Chapter 13
****Warning!!!! This chapter contains mature content!!!!****
Maria's ( P. O. V. )
Two Months Later.
It's been two months since Jason and I, announced our relationship to everyone. It's been so wonderful being with him, everything was going great until a month ago, after he went to a party with Adam and Ben, everything changed after that he started being distant, well don't get me wrong he would text me good morning etc.
Just like usual, but I haven't seen him in a month, he calls from time to time, he tells me what his up to, but that's not enough I miss him. I miss cuddling, I miss making love it's been two months since we had sex, and I just feel lonely, even though I have a boyfriend, sometimes it doesn't seem like I have one.
Anyway right now I'm in my car.
Yeah... That's right, I got a car...
Well actually my dad bought this car for me, it was my graduation present.
He said he started saving money when I began high school. I was so happy and amazed at how the mini cooper looked so beautiful in my favourite colour Red..
As I was saying I'm going to visit my mom at her house.
I know... I've spend most of my time at Jason's families house but my parents have they own little home were I grew up.
It's been two months since I saw my mom. I miss her, the last time I saw her was at the "Welcome back home Party" held at Jason's family house, I've just been so busy with my new job, every one is busy with they new jobs. I've not since the others in a month.
The last time I saw Adam and Ben was when they were preparing for the house party held at Adam's house, Jason , Ben and Adam went to the party, the girls and I didn't go, because we just didn't want to. We were having a sleepover at Carla's house, her parents weren't they so, we ditched the party for the sleepover, but now I regret ditching the party because after the party. Jason and I became distant, he doesn't visit me, we just chat on the phone.
I miss him so much...
Ugh!!
"Focus Camila." I said to myself as I parked my car in front of my parents house,
I got out of my car and knocked on the door and it instantly opened.
"Hey Mom." I greeted, when my mom opened the door, her face brightened up when she saw me.
"Oh, hello my beautiful daughter, you don't visit me anymore because you have a boyfriend now huh." my mom remarked has she hugged me.
I furrowed.
"Why would you think that Mum?" I questioned.
"Don't mind me honey I'm just lonely, come inside." she dismissed, in a sad tone.
I entered the house and she sat on the couch, I followed her and sat next to her.
"You know I'd never miss a chance to see you, I'm just busy with work, the internship is really taking a toll on me." I responded, with an exhausted sigh.
"Oh, my daughter is tired of working huh." she replied, rubbing my shoulder.
"Mum, I'm not tired of working. I love my job, it just that these days I've been feeling tired, dizzy and nauseas, I really don't know what's wrong with me." I confided.
"Honey, please don't tell me you pregnant or I'll - " I cut her off.
"Mum how can you think I'm pregnant, I'm just tired, that's all. I think I just need a break from the court room, cause I'm always there." I I interjected, been in a internship with a law firm, contains you being in a court room every time.
It's tiring..
"Okay honey, but because of your nausea, I recommend you go to the doctor to check you out, you might have worms in your stomach or you could be pregnant either way you need to go to the doctor." she suggested.
"Mum, for the first and last time, I'm not pregnant, okay." I replied, irritated that she is still saying that I could be pregnant.
"Okay honey, I'm so sorry if I made you mad, but can I ask you something really important." she apologied.
"Yeah sure." I answered.
"Do you and Jason use protection I mean a condom, or something?" she inquired leaning into me.
What the heck is wrong with her?
"Mum... that's my personal life, its none of your business. Stop meddling in my life, please." I fumed, totally annoyed by her question.
"Okay I'm sorry." she replied and all of sudden her face saddens.
"Mum what's wrong you seem sad?" I inquired.
"It's nothing honey." She dismissed the topic. "it's just I miss you and your dad is always working, we don't have time for each other." she explained, fiddling with her fingers.
I lifted her chin with my hand.
"Mum how long as it been since you and dad been intimate?" I asked.
I know how my mom feels...
Jason and I haven't had sex in two months and I'm so horny. Women have needs too, not only Men.
Some people don't realise that..
"Mum, you don't need to feel ashamed, I feel lonely too Jason and I haven't seen each other in a long time and I'm horny has hell." I confessed, not ashamed at all.
My mom and I have always been close, we talk about anything and everything.
She laughed.
"Maria it's not only that he and I are not sexually together, his just really distant, his a workaholic per say." she exclaimed.
"Wow. Mum I never thought I'd hear you say "per say." I remarked, laughing.
She joined me and we both laughed our heads off.
My mom's English has improved a lot....
I'm so proud of her.
"Mum, I think you and dad need to talk face to face not over the phone, you need to tell him you feel lonely, just tell him how you feel." I commanded, in a serious tone.
"Wow honey, you should become a therapist not a lawyer." she stated, clapping her hands and I laughed.
"Stop joking, are you gonna take my advice Mamacita?" I questioned.
