Avoidance
CHAPTER 61
AVOIDANCE
It was already 8 o'clock in the evening. Ariella locked herself in their bedroom, while Anton is waiting for her to unlock it. As of now, he was in the lobby, sitting on the sofa with sad thoughts in his mind.
Ariella didn't realize that she fell asleep from crying. Now, she's awake and remembers everything again.
The heavy burden in her chest remained and it's becoming worse.
The heartache really sucks and it made her weak, unable to think properly.
It seems like she's drowning in her own tears where no one can save her only herself.
How could she face him if it only reminds her of everything? It made her heart break like glass.
Even if she forces herself to be okay, to feel okay, but she can't, her heart cannot.
Then, she remembered she was pregnant. She's even more in pain.
She can't stop crying while touching her tummy, feeling her little one.
Her mind filled with so many thoughts that made her cry even more.
Later on, she heard Anton calling her, and the door was unlocked by him using his extra key.
From where he was standing, he saw her crying, and saw her pitiful face.
He felt pity for his wife.
"My wife," he called weakly. Ariella just looked at him and didn't care if he saw her like that, with her crying face.
She let her tears flow in front of Anton as they both looked at each other.
"Why?" her weak question, then wipes her tears away but it drips again. "Why are you hurting me this way, honey?" she asked and she couldn't stop crying. She repeatedly wiped his cheek. "I thought you really loved me," she added.
Anton was unable to move and was stuck in his position while watching her like that, crying and asking those questions to him.
He couldn't stop the tears from falling but he braced himself so that he wouldn't end up crying.
"Don't you love me?" she asked.
He immediately said, "I love you, you know that."
“That's what you show and make me feel. You love me, but you're hurting me emotionally….in this way.”
Anton finally approached her, and sat beside her.
Ariella didn't push him away. She's weak physically and emotionally.
"That's why I am begging you. I am really sorry.”
She closed her eyes tightly, and then wiped her cheeks. His vision is getting blurry because his eyes are full of tears.
…… ………. ……. …
It was already 8 o'clock in the evening. Ariella locked herself in their bedroom, while Anton is waiting for her to unlock it. As of now, he was in the lobby, sitting on the sofa with sad thoughts in his mind.
Ariella didn't realize that she fell asleep from crying. Now, she's awake and remembers everything again.
The heavy burden in her chest remained and it's becoming worse.
The heartache really sucks and it made her weak, unable to think properly.
It seems like she's drowning in her own tears where no one can save her only herself.
How could she face him if it only reminds her of everything? It made her heart break like glass.
Even if she forces herself to be okay, to feel okay, but she can't, her heart cannot.
Then, she remembered she was pregnant. She's even more in pain.
She can't stop crying while touching her tummy, feeling her little one.
Her mind filled with so many thoughts that made her cry even more.
Later on, she heard Anton calling her, and the door was unlocked by him using his extra key.
From where he was standing, he saw her crying, and saw her pitiful face.
He felt pity for his wife.
"My wife," he called weakly. Ariella just looked at him and didn't care if he saw her like that, with her crying face.
She let her tears flow in front of Anton as they both looked at each other.
"Why?" her weak question, then wipes her tears away but it drips again. "Why are you hurting me this way, honey?" she asked and she couldn't stop crying. He repeatedly wiped his cheek. "I thought you really love me," she added.
Anton was unable to move and was stuck in his position while watching her like that, crying and asking those questions to him.
He couldn't stop the tears from falling but he braced himself so that he wouldn't end up crying.
"Don't you love me?" she asked.
He immediately said, "I love you, you know that."
“That's what you show and make me feel. You love me, but you're hurting me emotionally….in this way.”
Anton finally approached her, and sat beside her.
Ariella didn't push him away. She's weak physically and emotionally.
"That's why I am begging you. I am really sorry.”
She closed her eyes tightly, and then wiped her cheeks. His vision is getting blurry because his eyes are full of tears.
