Chapter 80: Just Amazing

Kelly talks first, "Hey sis, I had a dream last night that was really weird. I need to talk to you about it. Do you have some time?"

"Yeah, what was it about?" Samantha scratches her arm where a bruise is starting to form.

"I had a dream that you became really depressed and killed yourself because Ben had come back and was haunting you. You couldn't take it and so desperately wanted to be with him that you took a whole mess of pills and just never woke up from your sleep."

There was quiet on the line and then Samantha finally says something, "I don't know what to say. After last night I wouldn't be surprised."

"What? What happened? Did Jonathan do something to you?"

"No, actually I think Ben is haunting me. I know it's absurd but it's true. He came to me last night and we made love. I just can't believe it, I guess he's holding on for me. He fell asleep against me afterwards and then when I woke up this morning he was gone. It's a wonder I don't lose my mind." Samantha runs her fingers over the phone case and tries to not cry.

"Wow. It's scary that it's so familiar to what happened to me, remember the ordeal with Carlos? I thought I was losing my mind. I finally called someone and did a seance. But since it's Ben that's a hard situation to deal with. It's not like you want to banish him." Kelly sounds dumbfounded.

"Well, that's the thing. Now I know he's here I want to be here with him. But what kind of future is that? It's sad and lonely. Because even if he can come sometimes to me, most of the time he can't. I just don't know what to do."

"Sis, it's definitely a hard one. I know you loved Ben and probably always will in some shape or form, but you need to get over him. Nothing good can come from this, trust me. Specially where Jonathan is concerned."

"Oh crap! I am supposed to call him. He didn't call after work, he probably got out too late and didn't want to wake me."

"Well, what are you waiting for? You need to grab life by the balls and move on. Maybe if you do then Ben will move on too. We both know that's what is best for him."

"I know, but I don't want to really lose him forever. I just got him back."

"Here's the thing. Sis, you don't really have him back. He's gone, this is just his spirit, and he needs to go to Heaven. You want that for him, don't you?"

Samantha's quiet for a few minutes, "Yes, you're right. I know it's what I should do but then there's what I want to do. I want him and I need him."

"Sis, come on. You must let him go. There is no way you will be happy. You need a chance to lead a happy normal life with Jonathan and have a family like you have always wanted and were robbed of once. So please for me if nothing else."

"I will try. I don't know how but I will. I just missed him so much and when he showed up it was just like he never left."

"I know. But please, just let him go. Listen, I have to go. Lilly just threw up. I will talk to you later and see how you are doing. Love ya. Bye."

Kelly hangs up and all Samantha hears is silence. I just got him back, why again do I have to lose him? Maybe somehow, I can make this work. If not forever, at least a little while. I just need more time with him before the inevitable happens. That I have no idea if I will be able to get through or not.

She gets up and takes her phone in the bathroom so she can listen to music while she takes a bath. As the water runs, she finds herself wondering how this will work. Finally, the bath is filled, and she sits on the edge of the tub slowly submerging her feet as she tests the temperature.

It's cool enough for her to sit in so she slides down into the comfort of the warm water that surrounds her. If feels like a cocoon as she lays her head back against the back of the tub and closes her eyes. Her hands running up and down her legs then to her belly and eventually to her breasts.

She pinches her nipples between her fingers and then her hands slide down under the water to rest between her legs. As her eyes remain closed, she imagines Ben's hands on her. His fingers stroking her swollen clit and tracing her folds as her breath catches in her throat.

His hand strong and assertive as he slides in two fingers and then three, all while he strokes her clit with his thumb, then she's sure she feels someone's hands on her. Caressing her feet and then up to her knees. Lightly touching her thighs until they reach her own hands.

She opens her eyes and looks down to see him sitting on the side of the tub as he strokes her. He takes the shower brush handle end and slides it between her legs. She feels a slight pressure and then it enters her.

It feels so good and naughty. He guides it into her flawlessly, hitting her g spot as he slides it in and out over and over faster than slower and then fast again. He speeds up and then she orgasms so hard she clenches around the handle.

The unyielding plastic presses inside of her as he continues to slide it in and out. He rubs it against her nub and she moans loudly. "Ben, I want you. Please." She looks at him as she pleads with her eyes.

"O.k. That's all you had to say baby. I am yours to command. I will always be yours and only yours."

He takes her hand and pulls her gently up out of the bath. Still wet he picks her up and takes her to the bed, places her down on her feet and points for her to get down on all fours. She obeys as she kneels.

He gets behind her and places one hand on her lower back as the other one guides his cock inside her slowly the first time, then he takes her hard and with one fluid motion fills her completely to the hilt. He throbs inside her as she vibrates with her own need.

Holding her with his one hand on her hip, he smacks her ass hard with the other until she stops moving. She feels the heat from his hand as it starts to smart where he smacked her. She stays completely still while he pulls out. He rubs his tip on her incredibly wet lips as it leaks pre cum and lubricates her even more.

She moans and he smacks her ass again. Still as she can be she kneels in front of him. She begs, "Please, I need you." He sighs and then rubs her butt cheeks with both hands and then slamming into her full force. Moving faster and faster he reaches under her and pinches her very swollen nub and with the other hand pinches a nipple.

"Yes, I'm almost there. Oh, God. I love you." She screams as she goes over the edge. She leaks all over him, and she tenses up around his cock so much that he follows her. She feels him shoot into her and warmth spreads deep inside.

Still holding her in place, he keeps rubbing her clit and his slick shaft darts in and out. He fills her hard and fast and grabs her hips almost launching her off the bed. She has no control of the situation she is just enjoying the ride while he takes her over and over.

Finally, he seems to have exhausted himself, so he lets go of her hips. She falls on the bed on her stomach, so shaken by their love making. It feels so powerful and exciting that she doesn't want it to ever end, but Ben doesn't seem to be able to keep going so she just lays there.

"Ben, that was amazing." She looks up to see that he's gone. She notices a single red rose laying on the bed next to her, then she rolls over and sees movement in the chair next to the bed. Ben sits there looking like he's about to lose his lunch. "Ben, are you o.k.?"

"No." He shakes his head, and she then starts to see why. He is slowly disappearing. His feet, then his legs and soon he's just gone.