"No, don't call me that only my son-in-law Jason is allowed to call them." she responded.
"Wow, you changed sides so quickly. I'm the one that gave you a certificate worthy advice but do you know where your son-in-law is?" I replied.
"Maria stop acting dramatic I just like it when Jason calls me Mamacita that's all." she answered and I rolled my eyes.
I sneezed.
I've been sneezing for a long time. I usually don't get the flu very easily.
"Maria are you sneezing again, I think you need to go to the doctor, did you get your flu vaccination?" she asked rubbing my back.
"No Mom I didn't. I forgot, I'll go today." I responded and sneezed again.
Ugh!! I hate sneezing....
"I want you to go now okay, we're done talking now, go." she dismissed, pulling me off the couch.
"Mum!" I yelled, trying to stop her from pushing me out the door.
"Call me once you're done getting your vaccination, bye." she replied waving her hand at me and I waved back.
"Bye mom, love you." I exclaimed, smiling.
I love how much she still takes care of me even though I'm practically an adult now...
I wanna treat my daughter the same way..
"Love you too." she responded, I got inside my car and drove off. Straight to the clinic, I always go to for my shots.
Ten Minutes later.
I parked at entrance of the Saban Community clinic, I walked inside and went straight to the receptionist desk.
"Hello Miss, I'm here for my flu vaccination." I informed the receptionist.
She looked at her computer.
"Sorry Miss, you late." she replied.
"I know I'm late, but a least I'm here please can you let me get my vaccination." I pleaded.
I don't know how I forgot about my vaccination...
"Okay, you can sit there on that cue, once your name is called then you can go in." she instructed, pointing to the cue of ladies sitting and a sit, a little further by the door.
"Thank you so much." I responded, smiling profoundly.
She smiled. "No problem" she replied.
I sat down on the chair and took out my phone, to play Plants and Zombies.
Yeah!!
A 20 year old Loves playing games too..
So focused on my game, I faintly heard a slam. I lifted my head and spotted Rebecca.
Surely she slammed the door to get everyone's attention.
She walked to the receptionist and went inside a room.
Drama Queen...
I continued playing my game.
Five Minutes later.
My name was finally called and I immediately walked inside the room, my friend Samantha is my vaccination doctor.
"Hey Maria, long time no see." she greeted happily, walking over to give me a hug.
"Hey, Samantha you still are has beautiful as ever." I complimented.
Jason and her dated for two months, I was jealous because she was my friend, but I got over it...
She smiled. "Oh, thank you, you look beautiful as always." she replied and I flipped my hair, dramatically.
"Oh, thank you, I try." I stated and we both laughed.
"So, you here for your flu vaccination right?" she asked and I nodded.
"Have a sit." she instructed, offering a chair near her desk, I sat and she took out a needle.
I have never been afraid of needles unlike Jason.. he's terrified of them.
"Ow." I winced, the needle has never hurt me before.
"Sorry, I was thinking about Jason." I pointed out.
She smiled. "Oh, Jason hated needles." she responded, laughing and I smiled.
"How is he?" she asked.
I have to tell her that Jason and I are dating I don't want her thinking she has another chance.
She's my friend..
Yes!! But sometimes friends can backstab you..
"His okay, Oh did you hear" I started.
"Hear what?" she asked curiously, while rubbing spot the needle went through.
"Jason and I are dating." I confessed proudly.
"What really... congrats but isn't he dating Rebecca?" she questioned.
"No, they broke up long time ago." I answered.
"No, Rebecca came in here a while ago and said that she was pregnant with Jason's baby." Samantha informed.
"No, no way, she must be lying like always." I replied.
Jason would never cheat on me...
"You right she must be lying, she's such a good liar." Samantha pointed out and I nodded.
"We're done." she announced.
"Thank you so much, it's so wonderful seeing you again after a long time." I thanked, standing up from the chair.
"You welcome, same here. Bye see you soon." she replied and hugged me.
"Bye." I replied and pulled away from our embrace.
I walked out of the room and exited the clinic. I reached in my pocket to get my car keys but it fall to the ground.
Ugh!!
I picked up the keys and I suddenly heard a voice.
"Hey Maria." I stood up and locked eyes with Rebecca, her hand on her belly.
"Hey Rebecca." I greeted.
"I guess you wondering why my hand is on my belly, well it's because I'm pregnant." she responded, smiling from ear to ear.
I don't remember asking..but anyway.
"Wow, congratulations." I replied, not really meaning it.
"Do you wanna know who the father is?" she asked.
I nodded and she smiled. I really do wanna know who the father is because I know it's not Jason.
"Of course you do, well Jason Mendez is the father of my baby." she confessed, smirking while rubbing her belly.
What no!!
This can't be!!
