Daksh pain

Daksh POV (continuation)

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Two months later.......

It has been two months since I last saw her. She resigned her job and I gladly accepted it because I don't want to see her face. But I can't stop myself from thinking about her.

I was playboy and I liked my lifestyle, but suddenly she entered into my life and changed me completely. After she came from London, I didn't cheat on her. I didn't even think about it too. But here she was cheating on me.

Can I ever go back to my happy life without her? I want to move on with my life. It was like I was proving to myself that I can live without her, and that I don't need her in my life. I was telling myself that I am happy, when I wasn't. I started drinking to forgetting her.

I wonder if Karthik can make her happy as much as I can! Because she's the one who I want and need in my life. I'll do anything to make her happy.

"She doesn't love you. She only wants Karthik. You saw their proposal video right? She was so happy!' my mind mocked at me. I sighed sadly.

My blood boiled with jealously. I wanted to kill that b*st*rd. I remember how possessive I used to be around her in childhood. I never liked it when any boys played with her when we were little. I don't even like it now. But sadly, I can't do it. I don't have any rights on her. I closed my eyes and played a song in my mobile. It will distract me from her thoughts.

The love for you that bloomed in my heart.

She brings me more and more pain, and I don’t want pain.

For four months, the memory of her will remain with me. For a hundred lifetimes.

Heart…! Please forget…

Through the window, a lightning streak pierced, and in that light,

I saw the beautiful doll;

Her breathtaking face…

There is no language to describe her beauty, so what…? She isn’t mine.

Heart…! Please forget…

From today, I will forget you.

And I don’t want pain.

The song ended. I felt tears on my cheek. This song lyric are so apt for my situation. I chuckled bitterly. After trying to push everything out of my damn memory, I started working on my new project.

Suddenly, my cabin door opened without knocking. I glanced at the person, looking away from my laptop.

I was shocked and surprised seeing Divya in front of me. My heart started beating fast. My heart swell with happiness with just her presence. Suddenly, her betrayal rushed through my mind like a hard slap. The anger brew inside me once again.

What does she want now? I huffed with annoyance.

"What are you doing in my office?!" I shouted and slammed my fist on the table.

"Didn't I tell you not to show me your face ever?" I snapped. I stood up and went to her angrily.

"I need to tell you something" she said nervously.

'Dammit! What is she gonna tell now?' I thought.

"What did you need to tell me?" I asked her angrily.

"I'm pregnant. Your baby is growing inside me" she told me quickly. I felt like a bucket of cold-water splash over me. My eyes widen, and I looked at her with a shocked face.

"You are pregnant? "I whispered.

Suddenly, I remembered the courier I received a month ago. I opened the envelope and saw Divya and Karthik lying on the bed naked. Seeing that picture, my eyes turned red due to anger.

I'm one hundred percent sure she is lying. She's once again playing with my feelings. This time, she can't make me a fool.

I marched towards her and held her hand tightly. "WHY ARE YOU LYING? THAT'S NOT MY BABY " I roared and jerked her angrily.

"I only had s*x with you. You're the father of my baby. You can never escape from your responsibility, Daksh" she warned me seriously. I saw the sincerity and worry in her eyes.

Is she telling me a truth? Is she really carrying my child?

'Don't believe her, she's lying' my mind voice snapped at me.

I took a deep breath and said, "I want a DNA test only then I will accept the baby" I said sternly.

Well, I don't trust her.

"Why do you want to make a DNA test? Why are you not trusting me, damn it?" she yelled at me angrily.

"How can I trust you? You're cheating me with him. I loved you. You're my world. Why did you break your promise? Why did you do this to me?" I yelled at her.

"I don't und....understand. Wh...at are y...you saying?" she stammered.

Such a big Drama Queen!

I lost my control. I went to my locker and took the envelope cover and threw that photos on her face harshly. She gasped in shock and looked down at the floors. Her eyes widened. She immediately bent down and started picking all the photos. Those are the photos of her and Karthik holding hands, she is kissing him, lying him on the bed, he is proposing her, and she was hugging him. Seeing those photos, I want to kill that bastard.

When I received this photos I got a doubt seeing those images. Nowadays, technology develops very well. I'm highly doubted those photographs can be morphed with one another using image, so I asked Maya to send the photos in lab testing. Later, Maya gets the result from the photo lab. I opened the result and saw it's negative. Those photos are not morphing. It's real pictures. I got really very angry.

The truth is finally out about my real anger towards Divya.

"Now tell me, what explanation you're going to give me? I clearly see the proof of your betrayal. In fact, someone sent me the proposing video of you and that bastard" I said, took out my mobile phone and played the video when she watched the video, she was looking terrified.

