Finally, some people make me grateful to have arrived in this world. Otherwise, my life will be too monotonous, except for having a good meal with Rose.
And know what, I was the mode to him, if my hand is not a virgin, and he must be responsible.
Is elite mode not the reason? Hey.
I'm so happy Today: *
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May 15th.
Hi, Meredith.
Why the heck, I feel the world is so cruel and never fair to me?
Mom never cares about me, and it's useless to exist in this world :'(
No one ever expected me, and when I become a sperm, I don't need to go first, if you know life is tough like this. Ah, I want to go.
Huh, Meredith, I know you must be tired of hearing this news.
I closed it :(
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Ayden could feel the feeling of despair, which the girl showed in this book.
A year passed, but this guy's guts still shrank. He didn't dare to read it all. When seeing Cheryl complaining, it felt like his body was washed by one drum of ice water. Guilt and regret hit hard.
"Where do I suppose you are?" The man looked away from the book, saw an angel enter the room. Only wear a faded pink baby doll with a smooth fabric and shorts above the knee.
"Ah, I know that book contains my sins. I can't read it." Delisha muttered, looking at the diary Ayden was holding.
The beautiful woman sat beside Ayden on Cheryl's bed, looking around. Cheryl's room had been neatly laid out but still left her with Cheryl's feel and personality. His belongings were never unloaded. Just tidy up a little to make it look neat.
Now, Delisha is getting stronger and wiser in dealing with Cheryl's departure.
The two adults fell silent while enjoying the silence that had occurred between the two of them. Leave the lights in Ayden's room dim so that he wants to enjoy a serene and serene atmosphere.
Delisha hugged her knees, took several breaths.
"Want to read?"
"Do not."
"Even we can together in the end. I'm glad that you're still my baby girl. The part of my life."
"Turn regret into an experience," said Delisha wisely. They can't, constantly falling into a state of mingling with life.
"I'm proud of you," Ayden said. The beautiful woman just smiled.
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Like the previous nights, Aldo always routinely buys snacks and drinks at the supermarket or just buys fruit to be friends when he is lonely—contemplating fate while eating snack.
Today, the guy did a lot of shopping. This time he would stay up late to do errands and also to reminisce ... Should it be called? It's been a month, Aldo focused on forgetting that stupid girl. Not mention her name, so he gets used to it and can forget or look for new ones over time.
Aldo just realized he bought about seven apples, countless snacks and drinks with blue bottles, isotonic drinks.
He can stock this for a week.
The man pays for his food at the cashier, only to find out that he was shopping so frantically that he made two large bags.
Aldo brought out the two bags and remembered where his motorbike had been parked because the motorbike was often moved so that new customers got a place.
Aldo looks for his battered motorbike and finds that it has moved to the front.
"Heh, where are my motorcycle keys? I want to go back!"
"Excuseme? You're the wrong person."
"What's wrong? This is my motorbike!" The girl replied, not to be outdone. Aldo ignored the bad chatter and put down the two bags he had bought.
"Hey! Where are my motorbike keys? This is my motorbike!"
Aldo turned to this strange girl. She only wore long pyjamas, green, with a bear image all over the shirt. Her hair was short, it was night, and it wasn't as bright outside as it was in a supermarket.
Aldo immediately took out his motorcycle keys and was about to leave, but the girl held herself by stretching out her arms and blocking the road.
"Are you a crazy girl or what?" Aldo muttered.
"I just bought a mask. I ordered it at the shop, but it hasn't arrived yet." The girl showed the mask package, which she meant by the green package.
"Then what is the relationship with me, Julia?" asked Aldo goitre. Oh, this girl was able to keep him from staying up late making errands because of this.
"That's my motorbike! I know how well my motorbike is. Black and red. The license plate number is the same."
Aldo checked his license plate. Nothing strange, is it true that number plates can be the same? Because he's not the amnesiac and the fool who got the bike wrong. For years, this worn-out motorbike has accompanied him until the old semester, and soon he will graduate. Although, majoring in engineering is not as easy as people think. Oh yeah, all majors have advantages and disadvantages, and it's all about the meaning of striving.
"You're wrong, this is my motorbike. Move over there, and I'm going home."
"No! I'll scream you rape me."
"What? Rape in a place like this? Rape in an empty house."
"So you know. Surely there are already intentions to take me to an empty house, right?" accused the girl. Aldo just shook his head. It felt like facing his sister twice.
"So move aside. I'm going to go," said Aldo annoyed.
"No! This is my motorbike. Let me take my motorbike to go, and it's all over."
"You're crazy!"
"What are you saying?"
Aldo just shook his head. I turned the key and started to start the motor.
"I didn't want to step aside, and I hit it." Aldo threatens.
Brakk!!!
Aldo did not know if this girl was as agile as a snake. With the speed of light, the girl was already sitting in the backseat and hugged Aldo tightly.
"What are you doing, Julia? Get down!" Aldo ordered the girl.
"I don't want to. Send me home."
"Crazy girl! I can take it to a real empty house." Alfo's threat didn't work. Instead, he felt his stomach and waist getting tighter, and the hug didn't loosen. The girl had already placed her head on Aldo's back.
"Let's go for a walking boss. Later, my face will wrinkle because of sleeping time is above ten at night."
Lazy to argue, Aldo took his motorbike out of the supermarket and strolled through the streets, which were still busy, even though it was ten o'clock.
"My house is only two alleys from here. If there is a gate, then go in. The 7-th house is right in the alley."
Aldo just shook his head and obeyed this crazy girl. Just pray. He is sure he will meet humans like this. He can die standing up if a girl like this always faces him.
"Yes. You're smart, just know my house. Thanks for putting me in. See you again." The girl immediately jumped off the motorbike and ran towards her house and was swallowed up by the high fence of the house. Making Aldo just shaking his head, why did he have to be unlucky to meet a girl like that.
Wait! who was that? Julia?
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