CHAPTER 29 (Part 2)
"What's your dream all about hmm..." he asked while caressing my jaw softly.
Should I answer his question? Leina was with me in my dream. I know that I have nothing to fear. Since I came back here, Leina and I never crossed paths again.
I wonder if where she is right now. I hope she's happy now. She deserves to be happy after all. I know I've hurt her feelings way back. I didn't intend to hurt her. Its just that I want to own my man 'cause he actually belongs to me not with her or any woman out there.
I hugged Rainer's waist tightly and slowly opened my mouth to answer his question.
"My dream is weird..." I started.
I feel that he is staring at me intently. I bit my lip and continued speaking.
"I s-saw you kissing someone else's forehead and lips. I saw you happy with someone else. I s-saw you with Leina leaving me left behind like you didn't know me..." my voice immediately broke after speaking. Rainer hugged me tighter.
"I r-run and run after you. I want you to come back. But I couldn't catch you. I heard a voice... whispering in my ears. He says you are not real. That you're just a figment of my imagination a-and you'll never love me." My voice broke even more after saying those words. Memories of my dreams keep flashing back inside my head.
Even if it's just a dream it hurts big-time. how can it be true? Maybe I'm really going crazy.
"I'm sorry... I was so late to wake you up." he muttered lowly while caressing my waist.
"It's just a dream and it's not true. Whatever that voice says, don't believe it. I love you with all my heart Talliah I hope you know that." he said in a soft voice.
My heart beat faster because of what he said.
"I know Rainer." I whispered softly.
A few seconds passed and I still couldn't fall asleep. I suddenly jumped when someone grabbed my chin causing me to look up. Rainer worried eyes looked at me.
"You can not sleep?" he asked and I immediately nodded. He took a deep breath and suddenly stood up. I curiously followed his every move.
"Wait here okay? I'll just get you a glass of water." I immediately nodded to him as a response.
He immediately walked and headed to the door. I took a deep sigh and caressed my chest. I leaned my back against the bed. I roamed my eyes around his room. I can't help but smile proudly when I saw how his room changed a lot.
You can see the big difference in his room compared to before. His room has an air conditioner, which was not there before. He renovated their house and I'm so proud of him. They also added two bedrooms.
Tallan and Caelliah were sleeping in Mama and Papa's room. Rainer's parents are very interested in their grandchildren.
I was very lucky because they accepted me with all their love. Since we arrived here and I introduced the twins. I did not hear a single bad word from their mouths.
They welcome me completely. Mom is so sweet. He understands my decision. They gave so much love to my children and me. I thought they would ask so many hard questions towards me but they only asked random simple questions.
It's like the memory of when we were together came back to me. I felt like I was right at home. The home that made my heart so secure.
Rainer family treated me so nicely. it seems like before I only dreamed of entering and being a part of his life. Back then I really admired how strong their family was. I used to wish that one day I could be included and participate so that I could feel what it feels like to have a complete and happy family.
Because it was taken from me a long time ago. One big happy family. I promised myself that if someday... I want to build a complete and happy family for my children.
I don't want to make them feel the way I used to feel. Lonely and sad always seeking for attention.
And I guess I didn't break my promise to myself. I've made it.
I turned to the door when I heard it open. Rainer smiled warmly at me as he walked towards my direction. I can't still not believe we're living in the same roof now.
"Here," He handed me the glass of water.
I smiled sweetly at him and got the glass. I immediately gulped down all the water in the glass to make me feel better but I still couldn't feel sleepy. When Rainer saw that I had finished drinking, he immediately took the glass and placed it on the bedside table.
He looked at me intently. he licked his lower lip while he was busy stroking my hair. He was standing on the edge of the bed. I pouted my lips a bit when he showered my face with so many kisses.
"You want me to rub you with my fingers so you can go back to sleep?" he softly asked making my eyes widen.
He chuckled a bit with my reaction. With my blushing face I slowly nodded my head making him smile handsomely. Why is he so handsome?
He quickly sat up on the bed. I laid my whole body on the bed while looking at him. My cheeks reddened even more when he without saying anything pulled the shorts and my panties away from my body. I immediately felt the cold in my womanhood because of what he did.
Rainer immediately pulled the comforter up to cover our bodies. the hairs on the back of my neck immediately stood up when he slowly stroked my thigh up and down. I glared at him when I knew that he was actually teasing me. He immediately put one of my thighs on his waist.
His lips lifted for a smirk when he saw my flushed face. my lips parted a bit when slowly he gently rubbed my feminine making my knees so weak.
Rainer held my jaw softly. He reached for my lips and gently showered it with sweet kisses as he was busy rubbing and stroking my flesh making me dizzy.
"This is the only idea that I know will surely get you back to sleep. I will rub you with my fingers." he whispered huskily on my lips before he harshly put his two fingers inside my wet core.
I clung to his shoulder as he began to speed up the movement of his finger out and into my tunnel.
"Uhmm... Ahhh..." I softly moaned when Rainer harshly pinched my clit using his thumb.
Rainer manly chuckles echoed inside my ears as he was watching my flushed face.
"Moan more Talliah... I really love to hear your moans. It's so sexy... mine hardens immediately because of your moans. You're really good." he said laughing while kissing my jaw.
I slapped his arms a bit when he added one finger inside me. his three and long fingers are so busy thrusting deeply and faster inside me making my eyes to get sleepy. Uh I think he's doing so good huh.
