Chapter 20

I moved down towards the center of her legs. It was glistening with wetness, leaking from the core. I was so nervous to do what I had in mind but I wanted to try and taste her.

I heard a grunt and in no time, I was pulled, face to face with Cara.

“Do whatever you want. You have my permission. Lick me, suck me, fuck me, tesoro. I’m all yours.” Her sultry impatient voice and the words she said ignited a fire in me.

She kissed me again. I feel her leg rise towards my waist to pull me towards her as she lies again on her back, dragging me down with her. My fingers instinctively went toward her wet entrance. It took a moment for me to realize what I was doing. They were purely instincts of a man.

She moaned, feeling my fingers spreading her while thrusting in and out of her. It was music to my ears and it urged me to go deeper. Wet, warm and so tight.

Her needy hands traveled towards my belt, unbuckling it painfully slow. I withdrew from her, earning a whine when I pulled my fingers from her. I quickly unbuckled my belt and removed everything that’s hindering my cock from setting it free.

She moaned when she saw me. She placed her foot to my abdomen, somewhat caressing my skin.

“For a nerd, you sure have a pornstar's cock.” I was taken aback at the joke she threw even at this time. She proves that she always has the time to tease me even with a hazy mind.

I grabbed her foot and pulled her towards me which earned a squeal and laugh from her. For the first time, I wanted revenge. I should pound her hard and rough. Maybe then she’ll shut up.

I was shocked at my immoral thoughts. She really does bring out the bad in me.

I kissed her one more time. Despite the crazy thoughts that crossed my mind for her, I was trying to delay the fact that I’m going to be inside her soon.

I haven't tasted her yet.

But my cock is aching to be inside her. To fuck her like she wanted to. I was so excited that I didn’t know what to do first.

I felt my heartbeat quickening when I brushed her wetness. My body was instinctively trying to lead my manhood where it belongs. Though I have different ideas in my mind, my body is acting differently as well.

“Tesoro… Dylan…”

Shit.

I peel off of her, stopping our electrifying kiss and settle myself in between her legs. I spread it wider, raising her thighs in the air so I could see her glistening wetness. All my jumbled thoughts paused as my body- especially my cock, wanted to claim her.

I grabbed my cock and placed it in her entrance, brushing her folds for extra lubrication aside from my already leaking precum. I nudged forward unhurriedly. She moaned with closed eyes. Her eyebrows knitted in a frown, her teeth biting her lower lip as if she was controlling herself not to burst. I couldn’t help but lean down again to her and kiss her again.

“You’re so beautiful.” I muttered between the kiss. My body was moving on its own, hips thrusting upwards, guiding my erection deeper inside her.

Her eyes opened to meet mine. I love her eyes. They’re just as beautiful as the rest of her. Our eyes were steady at each other as my cock stealing inches forward.

She suddenly closes her eyes as she gasps in pain. Her hands squeezed my biceps, nails digging painfully that will probably leave a mark. I stopped moving and stared at her in awe.

I might have no experience in sex but I’m well educated to know when a woman is a virgin. I couldn’t slide in her right away as if there was something blocking me. And I knew what it was. I was shocked because I never expected this. I admitted that it was my first time but she didn’t say anything, which I automatically assume that she has already experience.

But… fuck!

“Cara…”

She opens her eyes and looks at me. Her emotions are over the place which makes me unable to identify what she’s feeling exactly.

She snorts in amusement. “Having second thoughts again, tesoro? You can always walk away.”

“Please don’t say that.” My heart softened for her. “It’s just… I thought you had done it before.” I continued hesitantly. “Wouldn’t it be better for a woman that their first time will be with someone they love?”

She laughs. She sounds like a drunkard because of the drug. “Why can’t you be a prideful greedy bastard? Why do you have to be such a gentleman, huh?” She slurred with a groan.

“But I want you. I want this gorgeous woman before me. Doesn’t that make me greedy?”

She breathes in silence which makes me nervous. Does she not want me anymore?

“May I want you, Cara?” I press my body closer to her- chest to chest. Her large soft breasts were squeezed in between. “May I have you?”

She didn’t reply but I didn’t wait. I captured her nipples to my mouth and sucked it greedily. My hand on the other kneading it and shamelessly tweaking the bud.

She still didn’t answer and just moaned. My body started to move itself again, humping her slowly and carefully. Her moans got louder and louder as I felt my dick forcing his way deep inside… successfully. He was smart enough not to hurt her. Cara welcomed me by wrapping her legs around my waist and urging me to push more of me.

My thrusts became faster as I felt the tingles and ecstasy became higher. In one forceful thrust, I was inside her fully. I could feel my tip kissing her womb. I was in so deep. We moaned simultaneously at the feeling.

I stopped to see her face. Her eyebrows scrunched as she closed her eyes again. A tear fell in her eyes. I wiped it off with my thumb. The gesture made her open her eyes. She reached her hand to my face, bringing me down so she could kiss the side of my mouth.

“May I want you?”

“Yes, you may.”

“May I have you?”

“Yes, you may.”

“May I-”

“I’m yours, tesoro.” She cut me off and I blushed at her response. Her hand traveled towards my neck, wrapping it posessively.

“And you are mine.”

I breathed. There was something about the way she said it that sparked multiple emotions from me. Part of it was fear when I saw a hint of conviction in her eyes.

The thought only crossed for a second. Her walls choking my cock distracted me. I'm going crazy by how it's overwhelmingly making me feel- by how this woman always makes me feel.

I grit my teeth as I pulled myself out, the tip stopping from her entrance, and plunged right in hitting her cervix again in one full stroke.

Oh god.

She gasped with a roll of her eyes, followed by a loud lustful moan. My heart swelled with pride as I made her feel that way. It urged me to do it again and again and again. She uttered my name in between her moans like a prayer. I grunted and groaned intensely in pleasure.

Sex. It never crossed my mind how the deed is going to make me feel. I never thought it could be this intense, pleasurable and addicting. And to do it with the most gorgeous woman I’ve ever laid my eyes on…

I watched her writhe underneath me in pleasure. The sight made me want to possess her. To dominate her. I'm surprised where I got these feelings from. She brought this pent up lusts out from me.

My thrusts became rough and animalistic as I pounded her with newfound lust. I don't see any indication that she hated it. In fact, from the way her face contorted in pleasure and ecstasy, she loves it. I love that I'm the one who's making her feel this way.

I bask in the feeling that I was her first time as well.