Chapter 40

"This happened," I point to the beautiful bikini, “come on, I want to get into that pool and not come out until I’m completely wrinkled,” laughing and hugging my Darling, we left the room and went to look for my aunt. Derek seems to have gone with Yazahib, my handsome boyfriend looks great in his beach pants and tank top.

"I can't believe you're here,” my aunt looks at Simone and I once we get on the elevator, “this is great and I'm excited, I'll finally get to know the United States!" She screams excitedly.

"You'll see how much fun we'll have being there. You're going to like it very much,” my Darling hugs my aunt just like I did, “this will be exciting. My Spanish isn't that bad,” my aunt laughs.

“No honey, it's good, very good,” when we got to the ground floor, we got off the elevator and went to the pool. Everything is very lively and there are many people.

"I'll go get the drinks," I offer after realizing that Yazahib is not in the place, “what can I bring you?" My aunt decides on a rum with coca cola and Simone, a margarita, "perfect, it won't take long." Towel and my phone on a lounger, I hurry to the nearby bar.

"Hello miss," the bartender smiles coquettishly at me, “what can I offer you besides my admiration for your beauty?"

I smile at his impudence, "I want a rum and coke, two piña coladas, that have alcohol please," the man does not take his eyes off mine.

"If I serve you exclusively, will I have any rewards?"

I raise my eyebrow, "I have a boyfriend, and the only reward I can give you is a tip."

He shakes his head, "I'm not jealous," he shrugs and I get serious, I don't want him to disrespect me, “I'm only ordering a dinner in the moonlight ... you can distract your boyfriend and that's it.” Frowning, I show my anger at his daring self.

"You tell her something else and I will break your face," Yazahib's voice startles me, “who the hell do you think you are to say that to my girlfriend?" His accent pronounces some words wrong, he is very angry.

"Amos stop," I say when I realize that people are looking at him, “let's go, come,” I take him by the hand but he lets go.

"Do you want me to get you fired for disrespecting my wife?" He yells out of control.

"Yazahib, please just leave it like that, let's go," I pull at him hard but Yazahib is so angry that he lets go of me and walks away with quick steps. I run after him, “love wait,” I try to stop him.

"What do you expect? Damn it! I told you not to wear that stupid bikini, do you like the way those stupid guys look at you? Do you like to see me always angry because of that? Tell me, Daniel!” He gets on the elevator and I go up after him.

"No, I don't like it honey, I don't like it, please calm down, I was not going to accept his invitation, you know that.” Yazahib fidgets due to lack of control. He punches the elevator wall and smashes the mirror. I shrink from the creaking of the mirror, “you'll hurt yourself, please try to control yourself,” the elevator opens its doors and he storms out. I run after him again.

"Leave me alone, Daniel, leave me alone," he yells looking for clothes.

"Where are you going?" I ask when I see him change his clothes, "love please ..." Yazahib opens my suitcase to take out his things for personal use and what should never have happened.

The pills fall on the bed, Yazahib looks at me worriedly and I run to pick them up but he is faster than me and picks them up. He reads them and once he knows what it is he glares at me.

"You lied to me!" He yells, throwing the pills at the other end of the room, "I trusted you ..."

"I'm sorry my love ... please forgive me ..." I look at him desperately, “I'm not ready to have a baby now,” he looks at me furiously, his chest rises and falls with force from his chaotic breathing.

"I know," he says, leaving me unsettled, "I knew you didn't want a baby, that's why I told you I wanted one. I only did it to find out if you trusted me and the answer is no, you do not trust me!”

"How can I tell you if you told me I couldn't avoid pregnancy? You made me think you were forcing me.”

"Yes, I wanted to make you believe that, but I also needed to know if you trusted this relationship to give me a refusal despite what I told you. Do you want to know why I don't know how to love? Do you want to know why I am never with a woman for more than a few months? Because they all turn out to be liars just like you. It was a damn test, Daniel, I just wanted you to trust me and tell me you didn't want a baby bluntly without fear of losing me, but you didn't. You played with my wishes, I thought you really wanted it, I believed it for a moment, seeing no negative response on your part, I believed it. You saw me happy, you listened to me talk about our future baby and you just pretended and treated me like an ignorant fool.”

Scared to lose the man I love, I take him by the arm to stop him, “no, let me explain it to you, Yazahib, I thought you would not accept a refusal from me. You acted like you didn't know my position, it wasn't my fault.”

"You acted too, and in a worse way! I just wanted to test your trust in me and you made fun of what I wanted. I don't want to see you anymore in my life. You no longer exist to me.”

"How can you say that to me? You are the man I love, you are my love.”

Yazahib looks at me coldly and his lips draw a bitter smile, "I'm just your billionaire." My heart breaks as I understand the meaning of his words. He thinks I'm with him just because of his money.

"Yazahib" I go after him and when he closes the door in my face I feel like dying because I know that everything is over.

I never believed that this relationship would end in this absurd way, I never believed that Yazahib would be so mad at me. What had to be a reconciliation now is a break in my relationship. Yazahib left me and I don't think he will return.