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Jaxson's POV:

I reached the pack house for the meeting with the boarder guards and the guards at the prison to see if we can piece together some information we have gathered from the captured Rouges. For some reason the whole time I was really anxious, King was pacing around and I just couldn't focus.

It had been maybe a hour when one of the guards got a phone call. His face fell and eyes widened as he looked at me.

He handed the phone to me. "Hello?" I asked "What might the problem be."

"The guards at a part of the south boarder where knocked out and the Luna Queen's scent is all over the place." A female guard told me. "What!" I shouted dropping the phone and running back to the house.

I swung the door open and shouted "Carolina!" I ran all over the house shouting till I decided she wasn't in here. I ran back down stairs and into my office about to make a call when I see a piece of paper on my desk.

Jaxson.

After everything that has happened I have decided that this isn't the life for me. I thought we could make this work and be happy together but with these attacks and everything going on you have just put distance between us. I can't try and make this work if I never see you.

I'm sorry I couldn't be the strong Luna Queen you wanted. Please just leave me alone and don't come find me.

I dropped to the floor not knowing what to do anymore.

She left. I wasn't enough for my mate to stay, I ruined it. Carolina was the Luna Queen I needed and I made her leave.

Rage was all I felt as I trashed the room that caused me this pain.

Carolina's POV:

Tear's poured out of my eyes as I watched the camera the was in the hallway looking at the front door. I watched Jaxson run into the house and had to listen to him run shouting my name. I had to hear Jaxson yell of pain after he read my note and him breaking down, throwing everything, breaking anything.

But now I know where he was watching me from and I know I got away with it and Jaxson's pain won't last forever.

He just needs to look at the one camera he put into the house in his office which is also the only room in the house with no windows, so no one else could look in and see what I was doing.

This of course doesn't stop the pain I feel as I listen to this.

"What a pathetic King he is." Noah said as he stood beside me.

I was tied to a chair with a cloth wrapped around my mouth and sweat dripping from my forehead cause of how hot this room was. It the pitch dark besides the tv infront of me barely lighting up a small portion of this room, but I keep hearing little sounds of critters crawling around.

I didn't make a noise already learning the consequences of that.

When I was first dragged in here I was screaming hoping for maybe a near by wolf to help me but Noah was quick to punch me across the face to silence me, screaming at me to shut up.

"It's really is sad." Noah said moving to lean against the tv and watching closer. "Before I would have listen to what ever order he gave me, but now that I know he is mated to you, a worthless Omega. He is probably just as weak as you."

I am not a Omega, I repeated in my head over and over again. I am a normal wolf that just needs training, just like Jaxson said.

Noah walks up to me and I don't cower away from him, not anymore.

"Oh, Missy here thinks she is brave know that she is a Luna Queen. No matter what your title is you are worthless and incapable of leading us." He said angry, and standing right in front of my face.

I don't react I just look him in the eyes.

I am of course afraid of what will happen to me. Not being afraid is not bravery its stupidity, but I won't, I can't let him see he is getting to me. He has got the pleasure for the past 18 years and I won't let him have it for even one more day.

He pulls back seeing I am giving him no reactions and walks away.

I look back at the tv, hearing a boor open and slam close behind me. I see Jaxson now moving around in the hallway knocking things over, ripping pictures off the walls, shouting up to the ceiling.

But he stops in the middle of the hallway and falls to the ground. I lean forward wishing I could just reach my hand to touch him but its no use.

He falls to his knees facing away from the camera to the door, looking up to the roof still, hands hanging limp at his sides. There is blood dripping down them from punch the walls and furniture.

There is no way to describe the relief that Jaxson was facing away from the camera and the pain of listening to my strong Alpha King mate break down and shout my name in pain. If he had faced the camera I would have broken down to.

He just needs to look at the camera's and knowing him, once he calms down he will see the strangeness of me leaving and see what I was doing in the last few minutes I was there and placing the note in his office.

Please Jaxson. Just stay strong for me. Please.

You are the way I am going to get out of this, please.

Find my second note.

What am I going to do. How could she leave me. How am I going to tell the pack, the wolves, their Queen has left cause I was stupid and pushed her away.

Because of me.

She is gone.

How am I to live, without her.

These were the thoughts running through my head as I knelt in the middle of the hallway, after tearing up the office and somethings in the hallway. I was filled with anger at first but once everything hit me, that she was really gone. All I could do was cry.