"Oh, my ride is her. I gotta go, see you soon, you'll surely be invited to my baby shower, bye." she stated and walked away.
No this isn't true Jason would never cheat on me. I took my phone out off my jean pocket and called him.
I need to speak to him, the call instantly went straight to voicemail. I turned to see Rebecca with a man, she hugged him, and they kissed, the guy turned sideways a bit.
Oh my Gosh..
It's Jason..
He pulled away from their kiss and rubbed Rebecca's belly, he helped her in his car and drove off.
I lost my balance and laid my hands on the roof of my car.
This can't be happening to me right now. Jason the love of my life, my first lover, my first kisser, his my first everything. I gave my all to him, and he repaid me by cheating on me.
It's not gonna end here I'm gonna confront him, he'll have to tell me the truth.
I got inside my car and started driving towards my apartment.
I stopped at a red light and the tears just fall at they own accord.
I just can't believe he cheated on me with Rebecca of all people, I never thought he would do this to me.
Once I reached my apartment building, I got out of my car and walked straight to our elevator and pressed the 4th floor and I walked to my apartment door.
Opening the door I walked inside and slammed the door shut, I sat down on the couch and dialed Jason's number on my phone.
After two rings he picked up.
"Hey babe, what's up?" he asked casually.
"I want you to come to my apartment now." I requested, in a serious tone.
"Now, honey I'm really busy with work but I promise you I'll stop by later." he countered, tears started falling down my cheeks, because I know his lying.
"Jason I want you in my apartment now or else." I threatened.
"Okay I'll be right over." he replied and ended the call.
His gonna have to explain to me what really happened...
15 minutes later.
I heard a knock on my door and the door opened and Jason walked inside.
"Babe I'm here..." he trailed off, when I turned to look at him.
"Baby why are crying, what happened, who hurt you?" he asked wiping my tears.
"You did, you hurt me Jason." I revealed, tears still falling on they own accord as usual.
"Maria what are you talking about?" he asked.
"You cheated on me with Rebecca, Jason and I'll never forgive you for that." I confessed, standing up from my couch.
"And to top it all of she's pregnant with your baby Jason, how could you do this to me, I thought you really loved me, I gave myself to you I gave you all of me, I gave you my virginity the most sacred thing to me, and this is the way you repay me for all the love I showed you, you the worst Jason, I hate you!" I yelled, with no remorse and he just stared at me.
"Maria listen, let me explain to you what happened." he responded, walking towards me and laying a hand on my shoulder.
"Don't you dare touch me you lost that right when you slept with Rebecca." I warned, pushing his hands away from me.
"I'm sorry, okay I won't touch you but you need to hear me out you can't just assume whatever you want." he remarked.
"What do you mean Jason, I saw you and Rebecca kissing today at the clinic and you rubbed her belly. Today she told me that she was pregnant with your baby, Samantha also told me the same thing, so everyone else knows except for me, poor Maria, to busy working couldn't figure out that her boyfriend was cheating on her, you such a bastard Jason." I insulted him and he ran his hands though his hair.
"Maria listen to me, please. I'm begging you." he pleaded.
"What's your explanation?" I inquired, I really wanna know what happened.
I know he wouldn't cheat on me intentionally...
"Okay, remember when Adam, Ben and I went to that house party at Adam's house?" he questioned and I just nodded not looking into his eyes.
"Well, I drank way to much as usual, and I woke up the next morning, naked in a room and Rebecca was next to me, she was also naked." he revealed, staring at the floor.
"You -" he cut me off.
"Let me finish Maria, I asked Rebecca, what happened the night before, she told me, that we-e." he interjected, stammering.
"Say it, just say it Jason!" I yelled loudly.
"She told me, that we had sex that night." he spilled out.
"So, you don't remember sleeping with her?" I asked.
He nodded.
"Maria I'm sorry, I really am, please forgive, I didn't mean to hurt you, I promise -" I cut him off.
"I don't wanna hear any promises, because you promised me that you'll never hurt, you told me you loved me but you didn't mean that at all, you such a manipulator." I responded.
"Maria please don't say that, my love for you is real, it always has been." he admitted, tears spilling from his eyes.
I've never seen him cry, in other circumstances, I would've been sad seeing him cry, but now I don't give a fuck if his crying because he didn't care about my feelings when he slept with Rebecca.
"What about the pregnancy?" I asked.
"She told me two weeks after the party incident that she was pregnant and it's my baby. Maria I can't just abandoned her, she's carrying my baby." he disclosed.
"Jason I can't believe you hid this from me for a month, everyone else knew expect for me, I look like an idiot." I stated, I can't believe this is happening right now.
"Maria, listen we can work this out I promise I'll give time for you and my baby. I miss you, you know that, it's been two months since we, you know, why don't we..." he suggested, caressing my cheek.
"Jason I-" he cut me off by kissing me.
