Chapter 56: Letting Go

As she looks in the mirror at her naked body, she remembers Joel sliding his hand in between her legs. She becomes hot and turns away to grab the dress. Slipping the gown over her head, the silky feeling of the fabric caresses her skin as it closes around her contours. She walks into the bathroom and arranges her hair into a sensual look and puts on dark red lipstick.

Dreading the phone calls, she sits down on the couch and tries to figure out what she is exactly going to say. “Hi, I don’t love you, bye. Or I’m sorry I just don’t love you.” She shakes her head and decides to wing it.

Her finger pauses over Grayson’s name on the phone, then she touches the screen. A familiar voice answers the phone. “Hello, Kelly?”

“I need to talk to you. Do you have a minute?” She gets up and strolls back and forth in front of the couch.

“Yes. What is it?”

“I am going to make this short, because I can’t think how to say this any other way. I am not in love with you. You need to move on. I’m sorry.” She hangs up feeling pain in her gut, but she had to do it.

She calls Aaron. He is just getting home from work. “Hi, Kelly. I have missed you so much. I just want to make love to you repeatedly. When are you coming home?” An incredibly quiet humming can be heard over the phone while she tries to summon up the courage to tell him. “Kelly? Are you still there?”

“Yes, I can’t do this Aaron. I am not in love with you. I want you to move on. Goodbye.” She hangs up and feels such deep sadness.

She did not want to end things this way, but it had to be done. She does not love them the way she needs to, even though she feels something for Joel. She does not know if it is love or something else, however she has never felt this way about anyone. So much that she cannot even explain how she feels towards him. Collecting her thoughts, she decides to go to Joel’s.

Seeing his lights on, she walks up to the door. She can hear him playing his piano and singing a beautiful melody. Hoping to hear more she waits outside the door and then is rewarded for her patience with another melody.

Listening, she recognizes the song and softly sings with him. The song ends then silence. After a few minutes have passed she knocks on the door. A familiar smile spreads across his face as he opens the door and stares at her with hunger.

“Please, come in. I didn’t expect to see you so soon.” He steals a glance at her while she walks in, and his mouth starts to water. Her heart pounds faster than it ever have before. “So, I take it you have come to a decision? Sit down and tell me all about it.” He sits down on the couch and pats the cushion next to him. She takes a seat just an inch or so from him, her torso turned towards him with one knee slightly on the couch.

He notices that her dress is slit all the way to her waist on both sides. Making it impossible to wear anything underneath. He gets an awfully familiar feeling in his pants and tries to not draw attention to it, as he waits for her answer.

She looks into his beautiful blue eyes, and she gets lost for a minute before he touches her arm gently. “Kelly.”

“Oh, sorry. Daydreaming again. I told them both that I was not in love with them and that I simply could not go on lying to myself. So, I have decided to stay here till the end of the summer. That way Aaron can have time to cool down and Grayson can move on with his life too.” She pauses.

“There is this new girl that has moved in next door to him. Samantha told me that she is fairly sure that the new neighbor thinks he is hot. Maybe, it will give her time to work her way into his heart. Who knows? Either way, I told both to move on.” She feels a little sadness creeping in. He sees it in her eyes and takes her hand, as he smiles sweetly.

She shakes her head. “Anyway, what were you playing when I walked up to the door? I remember the words but can’t remember the name of the song.” She dares to look back into his eyes as he stares at her. He leans close and whispers it into her ear. Her heart starts to flutter as it does double time, and she cannot stand it anymore.

He leans even closer and kisses her lips softly, then more hungrily as his hand slides up her inner thigh. With nothing to stop them his fingers trail up and into her, becoming sticky with her desire. He slides out and his fingers trail around her folds and then back in. She moans uncontrollably and then decides to push him back as she moves onto his lap. It feels like molten lava, as he pours wet kisses over her lips and neck. Her fingers run through his hair, and she returns his kisses with a hunger swelling up deep inside her.

His hands find her straps and pull them down to reveal her breasts. He gasps as he stares at them and then takes one into his mouth as he sucks the nipple till it is incredibly hard, then he takes the other breast in his hand and buries it in wet little kisses till he reaches her nipple. His tongue flicks out and licks it and she digs her nails into his shoulders as she moans again with pleasure.

He stops for a minute and looks at her with the sweetest, kindest eyes she has ever seen, then she raises up so she can unzip his pants. As she takes him out, she notices how big he is. Smiling, she sits down slowly on him.

The pleasure rises through her body as she takes every inch of him. She takes him in slowly as she gets used to his size. They both moan together as they synchronize a rhythm. He grabs her hips firmly and she rocks against him. His lips are full and wet as he kisses her passionately. She looks into his eyes and sees that same kindness and sweetness still staring at her, then he plunges into her deeper and harder, but now there is something else.

She whimpers in pleasure as he slows down. He looks at her beautiful body and worships her with his lips, while he leaves a trail from one nipple to the other, then back up to her lips as he devours her again. He pushes her hips up and then slowly lowers her onto him. He holds her in place and looks at her with a wicked grin.

She looks into his eyes and pleads with him, “Please, have mercy on me.” A big smile spreads across his face as he lets go of his grasp. Her body moves up and then back down on him, making her grow wetter.

His hands move to her head as he wraps his fingers in her hair. He kisses her with an intensity that could make her scream, but she does not. Instead, she just smiles and rides him slowly. He stares for a minute and looks down at her sliding onto him, while he watches himself disappear into her lowering down. His hands explore all her curves as his fingers slide down over her breasts to her sides and then to her hips. Grabbing her he plunges into her again.

She screams as she cums and he holds her till she stops shivering. He plunges into her again; his lips suck her nipples one after the other. He picks her up and lays her down on the couch. She sees how strong his arms are, while he holds himself up on them and he slowly takes her. His lips cover hers again and then he leans over and whispers in her ear, “Faster?”

“Yes.” She says breathlessly. He smiles and then gives it to her as he moans from deep in his throat.

His erection swells even bigger right before he explodes. His eyes grow wide, and he plunges into her one last time. They both moan loudly and climax. He collapses on her and whispers something into her ear. “What did you say?”

“Nothing” He stares into her eyes as that charming smile spreads across his face.

He slides next to her and lays there with his arm around her. His fingers trailing over her lips, to her neck, over her breasts and then to her stomach. He circles her belly button and then his fingertip disappears into it. She laughs because it tickles her, then he rests his hand on her stomach.

She closes her eyes and lays against him, feeling him breathe in and out while she thinks about how beautiful he is. “Did you like having all of me?” She looks at him curiously.

“Yes, was that ever a question? I loved it. The real question is. Did you love having all of me?” She asks running her fingers down his abdomen and then just stops abruptly. She looks at him innocently.

“Can’t you tell?”. He takes her hand and puts it on his hard shaft. She smiles with an evil look in her eyes, and she slides down and takes him in her mouth. Her tongue lavishly bathes him, and a deep moan escapes his throat.

His fingers run through her hair while she starts to suck on him. Watching as her head bobs up and down and she starts to suck him faster, “May I?” His face shows pleasure and pain as he fights to hold back.

“Yes.” She nods and then he lets go. What comes out of his mouth afterwards makes her surprised. She has never heard such a sound come from a man’s mouth. He emits a deep growl.