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##Chapter 8

demetrius

I was quietly in my favorite corner when that nosy girl arrived and my eyes happened to meet hers for the first time since she arrived at the farm. I realized that I had gotten a little lost in that blue gaze so intense and perfect, I hadn't noticed her like that yet. She was beautiful.

What caught my attention the most were how strongly blue her eyes were, then that little pink and well-drawn mouth of hers. It made me start to wonder what certain sensitive parts of her body would feel like. When I found myself, I was hard thinking about her.

But what the fuck was going on with me? I've always felt unusual anger inside of me, but at that moment, I was enraged that I was feeling things. Attraction to my boss's daughter.

I couldn't be starting to sympathize or feel anything for her other than the fact that she was my boss's daughter, she was a city girl, too young for me and most importantly, I didn't want a woman in my life to betray me again.

"Have feelings for a woman, never again." I told myself as I did my exercises faster and faster.

That's when I heard her soft voice and told her to come in. The moment I saw her walk through the door, her cheeks rosy and her eyes wide as she looked at me, her gaze running down my body, I felt my heart pump a little faster.

So small and delicate compared to me, she looked like she was made of porcelain, her cheeks flushed at the sight of me like this.

She was really fucking beautiful.

- The list. I asked , looking at the small hand holding the paper.

My voice came out lower and huskier than usual as I reached for the list. She cleared her throat.

- Here. He took a few steps back when I held the paper.

- Thanks. She looked surprised at the word that came out of my lips. I suppressed a smile.

- You are welcome. - replied - I'm going. Goodbye. He turned to leave, however my lips automatically spoke for me.

“Today there will be an event in heaven. An eclipse. I will be upstairs. I shrug , she opens her mouth but nothing comes out, so she hurries away.

Shit, shit, shit, Demetrius! Don't be an idiot. I clenched my teeth. He couldn't believe he had said that. Maybe the memory of how the moonlight reflected in her beautiful blue eyes made me want to see them that way again. But, he didn't want her to confuse things.

After a while, I tried to convince myself that there was nothing wrong with my simple comment, it wasn't a clear invitation. Or did I really want her to go there?

Hours later, I finished my exercises and took a long shower, feeling my muscles sore from the intensity I put on with the intention of stopping thinking about Lívia.

I didn't know how to explain it, however, I was anxious. My heart, which had not accelerated for a long time, had been there since I plunged my gaze into those damned blue irises.

I wasn't a complete asshole, I knew the signs.

No, I couldn't like anyone, not after what happened to me. I never wanted to fall in love again, saying that was a mistake, I should keep my distance and I would. It doesn't matter! I hadn't told her to go, if she went, she would wait because I wouldn't show up.

My head was confused, after years without thinking about anyone, this Lívia, a teenager from the city, comes to ruin everything. Because when I looked into those beautiful blue eyes, I couldn't stop thinking about her. Shit!

livia

I went back home, went in and threw myself on the couch in the huge living room. Had I misunderstood?

He barely spoke to me and when he did he would kick me, today he said that an event would happen in the sky, an eclipse, and that he would be there.

Why did he tell me this? Did he want me to go there too?

I had such butterflies in my stomach... Should I go? Inevitably it was right above my room, I guess it didn't cost anything.

When night fell, I was very anxious. I put on a comfortable flowery dress and let my hair down, I put on some perfume and slowly went up the stairs full of leaves, my heart was so fast and happy, but it soon got sad when I didn't see him there.

"He said he would be here." He should be here shortly. - I murmured .

But would he really go?

I sat down on the floor and started looking at the sky. The stars were more beautiful than ever. Looking at them so beautiful and shiny, tears filled my eyes.

When a shadow covered the moon, I realized that it was the eclipse he had said. I looked around, looking for him.

"He won't come!" He's an idiot. — I had been waiting for almost two hours and I was shivering with cold — No, I'm an idiot . But I won't be anymore.

I decided to go downstairs, very upset and with tears in my eyes, I pushed them back, I wouldn't cry for him. I lay in my bed, missing my dad and ended up falling asleep.