I missed him...
Yes he hurt me tremendously... But I'll handle that after....
I moaned and wrapped my arms and legs around him, he carried me to the couch and I pulled away from our kiss, undressing our self's.
Once we were naked, Jason started sucking my breast and I instantly moaned tipping my head back, he kissed his way down my pussy.
Ugh! I missed this...
"Ah, Jason that feels so good." I moaned, he continued to lick me until I couldn't take it and I cumed all over his face, he licked my clit one last time.
I licked all the cum from his face and kissed my way down his body until I reached his dick.
I didn't waste time licking, I just started sucking his dick.
"Agh! Maria ah, please don't stop." he pleaded, tipping his head back in pleasure.
I continued sucking his dick until he cumed in my mouth and I swallowed all his cum.
He sighed. "Ah, Maria, I missed you." he confessed, pulling me from his knees and kissed me sliding his tongue in my mouth.
He pulled away and positioned himself at my core, he slowly slid inside and sighed.
"Ahhh, you so tight princess." he commented, tipping his head back.
He slid in deeper until I could feel all of him inside me, I moved my hips a little and he started thrusting, first in a slow pace.
"Ah, ah, ahhh, faster, please go faster." I commanded, my hands on his shoulders.
"Ahh Maria you feel so good." he responded and leaned in, kissing me slowly and tenderly.
He pounded inside me, the couch shaking because of how fast his thrusting, I can't stop moaning.
"Ah, Jason, ah!!" I yelled has I cumed.
We continued making love for ten minutes straight, just ravishing in each others bodies.
I cumed for the fourth time now, I feel so weak, my legs feel weak. He released all his juices inside me, in an explosive orgasm.
He sighed. "Ah, Maria, I missed you so much." he admitted and kissed me slowly sliding out of me. I groaned when he pulled out of me.
He only missed me for sex...
I need to put an end to this right now.
I'm not gonna let him walk all over me.
But I wanna be with him!!
Ugh!! Why do I have to love him so much.
Tears streamed down my cheeks.
"Babe why are you crying again, did I hurt you, was I rough, I'm so sorry if I was?" he questioned, wiping my tears tenderly.
Why does he have to be so sweet at this moment?.
"Jason..." I paused taking a deep breath and I continued.
"Jason I need you to leave, please go get your things and leave." I commanded, my gaze on the floor.
I don't wanna look at his face because I know.. I'll change my mind if I do.
"Maria what why, didn't we settle this." he pointed out, annoyed.
"Jason, I just wanted us to have our last time together, because I knew I was gonna end our relationship. I wanted to end it on a good tone." I whimpered, still not meeting his eyes.
"Maria please you can't do this to me, I love you." he pleaded, placing his hands over mine.
"Jason it's over I'm breaking up with you, so can you get your belongings and leave my life for good." I concluded, tears spilling from my eyes.
I don't wanna do this but, I don't trust him anymore. He cheated on me and now is having a baby with my nemesis.
I can never forgive that.... Nor can I forget it.
"Maria please, we can work this out, please." he begged.
"Jason, how are we gonna work this out, you having a baby with Rebecca. I don't wanna be in a relationship with a man that has a baby momma, you won't have time for me, you'll have to go to appointments, ultrasounds, you also need to be there when she's on her ninth trimester. You need to be there when the baby is born, you need to help take care of the baby, because she can't do it all on her own, you won't have time for me, just like these few weeks you weren't with me because you were with Rebecca. Jason I can't, please let's just end it here, you take care of your baby and I'll take care of myself." I explained, trying to make him understand.
He ran his hand through his hair.
"Maria I love you I can't live without you." he confessed, I finally looked at him.
"Jason you've lived one month without me and here you are right in front of me, you not dead are you." I replied.
I don't know why men like to say that, it's getting old now...
"Maria you know what I mean, I just don't want us to break up, please Maria." he pleaded.
"Jason please just go inside the room and take all your things and leave, we are through." I concluded for the second time.
He was about to say something but I held my hand up.
"Jason please don't make this harder then it already is, just leave please."I begged.
He stood up slowly, his eyes were fixated on me he had an unreadable expression on his face. He walked towards what used to be our bedroom.
I can't help it.. I immediately started crying again...
I love him so much... Why? Why?
Why did this have to happen to me, to us?? Why?? Why??
He walked out. "Maria please reconsider, we can work this out please my love. Please." he pleaded once more.
"Jason just leave, now!" I yelled, he walked towards the door his hand on the door knob and he turned to me.
"I promise, once we meet again I'll not let you go, I promise Maria." he professed certainly, I stood up walked over to him and pushed him out the door.
"I love you Maria, I'll always love you never forget that princess, your my princess!!" he yelled from outside my door.
I slid down the door.
"I love you too, Jason I'll always love you.." I whispered to no one in particular.
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