"Rainer... Uhmm..." My moan escaped from my mouth when I felt that I'm so fucking near at the edge.
One hard thrust I felt myself convulse. I heard Rainer uneven breathing. I was catching my damn breath when I looked up at Rainer with my sleepy eyes. I pouted when I saw his happy and cocky face looking at me.
I caressed his jaw and yawned a bit "Baby I'm sleepy..." I mumbled making him laugh a bit.
"I know. Go to sleep. I'll clean you first with my tongue." He teasingly muttered making me roll my eyes.
"Goodnight Mommy sleep tight. I'm always here beside you, so don't be scared okay? I love you endlessly." Rainer sweetly mumbled those words making my heart race.
I planted a kiss on his lips and smiled sweetly at him "Thank you baby, I love you too endlessly." I mumble while looking at his eyes.
Before I was completely swept away by sleep, I felt the warm lips on my womanhood. Sipping and licking all my juices.
***
MORNING CAME my beautiful smile plastered on my lips when I felt my heart so calm and at ease. I felt the tranquility that I've always dreamed of whenever I wake up.
I feel peace in my heart so I can't stop being happy. My smile widened when I saw that my shorts were different.
Using my fingers I lightly combed my hair as I left the room. I saw that it was ten in the morning so I made my way to the kitchen.
I wonder where's the people in this house. my feet immediately stopped from walking when I saw Rainer leaning his back on the kitchen sink while his brows met in the middle. He's still handsome even if his eyebrows meet.
I bit my lower lip to stop myself from laughing when I saw who's the reason why he's so annoyed early in the morning.
I saw Lana by his side. Her arms were snaked around his waist. Lana was laughing while looking at her brother's annoyed face. Rainer ignored her because he was busy drinking coffee. I scratched my right brow when I definitely know that he's actually purposely doing that to piss off his sister.
I know he can't be angry with his sister. He loves Lana so much. One of the reasons why I've fallen in love with him.
"Brother, eh... I thought we were already okay." Lana whined like a kid while looking up at Rainer.
Rainer raised his right eyebrow while looking at his sister "Who said?" he asked his sister bluntly.
"You have a Big Brother? I thought you didn't have one." Rainer said sarcastically causing Lana to beat his chest.
Rainer immediately groaned and placed the glass on the edge of the sink before cupping his chest.
"Ouch it hurts Caelana Rainaia. I will report you to Mom." Rainer said with a wink before flicking his sister's forehead.
Lana pouted beside him and hugged his waist even more "I hate you... I thought we're already okay. Go ahead and report me to Mom, as long as we're going to be okay." Lana mumbled.
Rainer laughed and pinched her sister's nose. He ruffled his sister's hair before hugging her tightly as well.
"You're just saying that because you know I can't hurt your heart. You're being unfair. You can hurt me but I'm afraid of hurting you." He muttered while stroking his sister's hair.
my heart immediately clenched hearing his words. Why is he like that? That's why I fall more and more in love with him because he has so much love for the people who are important to him.
"It's okay to hurt me as long as Caelana Rainaia doesn't. Thank you Lana for always being there for her. Thank you for being with her in her lowest state when I'm not there beside her. You're the best sister for me. Kuya loves you so much even if you hate me." Rainer mumbled making her sister cry.
"I love you too..." Lana mumbled while sobbing.
"But you love Talliah more." Rainer pretends to be hurt, causing me to laugh.
"Brother I love you and sister Talliah okay? Don't be jealous." Lana said laughing, causing her older brother's face to crumple.
I closed my mouth when I saw that both of them turned their attention to me at the same time. Rainer looked at me with amusement in his eyes. While Lana excitedly ran towards me. But before she could hug me, a hard arm wrapped around my waist.
Wait. Why are they so fast to get to me?
Rainer pulled me closer to his body making Lana pouted a bit.
"Brother I want to hug Sister." Lana pleadingly looked at Rainer. Rainer shook his head and hugged me more.
"She's mine. You claim what's mine too much." Rainer said possessively to her sister.
"Alright, I'll only hug my crush." Lana smiled sweetly at her brother making Rainer's face to be crumpled.
"Just try it Rainaia. You'll hate me for sure" Rainer said seriously but her sister just laughed so hard while heading outside the kitchen.
I cupped Rainer's cheeks and I looked intently at his eyes. I love him so much.
"Why are you pissing your sister?" I asked while raising my brow.
"She's the one pissing me off. That's her talent." Rainer muttered while caressing my waist.
"How's your sleep hmm. Did you sleep well?" He asked teasing me.
I laughed and stoke his hair "I slept soundly. Thanks to your skillful fingers and your hot tounge."
He laughed and kissed my lips so we laughed together.
"Are you ready?" he suddenly asked that made me confused.
"Where?" I asked in surprise.
"We're going to the beach right now. That's what the twins wanted, right. You forgot it?"
Fuck I forgot. I mentally slapped my forehead. How can you forget it Talliah. That's why the house is so quiet because maybe the twins are outside with their Grandmother and Grandmother.
Rainer wants to make more memories with the twins. From now on I will mark in my mind that the course of my life will change.
I will no longer live alone in a house. I will no longer beg for attention because there are people who will always give me attention.
I'm not going to walk alone anymore. I have Rainer with me. We will face our problems in life together.
I will tighten the grip on Rainer's hand and the family I will build so that they will not be lost from me. They're my diamond I want to treasure forever.












