I love to break Promises

"What I thought, I did

Don't teach me morals babe,

I don't even give a shit

I own your heart, your soul,

your mind

I go crazy without you,

your love made me blind

With you my life is colourful,

without you it's black and white

Leaving me was a wrong move Rose,

so you better come back to your

Mr. Right."

Xavier's P.O.V.

"My beautiful innocent Rose"

I murmured softly while caressing my Rosebud's face who was sleeping soundly. I kissed her forehead and traced my fingers on her jawline gently. A soft smile made way to my lips as I recalled her words. I pecked her lips softly and dug my head in her crook as I inhaled her divine scent.

"So you do love me, Rose."

~Flashback

My heart shattered into pieces when I saw my love sobbing like a child. She was too broken and sad. That means we both are suffering. We both are burning in the fire of vengeance but then why she left me?

I cupped her face and wiped off her tears. I can't see tears in her mesmerizing eyes.

'But you're the reason behind them Xavier', my heart cried.

I know it damn well but still I can't deny that my love for her was selfless and pure. There is no doubt that I don't love her in fact I love her more than my life. I have always kept her before me. She is the apple of my eye, the reason of my breathe, the pulse that I always needed, the cornerstone of my life, my backbone, my wife. Everything was so good in our lives then why Doll?

'Don't forget Xavier, she left you', my inner demon snarled.

Yes, he is right. She left me. She married someone else. She gave her heart to someone else. She led herself to be called as someone else's wife. She is unfaithful, a cheater wife. You deceived me, Rose. I loved you unconditionally but you crushed my feelings brutally.

Anger rushed inside my veins blocking my senses. My stroke returned back triggering my beast side forcing me to break the restraints and unleash my hidden monster. My heart kept screaming at me not to hurt her but I shut him up. She has to suffer. She has to feel the pain. She played with me, now I'll play with her. I will made her suffer till I get satisfied and then I'll kill her.

'If you can't be mine Rose then I won't let you be someone's else too'.

I coiled my fingers around her neck tightly and was ready to choke her when all of a sudden...

"I had always loved you Xavier but you compelled me to take such a harsh step."

My eyes widened in shock. I couldn't believe my ears.

'She loves me?'

I was about to say something but got cut off with her painful wails.

"When I finally understood that no one from your side will stood up for me so I decided to leave you. I left the place where I have no self-respect, I left the guy who treats me like a punching bag, who claims to love me but only hurts me, who promised to give me all the happiness of the world but all he has given to me is pain, tears, and a broken heart. I left you not because I didn't love you Xavier but because I finally gave up on myself, on our empty marriage, on my one-sided love and broken relationship"

With that she burst into tears. She cried in pain but my heart felt contented.

'So that's why she left me? My Rosebud was angry because I hurt her, made her cry, tortured her. I made her scared of me that's why she left me. And here I thought that she cheated me.'

My blood boiled in anger when I recalled Noah and Sebastian's words. They both tried to brainwash me and fed bullshit to me about my Doll. They made me believe that she was disloyal and sided with Vincent as she never loved me.

'But you should have trusted her', my heart rebuked.

I sighed. He is again right. I should have trusted her. I also came in their words. I shouldn't had left her alone that day with these foxes. I should have taken her along with me instead of trusting Sebastian and giving him the responsibility to protect my Rosebud. That asshole Valentino wouldn't had been able to capture her and we both would have been living happily today.

It's all my fault. I kept her in dark all these years, hided my mafia identity from her. And even if I did that, I should have then made a clean breast of all my problems and should have told her everything rather than feeding her cat and bull story. Rose must have definitely been terrified after watching my heinous and monstrous side. After all I always treated her with love and care. I slapped her, hit her, forced her. All my cruel ways were obvious to make her hate me.

But even after everything I did to her, she confessed that she still loves me.

My happiness knew no bounds. My Rose still loves me. I am still in her heart. She didn't betray me.

Tears of joy pooled in my eyes as I started smiling like a fool while adoring the love of my life. The sudden change in my demeanour for sure baffled her as she looked at me with a frown.

"Don't do that. I don't like when you frown."

I mumbled and looked at her while smiling. She scrunched her nose in disgust but it made her look so cute. I chuckled.

"WHAT THE HELL XAVIER! DO YOU REALLY HAVE NO SHAME?"

'Shame? Why would I be ashamed Rose?', I mentally thought and snickered. She is really my innocent baby. I was about to kiss her so hard to make her quiet when all of a sudden, the beeping sound of machine grabbed my attention. I looked up. Rose's heart rate was increasing rapidly.

'Oh No! this is not good'

I looked back at her only to find her throwing profanities at me. But she was beyond furious. This is not good for her health. Her blood pressure is also rising. If this continues, the veins of her brain will explode. My heart lurched in my chest in dread.

