Damn it! I just can't say it
Amanda could no longer hold herself.
She wanted to know everything.
"Tell me everything!
That was more like a command to him, but he was feeling glad to give her the information she seeks.
That has been a mystery to her for so long.
He was the one that asked her to leave, and he is still the one that found out what the secret is.
Even though it is too heavy for him, he knows that he is going to have to say it.
He has beaten himself up for too long, now it was time, to let it all out, for his sanity.
"It is really heavy for me to say this, but I cannot keep it from you.
The moment I discovered what had happened to you, I started looking for a way to meet you and tell you everything".
He was beating around the bush and to Amanda, she felt like yelling at him.
Her facial expressions was enough to tell him that she doesn't need too much spice to the story, as she just needs him to hit the nail on the head.
Dave seem not to get her message for he was still hesitating.
She started thinking it must have something to do with his mother Brown and Tracy which is why it was so hard for him to say it, so she asked softly.
"So I was drugged and raped in my own house.
Was it your mother that planned the act?
Because I am still trying to think of how and when she came to the house.
Since we got married, your mother never visited.
The once she came was to taunt me about how useless I am.
She even blames me for the son that died.
Your mother plotted the rape and that is why it is so difficult for you to say.
You don't have to worry so much, I get the message, but just let her know that karma is real and it will catch up with her real soon".
While she was lamenting, her tears were rolling down now.
She wouldn't be surprised, if it was his mother, she wouldn't be expecting less from a woman like that.
Dave tried to console her, but she refused to be consoled.
Then Dave spoke softly, into her ears when he wiped her tears.
"It wasn't mother".
Amanda looked up with teary eyes, wondering if Dave is just trying to cover up for his mother. There is no way she wouldn't be involved, if she is to lay hands on her first suspect, it would be her mother inlaw.
"Then who plotted Steven to Rape me"
Dave knew he would have to say it.
There is no escaping it.
"It was...Damn it, I just cannot say it".
He hit his fist on the wall.
I could not believe it myself too.
I would have loved to confront her and ask why she did that to you, but she is no more.
Amanda started thinking he was talking about Tracy.
She wasn't too surprise too.
But why she was getting confused was because Dave said he didn't believe it too.
Why would he say that.
It is obvious that Tracy hates her and she have always wanted to take her space back, for she feels Amanda took the space frim her, until she started cheating on him with ever Tom, Dick and Harry that came her way.
She was probably shocked that Dave could move on without her.
"Why are you surprised that Tracy planned it.
You shouldn't be, because she have always hated me.
I too would have loved to ask her what I did to her.
I am a woman like her for crying out loud.
How could she allow a thing like that happen to me and she could sleep at night?
Dave started having a difficult breath.
She have mentioned all the names related to her, of he still says it's not any of them, even though Tracy is the planner, she would then know that why it is so hard for him to call the name of the person.
"You are right.
Tracy planned it all.
Amanda folded her lips together and let out a tear.
" I know she planned it all, but she couldn't have planned it alone.
I never went anywhere with her, she was never at my house.
We never did anything together.
I only heard about her from the stories you told me.
So tell me, who else was involved".
By this time, Amanda have exhausted the people she have in mind.
Those she know that will be more than willing to hurt her if given the chance.
Those that are very much against her, but when he spoke, his voice was calm, hurt, apologetic, and very low, but she heard him loud and clear.
gShe looked up at him, demanding with her eyes that he should repeat himself.
"Sonia was the one that drugged you".
He spoke again, this time it was loud and held no emotion to his voice.
Though he couldn't look up at her, his face was down.
Amanda could not believe her ears.
She could never have thought of Sonia.
She was the only person she have not called, because she doesn't see her as an enemy.
She is the only one that sees her and take her as a friend in that family.
She even came to stay with her after she lost her baby
She was there for her. She took care of her.
"No, you are lyin!g.
Sonia will never do that to me"
She was looking at his face, hoping to hear him say it is all a prank, but his expression didn't change.
And who will prank against the dead.
She nodded her head, she was trying to be brave, believing that Karma has taken charge, but her heart could not take it.
She was gravely shaking.
The baby started moving really fast inside of her.
She was blinking her eyes fast while holding her stomach and the tears would not stop dropping.
Sonia Drugged me?
It was as though she was loosing it already.
Sonia Drugged me
Was all she could say.
By the time Dave looked up to meet her eyes, he saw that she was acting strange. She was contracting.
He had seen it before.
She was holding on tight to her stomach with her mouth open.
She seem to be trying to breath in and breath out at the same time.
Dave had to rush out to get the doctor.
