Chapter 19

She moves closer towards me. Her breasts almost peek out from the water. I try so hard to evade from seeing what lies beneath the translucent water.

“Submissive yet bold.”

I panic. “I… I-I’m sorry. I don’t know what came over me-”

The next thing I know, I feel her cold yet warm lips press against mine. Her hand is holding the back of my head forcing me to meet her kiss.

I don’t need to be convinced of what to do. As much as I wanted to deny, I have desired her ever since I can remember. No matter how much I try to be a gentleman, I’m still a man after all.

Our kiss was rushed, intense, deep and lustful. I could feel my manhood began to ache badly for her, straining against my pants wanting to be freed. Our lips and tongue fought for god knows what.

The water waved synchronizing with our movement. I feel Cara rising from the tub while trying to dominate me. I withdrew from the kiss wanting to get her out of the tub.

Cara’s eyes are hooded, still drunk from the drugs flowing through her system and the hot make out we had. I slip my arm under her legs to carry her out of the tub. The water drips down from her body. I blushed at the sight of her ample breasts. They were round, big and succulent. The nipples were pink. My mouth watered at the sight, tongue dried wanting to suck it and my hands itching to touch it. I swallowed at the thought.

I was lucky she was in a daze. If not, she would’ve teased me about it. I would’ve blush like a shy teenager.

I put her down for a moment to grab a towel and dry her. She swayed a bit but regained her footing immediately. I dry her from head to foot. She had no complaints probably because of her state right now. She was only watching me take care of her with those drunk eyes.

When I was done with her legs, I realized she still had her wet underwear on. I blushed as our eyes met. Despite her state, she understood me.

Her hand moved to reach my head. She brushed my hair- her fingers were light as a feather. “Take it off, tesoro.” Her lips lift slightly in mirth. “I know you want to.”

My breath hitched. My heart was beating impossibly like a hundred beats per second. My hands were shaking nervously. I swallowed my saliva, knowing full well on what’s about to happen.

My fingers fumbled as it lightly brushed the lacy fabric. Slowly, I peeled it off, bringing it down to her feet. Her feet automatically lift so I could easily remove the fabric.

I tried so fucking hard not to stare at her…- fuck! Don’t look, don’t look, don’t look! Dylan Lincoln, don’t you dare fucking look!

I stood in haste and wrapped a towel around her body to cover her private parts. I carried her back in my arms and walked quickly towards the bed. I heard Cara’s intoxicated laugh.

I carefully placed her on the bed. The second her back hit the mattress, she flipped us both making me the one lying on the bed while she was straddling me.

I was shocked at first and it took me a second to realize that her lips were now on mine again. She was moaning and moving her hips against mine like she was riding me. Her hands started to unpeel my clothes clumsily in a rush. I moved a bit so I could help her get rid of my clothes, starting from my coat. As I successfully took it off, I was surprised when I heard the sound of my shirt being ripped and buttons flying towards the floor.

“Cara…” I groaned.

She removes her lips from mine and looks at me. Her hand fell to my face, fingers brushing my cheeks while the other roaming languidly to my exposed chest. She leans again for a kiss, changing it to a slow soulful one. My dick loved it. She moaned when she felt my reaction.

She reached for my necktie, pulling me to sit up. She then peeled off my shirt and I helped her. Her hands were everywhere on my torso as soon as it was cleared of clothes- only leaving a necktie. Her hands went down towards the belt of my pants.

I instinctively grabbed her hand, making her stop. Our kiss was put to stop as well. We stared for a minute before I spoke.

“Are you sure?” I feel so warm and there are butterflies in my stomach. My heart is pumping crazily right now, nervous and shy at the moment. We’re both panting in synchrony, aching for each other.

“Are you sure?” She returned my question but with more conviction.

“I…” I breathed.

“Tell me, tesoro.” She rasped, her voice closed to a groan. “I can’t take this any longer.” She closed her eyes in pain.

“I’ve never done this before.” I said in embarrassment. I felt impossibly warmer than before.

I can’t believe I presented myself when I never went beyond a kiss before. Will I even satisfy her when I don’t have any idea what to do?

I’m in my late twenties and I’m still a virgin. I’m not ashamed of it because I know my priorities are my family. I only focus on them and nothing else. Not even love. How can I when they only have me to rely on as their breadwinner.

Realization washed over me.

“I’m sorry. I don’t think I can do this.” It was hard for me to speak those words and I know that she could hear the regret in my voice. I’d rather not disappoint her.

She only smiled. She brushed my hair again delicately. My heart skipped a beat at that. She really has ways to enchant me. The inner part of me was debating to have her- make love to her.

“Cara…”

This time I was the one to lean towards her mouth and capture it. She didn’t return my kiss. I backed away to look at her.

She says with a small smile on her face. “Go, tesoro. I will try to handle it myself.” There was no confidence in her words. I don’t understand what she’s feeling right now- the pain or the discomfort but what I do know is I want her. I want her so bad. I just pray that I won’t disappoint this beautiful woman.

She tries to pull away from me but I stop her by holding her waist.

“I want you.” I said finally.

“I won’t lie to you. Any man would do right now as long as I can get rid of this ache.”

There was a slight disappointment I felt when I heard her confess. “I want to be that man.” I wish to be that man.

I want to be that only man.

“I always fancy a family man.” She said with a little chuckle.

Before I could grasp what she said, she had crashed her lips to mine.

I forgot what she said. I forgot to ask her again. I forgot wanting to understand it.

We kept kissing and kissing until I realized that I was already the one hovering her with a desire to dominate her. My lips desired to travel all over her body, marking every inch of her skin. From her neck, to her chest, to her abdomen, hips, thighs, legs and feet.

I peered from below and saw her legs spread wide for me. I could see the thing I have been avoiding since I undressed her last piece of cloth. She didn’t see me staring at her. She had her eyes closed, biting her lip to contain her need.

She was so god damn beautiful. I really really really want her.

Can I take her?

It’s like she knew what I was thinking. Her eyes opened and peered down at me.

“Tesoro… do not make me wait. If you could have felt what I feel right now, surely you have already fucked me like a wild animal.”

Oh, god.