Chapter fifty-three(Angel !..... We need to stop)

Mira's Pov:

It has been five fucking days that I haven't spoken with Angel, it has been five freaking days that she kept giving me a long face. I so much wanted to talk to her, I have struggled to converse with her but all my efforts were in vain. She only comes inside my room when I am not around to arrange it and if we mistakenly bump into each other she will just do her chores and pretend like we never saw each other. She has had this going on for a long time now. I thought she was going to quit soon but with each passing day, minute, second, and hour it gets worse. I longed to be with her, I missed our company but I am sure I couldn't say the same about her. Whether she wants me or not I don't know but I have made it obvious to her that I was sorry for what transpired between the two of us last time but she just ignored and snubbed my efforts like I never existed to her. I have already grown fond of her and I found it hard to ignore her. I know that she still has that soft spot despite that toughness and nonchalant behavior of hers, and I know she still has that softness and calmness in her.

But today I planned on talking with her, she will soon be here and I am going to put an end to this madness of hers. Whatever was going inside that small head of hers needed to stop, she is an innocent girl just that she is in love with the wrong person. She is in love with my mate which she has no idea about. She behaving like this without knowing the truth then what will happen now if she finds out about the truth? I am damn sure we are going to be enemies for eternity. I have a lot in my head, dealing with Angel is just something that I don't need now, I am still doing my best in avoiding the twins. Avoiding any social gathering that will make them present, having only breakfast in the general dining since they don't like coming out for breakfast. After partying Nicholas was always exhausted to come out for breakfast but as for Derrick whatever that is occupying his time and making him absent for breakfast is still something that I have no idea and I am happy for having my space. But as for lunch and dinner, I don't dare to step foot inside, though the truth will still unveil itself, for now, I am not yet ready.

Nengi is the only person that I have to deal with during breakfast, she is a pain in the ass. Acting all good in front of everyone and trying to push all the blames on me but you remember this saying **If you aren't brave enough no one will back you up*** That quote was damn right, because if I couldn't defend myself. She and her father could have succeeded in making me look bad in front of others, especially in front of Alpha and Luna. But thank God I also can avoid that wench of a girl, she is manipulative and cunny just like her father. The rumor centering around her mother's sudden madness doesn't seem right to me, I still wonder how these pack members have to buy that cheap lie. Are they under a spell or what?

I haven't seen Derrick for a while which seems suspicious, I have tried asking Virginia but she couldn't open up only that he was busy and currently working on something these past full days. Pushing more to know will drive suspicion my way which I am not ready to face yet. Today I have planned to tell Angel everything if that will rectify our broken bond. Though I now don't trust her, I have trust issues after what my family did to me and now because of her sudden behavior. I fear what will be her reaction if I tell her that I am mated to the twin brothers? Being mated to two people at the same time hasn't been heard of in the whole history of the werewolf realm and this is why I am frightened and worried. I am the first person this thing is happening to, this is the first time something like this was going to happen.

Sitting patiently on my bed, I waited for Angel, I knew she was coming. There was going to be another silence from her so I needed to do something that would engage us in a conversation. After some seconds of waiting, I heard a faint knock on the door before she entered inside, just like I said it was another silence. She went ahead with her duties after greeting me as a sign of submissiveness, not going to take her silence anymore. I stopped her before she could make it to the door.

"Angel, you didn't remember to do the bed," my voice was tender and calm as I collectively reminded her. Stopping in her track with her back on me, she stood for some seconds before continuing her walk.

I surprisingly called her "Angel!! Angel!!!..." Sounding dead serious I called her again "Angel stop right there…."

Unhurriedly turning around she stared at me with a taunting brow. "Can't you hear…..?" I asked her.

"Maybe I have gone deaf….." She sarcastically uttered.

Licking my lips in frustration, I indirectly glared at her "I am not here for your folktales….. Why didn't you make my bed?" I asked despite being the one that undo the bed, I saw her arrange the bed earlier but I wanted to find something that would make us talk but I couldn't find or see anything other than undoing the bed.

"You know if you are fucking craving for my attention I didn't expect you to go this low," she affronts.

"Mind your language….." I told her, I am ready to accept her insults just to make sure that we were back to our normal selves.

"How can you expect me to rearrange the bed that I made not long ago, you undo it and blame me," she latched.

"You serve me, remember, so you do what I asked of you," I lashed out at her before I knew it, this wasn't how I planned this whole thing to go but I couldn't endure the insult or put my emotions in check.

"But I arranged the bed," she spits with anger.

"You are my servant, and what I say is what you will do," I harshly blast at her.

"Ser…….serve…..servant," with a shaky voice she asked me, my word took her by surprise. I have promised her that she was more like a sister to me but here I am calling her a servant, my word pierced into my heart. I feel for her, how could I be so cruel? Why did I say that? But she pushed me, she annoyed me.

"Hey, Angel I never meant that….." Walking towards her I mumbled to her.

Shaking her head, tears and surprise stung her eyes as they stared at me "Just stay away from me….."

"Please, Angel I understand you are going to be angry but it was a slip of tongue, I never meant it like that….." I tried covering up.

"Indeed, it was a slip of tongue," she smiled bitterly. "As if it wasn't in your mind, if it wasn't in your mind you shouldn't have said…… it shouldn't have slipped out of your lips," she furiously muttered as she fought back her emotions. I could see clearly that she was hurting and I am trying not to harm her more. She is dear to me despite everything I still have a soft spot for her.

"Please, understand I meant no harm," I said to her apologetically.

Sneezing, she whispered, "I need to go….."

"Angel I know but I am sorry," I pleaded.

"Is ok, I am not angry but I have to leave," she said with a phony smile, I know that she wanted to get out of here. She said that the wasn't mad at me I could have rejoiced but her eye said otherwise, she is fucking angry with me which is freaking obvious.

"I need to go, please," she said the last word more as she forced it. I am not going to hold her here though I so much wanted to but that will be termed selfish. I won't force her to be here to avoid another insult or me misbehaving, if this is the only thing I could do for us to amend our broken friendship then I will have to do it. She needs time alone.

Nodding my head, I barely whispered "You can go……..