"Oh god! This video is totally wrong. I didn't do anything Daksh, please listen. I didn't cheat on you. Please trust me. These photos are fake. Everything is fake. Someone has planned well to take revenge on me. This all might be Mayas doing because she doesn't like me. Karthik didn't propose me, he was acting like proposing me. I will explain----"" but I cut her off.

I gave her my selfless love, but she just threw it all away in trash. But not anymore.

"You still won't stop your acting right? Everything is revealed now. Don't act like you are innocent. I feel so shame on you. Why did I fall in love with you? I am ashamed of myself for loving you. You have the guts to cheat on me with Karthik and accuse me saying this is my child" I shouted at her and pointed my forefinger at her stomach.

"So this was the reason you broke up with me and made me cry with the revengeful words of yours, wasn't it? I truly loved you. I would never do that to you. I swear to you, Daksh. I'm not cheating on you. He's just a friend. Trust me, I am carrying your child in my womb. Why you are doubting me? You're trusting some fake photos but not me? Why?" She shouted at me.

My nerve! Her fake words are made my blood boil in anger more and more, and my hatred towards her grew more.

She wants to know the reasons, Ok I'll tell her the reason.

"You want to know why? I'll tell you why don't I trust you. When I asked you to let me make love to you, you didn't resist me. You easily agreed to have sex with me. So it's easy for you to sleep with anyone. You're such a sl*t" I said without thinking anything. Her eyes widened, instantly tears  welled up in her eyes.

Suddenly, she marched towards me and slapped me across the face. I looked at her with shock.

"Enough! Just enough! I deeply loved you, so I allowed you to make love to me. But here you're making fun of me and my character? Now, I don't want to prove my character to you. I don't care if you believe me or not. Now listen to me Mr. Daksk Mehra, from this moment everything between you, and me is over. I hate you! I hate you to the core" she screamed and left the office.

Oh god! What I have done? Why can't I control my anger? I clenched my fist and punched the wall more than ten times. My knuckles were red and bloody. My fist started to hurt, but I didn't care. I deserved this pain cause it's not even half of the pain she's feeling right now.

'That's nothing for you worry and why do you care?' My brain asked me.

"Because I truly loved her" I said and cried.

Evening, my dad called and asked me to come hospital. I immediately went to hospital and found Divya tried to attempt suicide. Hearing this, I died that moment.

How can she think to leave me?

How can I live without her?

She's a stupid doll!

I went inside her hospital room. Divya already told them about us. My mom told me to marry her, but I ignored her. Then she gave me one tight slap and ordered me to marry her. I sighed because I really don't have a choice other than marrying Divya. I agreed, but Divya didn't agree to marry me.

That nerve of her!

She said, "I don't need that untrustworthy man near me and my baby" I got angry and hurt at the same time hearing her words.

I could read the hatred was dilating in her orbs that kept looking at me. I can't bear it.

"God! I can't digest her acting" I left the hospital room, sighing heavily.

AFTER 3 DAYS...............

Soon I reached to my office and went to my cabin. "What the hell? Why can't these men do their work properly?" I said, throwing the files on the table while raking my fingers through my thick hair, pressing my lips together into a thin line.

"May I come in?" I heard Maya from the other side of my cabin door, bringing me back to reality.

"Yes" I bluntly replied, permitting her to enter my cabin. She angrily stepped inside.

"What is this Daksh?" she mocked me, by showing my wedding invitation card. I sighed.

"Maya, she trapped me in her web of lies. Even my parents are supporting her. I can't do anything. I love my family, and I can't stand against my parent's decision. I have no other choice, so I agreed to marry her" I said.

"So. What now? You're going to marry that b***h?" she said in a rough voice.

Suddenly, I got angry at Maya. What does she think of herself? I was beyond angry. I could not control myself. How dare she swears my doll like that?

"Enough Maya! You're crossing your limits. Who gave you the permission to talk about her like that? Marrying her is my decision and do not argue with me. You kissed me in front of Divya without my permission!" I snapped at her.

"Daksh, I did it for you. After you came from New York, you were very much heart broken. You told me that Divya cheated on you with Karthik. That's when I saw Divya rushing hurriedly to your cabin. So I kissed you in front of her because I wanted to make her jealous and hurt just the way she did to you" she explained.

I controlled my anger since I have more important things to get done other than getting angry on Maya.

"You can leave now" I ordered, and she flew out of my cabin.

What the fu*k is wrong with me? Why can't I hear a word against Divya?

Divya! Her name, it felt so foreign to me. It was the time when realization dawned on me that I never called her by her name. I always called her sweetheart, doll, baby and what not? I sighed.

Destiny wants us to make us get married. Let's see, what will happen to us?

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Precap - "I can't sleep angel. I just can't.... I was not able to digest the fact that our son cheated on Divya. It was all my mistakes. If I didn't spoil him, all this wouldn't be happening today," I said brokenly. Tears brimmed in my eyes. Angel held my hand softly.

How is it?