It was already 8 o'clock in the evening. Ariella locked herself in their bedroom, while Anton is waiting for her to unlock it. As of now, he was in the lobby, sitting on the sofa with sad thoughts in his mind.
Ariella didn't realize that she fell asleep from crying. Now, she's awake and remembers everything again.
The heavy burden in her chest remained and it's becoming worse.
The heartache really sucks and it made her weak, unable to think properly.
It seems like she's drowning in her own tears where no one can save her only herself.
How could she face him if it only reminds her of everything? It made her heart break like glass.
Even if she forces herself to be okay, to feel okay, but she can't, her heart cannot.
Then, she remembered she was pregnant. She's even more in pain.
She can't stop crying while touching her tummy, feeling her little one.
Her mind filled with so many thoughts that made her cry even more.
Later on, she heard Anton calling her, and the door was unlocked by him using his extra key.
From where he was standing, he saw her crying, and saw her pitiful face.
He felt pity for his wife.
"My wife," he called weakly. Ariella just looked at him and didn't care if he saw her like that, with her crying face.
She let her tears flow in front of Anton as they both looked at each other.
"Why?" her weak question, then wipes her tears away but it drips again. "Why are you hurting me this way, honey?" she asked and she couldn't stop crying. He repeatedly wiped his cheek. "I thought you really love me," she added.
Anton was unable to move and was stuck in his position while watching her like that, crying and asking those questions to him.
He couldn't stop the tears from falling but he braced himself so that he wouldn't end up crying.
"Don't you love me?" she asked.
He immediately said, "I love you, you know that."
“That's what you show and make me feel. You love me, but you're hurting me emotionally….in this way.”
Anton finally approached her, and sat beside her.
Ariella didn't push him away. She's weak physically and emotionally.
"That's why I am begging you. I am really sorry.”
She closed her eyes tightly, and then wiped her cheeks. His vision is getting blurry because his eyes are full of tears.
It was already 8 o'clock in the evening. Ariella locked herself in their bedroom, while Anton is waiting for her to unlock it. As of now, he was in the lobby, sitting on the sofa with sad thoughts in his mind.
Ariella didn't realize that she fell asleep from crying. Now, she's awake and remembers everything again.
The heavy burden in her chest remained and it's becoming worse.
The heartache really sucks and it made her weak, unable to think properly.
It seems like she's drowning in her own tears where no one can save her only herself.
How could she face him if it only reminds her of everything? It made her heart break like glass.
Even if she forces herself to be okay, to feel okay, but she can't, her heart cannot.
Then, she remembered she was pregnant. She's even more in pain.
She can't stop crying while touching her tummy, feeling her little one.
Her mind filled with so many thoughts that made her cry even more.
Later on, she heard Anton calling her, and the door was unlocked by him using his extra key.
From where he was standing, he saw her crying, and saw her pitiful face.
He felt pity for his wife.
"My wife," he called weakly. Ariella just looked at him and didn't care if he saw her like that, with her crying face.
She let her tears flow in front of Anton as they both looked at each other.
"Why?" her weak question, then wipes her tears away but it drips again. "Why are you hurting me this way, honey?" she asked and she couldn't stop crying. He repeatedly wiped his cheek. "I thought you really love me," she added.
Anton was unable to move and was stuck in his position while watching her like that, crying and asking those questions to him.
He couldn't stop the tears from falling but he braced himself so that he wouldn't end up crying.
"Don't you love me?" she asked.
He immediately said, "I love you, you know that."
“That's what you show and make me feel. You love me, but you're hurting me emotionally….in this way.”
Anton finally approached her, and sat beside her.
Ariella didn't pu
sh him away. She's weak physically and emotionally.
"That's why I am begging you. I am really sorry.”
She closed her eyes tightly, and then wiped her cheeks. His vision is getting blurry because his eyes are full of tears.
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