She was perfect, and I thought she knew that. I thought after everything she wanted to be the Luna Queen, but I guess not.

I sat and let my self hatred run wild.

I didn't do anything till there was a knock at the door. I slowly rised up and open the door to see Tyler and Zack.

"What's happen here? Where's Carolina?" Zack asked worried. Angry boiled in me as the thoughts came back to me again.

I just opened the door and let them in. They followed behind me and walked into my very trashed office. I grabbed the note and just handed it to them.

They each read it but didn't seem to know what to say about it.

"This-this isn't possible." Tyler said moving in front of me. "There has to be something else going on Jaxson, this isn't Carolina." Zack added.

"Well, what do you want me to do then. Cause right now my mate just left me." I snapped at them ready to just break everything again.

"Jaxson, dude. Relax. Let's do some research maybe check the camera and see what was going on when she put the note in here." Tyler said.

And that's how I ended up being pulled by Tyler and Zack up the stairs into the camera room where the security camera's film outside the house and the one in the house were kept, and we can also look at any other camera here too.

We sat and skipped through a lot of footage of a empty office till she walked in and once she did we backed it up a little and hit play, with sound on high.

I could hear her rush into the office and when she walked in she was moving weird. She closed the door behind her like she was afraid to be watched and she looked around the room to see the camera and looked straight at it.

"I told you something strange was going on." Tyler said noticing the strange behavior too.

I leaned forward worried now what had happen. "Jaxson?" Zack said pausing the video and pointing to her hand "Did you get Carolina a phone?"

She was holding a older looking phone that was black and he was right, I haven't gotten her a phone yet cause I wanted her to pick it out.

"No, so how did she get that?" I said confused leaning forward and continuing the video before sitting back in my chair again.

She moved to my desk opening a few drawers before finding a pen. As she wrote out the first note tears fell from her eyes, I hated every moment watching this just as sure as I am that she hated writing that.

With shaking hands she folded the letter and put it on my desk where I found it. But then she started writing something else which made us pay close attention.

After finishing she held it up to the camera with shaking hands showing it to us. She moved my chair and stood to put it on the top shelf with the phone, but before she placed it she placed a kiss onto it. And right after she looked straight in to the camera and said "Please find me." quitly and quickly moved the chair back and ran out of the room.

There was apart of me the was happy, happy that she wanted me to find her, to save her. Another part was raging at myself for not thinking about check this sooner, why else would she place the note in my office of all places. And another was ready to kill. Who ever was taking her away from me.

I stood up not needing to see anything else, ready to started running down the stairs and into the office till Tyler stopped me.

"Jaxson. Dude think for a second, why would she do this in this way. In you office the only room with a camera. Why not do this in the living room and write a note that says what is going on?" He asked.

I took me a second before I realized "She was being watched."

"Yeah. So once we leave this room. Act like nothing has changed. Till we are in the office cause that seems to be the safe space." I nodded agreeing.

We stormed down the stairs me acting mad and outraged and the two of them trying to talk sense in me like we didn't learn anything.

Once we were in the room and Zack had shut the door I quickly moved to the place she had shown us in the camera. And there it was the second note and mystery phone.

"I'm going to read the note first." I told them as I moved to the middle of the room and slowly opened, slightly fearing what was going to be inside it. There was another piece of paper followed with the other. I take a deep breath before starting.

"I'm sorry, I hate doing this but I have no other choice at the moment. We are being watch and I think there is only one camera in the hall facing the front door. I hope you haven't been to hurt by my actions but if I didn't comply there would have been another attack and I couldn't let that happen as Luna, and I trust that you will find me. I also believe I know who is the one behind all of this. I only just realized but I believe it to be Noah. In the note with this one they call me fake luna and weak and told me the instructions to wait for a call on this phone. I instantly went to go tell you but the phone rang before I could leave, and that what made me think there was a camera, on the phone a voice hidden by a voice changer told me I had to listen and to write a note that I had left and not to look for me. And to then take a picture and send it to him front and back. Which was why I had to write this. He told me to walk to the southern boarder where they would take me. I'm sorry for all of this and I wish I could be of more help but please find me. I love you. Carolina."

My voice was barely anything by the time I finished

I love you too Carolina.

I love you.