Chapter 82: Forbidden Pleasure

She collapses onto the recliner and just cries and cries. Finally, she stops and remembers she has a bottle of wine in the fridge. She retrieves it and after relaxing on the couch she pops the cork. Not even bothering to get a glass she just drinks it straight out of the bottle so she can get drunk. Who cares what it tastes like, I need to stop thinking for a little while.

A half an hour later she looks at the bottom of the bottle and gets up to look around for more. Searching through the cupboard she finds a bottle of scotch. She has never cared for it, a little too rough for her tastes but in this case, she will make an exception. She doesn't want to feel the pain anymore and she can drown her sorrows for a bit.

Feeling buzzed from the wine she opens the scotch and gets some ice out. After pouring a glass of it she takes the bottle and the glass with her to the couch. Nursing it she finds that it warms her up as she starts to feel deliciously hot. Her veins feel like they are pulsating with energy and her mind feels fuzzy. "Perfect." She mutters.

Relaxing back and stretching out she turns the T.V. on. Everything becomes blurry and then she hears Ben's voice. His hand snakes around her waist and she looks next to where she's sitting to find him staring at her. His eyes looking directly at her breasts.

His hand moves up to cup her breast and his eyes watch hers. "I want to talk to you."

She stares at him as he stops touching her and keeps talking. "Look, I am here for you. I see something and I don't know if it's real. Has there been another man here? Have you moved on?"

Looking down she starts to talk, "Yes, he is a good man. He loves me."

"I can't stop. I love you so much I am stuck here now. My time has gone for me to move on, and I don't know if I ever can now. If you have moved on what's left for me?"

"I don't know. I still love you and always will. You are always on my mind, no matter what I am doing you are always there. I can't lose you again, but it's not right either what I have been doing. I just don't know what I should do. I have been cheating on both of you. That isn't like me at all." She turns to him and hugs him as he starts to move away.

Feeling betrayed, Ben tries to leave. He needs to figure out what to do. She loves him but he's a ghost. He can't give her a family, just himself and for how long? He is going to have to decide what to do and decide. Either stay and keep her in the past or try to move on and find the light.

Deciding to stay for the moment, he stands up and picks her up in his arms. Taking her to the bedroom she doesn't put up a fight as he puts her down on the bed. He takes off his clothes as he pulls down his pants when she sees his hard shaft poke out. She becomes all hands and starts to stroke him, then she kneels in front of him and grabs his balls.

She tugs and squeezes as she licks the head of his cock with the tip of her tongue. Circling and then lapping at it, she alternates tugging and squeezing his balls as he starts to really moan. She takes all of him into her mouth as she tightens her lips around it. He groans louder and runs his fingers through her hair. "Faster.” He says breathlessly.

His hand takes hold of her head and the other that's wrapped in her hair starts to guide her a little more roughly as his hips jerk back and forth. "I need it now." He barely gets out before he jerks forward violently and explodes into her throat.

Several big spurts and he looks down at her as she licks whatever hasn't been swallowed. He gently lifts her up with both hands as she let's go of his shaft and takes his hands. "I love you. That had to have been the best blow job I have ever had. Thank you. Now let me take care of you. I think he's ready for more."

She looks down and sees his cock hard again, ready to fill her. "Yes, please."

"Baby, you know I can never get enough of you. That sweet mouth, that sweet kitty and you know I worship you any way I can. You're my forever. Now come here and let me fill you." They spend the rest of the afternoon making love and then laying in each other’s arms.

Samantha must have fallen asleep in Ben's arms, because when she looks around, he's gone again. She gets up and decides to go for a run. Going in the opposite direction of Jonathan's house she runs towards the park.

Cars pass her by and honk as she waves at them. When she arrives at the park it's starting to get dark. There are a couple sitting on a bench kissing and touching, not paying any attention to those around them. Samantha watches them as she sits down at a table hidden by the shadows.

It makes her secretly wish that her life was so uncomplicated. Shouldn't two people that are happy be together? She keeps watching as the woman's fingers wrap around his cock and stroke as she gently squeezes.

Samantha feels a strange sense of arousal as she watches the man part the woman's legs and slide his hand under her skirt. The woman moans and whispers something to him and then Samantha can't help but to touch herself. She watches as he pulls her on top of his lap and enters her from behind. It takes her breath away and she moans loudly as his other hand tries to stop her from crying out.

Fingering herself, Samantha wonders what they would do if she came out of the shadows and joined them. All she would have to do is make herself known and go ask them if she could join, but she can't do something like that. It's not her. Hell, this isn't normally her either.

Still watching she sees them both release hard as he plunges into her, then he rubs her clit as she still sits on him. He kisses her neck tenderly and tells her he loves her. Not till she cums again do they stop. By that time Samantha has climaxed and just sits there watching them.

The couple stay there for a few more minutes and look like they are ready to leave when Samantha realizes that they are going to walk right past her when they go. She hurriedly runs behind a tree and hopes they don't see her. After a few minutes she looks out and sees that they have left. So, she runs back home, smiling all the way.

Tired from her run, she turns in early and plops down on her bed. She falls fast asleep and then has dreams all night. Some were about the couple she spied on, and others were about Ben. When she wakes up, she feels tired, but gets up and is ready to go shopping with Kelly.