Suddenly I recalled that James had given me a sleeping pill. He had told me to give it to Rose if her state becomes uncontrollable. He had warned me about this beforehand. I need to give it to her immediately. But she isn't even listening to me then how should-

An evil idea popped up in my mind. I slowly removed the pill from the pocket of my pants. I slightly tilted my head sideways and placed it in my mouth while Rosebud kept screaming at me.

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING? LEAVE M-"

But before she could complete, I turned my head and slammed my lips on her. Her movements immediately froze as she shivered beneath me. I quickly licked her lips which made her gasp. Her lips got parted and I immediately shoved that pill in her mouth. I cupped her face and kissed her passionately. After a few minutes, I pulled off and stared in her wide opened orbs which were looking me in shock. I wiped her lips with my thumb.

"Ah!! I missed to taste them so much. Four years, four years you stayed away from me. You don't know how I had spent these painful days without you. You don't know how long I missed you to kiss you, love you, touch you, feel you. You not only left me but you also took my heart and my smile away with you. You don't know how badly I used to cry when I remembered your beautiful face, your melodious voice, your divine figure. Your mere presence was enough to keep me sane but you left turning me into an insane beast."

I growled and brushed my lips on hers making her shudder. I pulled her bottom lip with my teeth and nibbled on it. She whimpered in pain but I quickly gave an open mouth kiss on her lips making her squeeze her eyes tightly.

Soon my hunger increased and I started kissing her roughly. Her hands automatically held my biceps and I could feel she was getting nervous and scared. But my craving to ravish her made me blind. I devoured her plump strawberry lips like a madman.

The kiss got more intense and heated but I poured all my love in it. I didn't want my love to feel scared of me instead I wanted her to show how much she mean to me. I slowly grabbed her neck from behind and deepened the kiss.

After a long passionate make out session I finally pulled off only to see her eyes closed.

"Rose"

I whispered in a raspy voice. Rose slowly opened her orbs and stared me with droopy eyes. The medicine had slowly started working on her as her eyelids turned heavy but she was fighting with herself stubbornly to keep her awake. I caressed her head softly and showered feathery kisses all over her face.

"Sleep my Angel."

With that I kissed her eyes and she drifted into her dreamland.

End of flashback~

I wrapped my hands around her petite figure and kissed her shoulder.

She is still my sweet innocent baby who can't recognize deceptive and dishonest people who take the advantage of her kindness and misuse her. That bastard Vincent fed her too many shits about me but my biggest mistake of keeping her in lies made her leave me.

End of Xavier's P.O.V.

Xavier titled his head and glanced at Rosaline's peaceful sleeping face. She was looking so adorable yet attractive. He chuckled and pecked her lips.

"I know sweetheart that our beautiful cute relationship got destroyed by so many scourges. I lost your trust, your love, your support just because you trusted someone else apart from me."

Suddenly his eyes glistened with the fire of rage as he recalled how Noah always used to badmouth about Rosaline and used to force him to change his mind, how Vincent backstabbed him and snatched his wife away from him. Xavier gritted his teeth harshly recalling the cruel intentions of that snake who had his eyes on his Rosebud since the very beginning but he couldn't identify his true face.

He then shifted his gaze back to Rosaline and cupped her right cheek in his palm making it appear squishy.

"I know you're innocent Babe and you didn't deceive me but still I can't forget that you married someone else. No matter whatever the circumstances were but still you let another man be a part of your beautiful life. You let yourself be called as someone's else WIFE when you know very well that you're only MINE. And for this I can't forgive you."

He glared her ferociously as his blood boiled in anger. His soft side kept convincing him that it wasn't Rosaline's fault but her psychotic side was adamant to believe that she did betray him and forced him to do everything to keep her with him.

Xavier unfortunately again agreed to his obsessive self. He then pulled her towards myself and kissed her lips roughly. He then broke the kiss. Gripping her chin in a tight hold, he started speaking in his deep voice while staring at her sleeping face.

"I can't take advantage of you, love. I have hurt you too much in the past but I promise to never lay a single finger on you ever. I will make everything back to how it was but I won't let you leave me. I have lost you twice thinking that you will come back to your Xavier but you betrayed me. I won't repeat the same mistake, not this time. You have to understand that you're only MINE. YOU'RE ROSALINE KNIGHT and you will remain mine till eternity. I gave you many chances love but now I think I need to make you truly understand whom you truly belong to. The way you own my heart, I own yours. There is only one man in your life and that is me, me and only ME."

All of a sudden, his lips curved up into a menacing smirk. He started stroking Rosaline's lips gently with his thumb who was sleeping peacefully oblivious to his sinister plan.

"I will make you understand politely and humbly. And I am definitely sure you would listen to me this time and understand my point. We will be back to our old lovey-dovey cute couple. I am ready to sacrifice everything for you. I will even turn myself into your sweet Xavier if this is what it requires to bring you back to me. I promise that I would never force you for anything but I warn you Rosebud that if you played with my heart this time then you know it damn well..."

Xavier then leaned forward towards her lips and planted a soft peck on her cheek.

"That I love to break promises."

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