Chapter 13 What is going on with me?

"Please, please don't do this"

I see a old man crawling on the ground naked begging for his life. Short dick, in my opinion.

"Why shouldn't I? You deserve it" I stated.

"I wasn't the one that did it, it wasn't me!" He screamed at me.

"I don't give a fuck"

I with drew a long sword from my back and stabbed him right between the eyes.

I would've done it in the heart but these motherfuckers don't have any.

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I groan at the head ace I get as soon as I open my eyes.

Seriously? Again! What the hell is making me get all these head aces? I sit up in my bed and start rubbing my temples to help with the pain. When it finally sub sides a little I remember the dream I just had.

What the hell was that?

Who was that man? And why did I kill him? Was that my demon?

I shake my head and let out a tiring sigh. I got out the bed and realized I was completely naked. What the hell?

I see dirt all over my skin and some red stuff. BLOOD? I gasped at the realization. What on earth did I do last night?

I horridly went in the shower and started rubbing my skin as hard as I could to make the dirt and blood come off my skin. After I successfully got them off me I started washing my hair which had dirt and twigs in it.

I quickly got out of the bathroom after I brushed my teeth and got dressed. I then rubbed some hair product in my hair and let it air dry. When I was finished I saw my clothes from yesterday on the ground in front of the mirror.

I immediately got flashbacks of me naked in front of the mirror touching myself. What's happening to me?

I took up my clothes and put them in the hamper as the same time I heard a knock on the door. Already knowing who it is, I gave her permission.

"Good morning Elle, The king has requested you for breakfast with him this morning"

"Why?" He never requested before.

"He didn't give a reason"

"Well ok" I agreed. I mean why wouldn't I? Seeing him brings a little excitement in me.

Gabriella escorted me to the dinning room on the third floor. While on our way there I couldn't stop admiring the place. Every time I see around the castle it always amazes me at how beautiful it is.

When we arrived I saw both Cristian and Simon sitting at the table.

"Elle, your here" Cristian as soon as we stepped in the room.

"Hi"

"Hola mamì" Simon greeted with a smirk. Did I also say that Simon is half Hispanic, while Cristian is full Hispanic.

Again Simon tells me things too late.

Cristian rolled his eyes, those beautiful eyes.

"Please, take a seat, have some breakfast" he pointed to a covered plate that's placed beside him.

I walk over to the chair and take a seat feeling a bit nervous.

"How did you sleep?"

"Good" I send him a small smile and he returned it.

"Great, I'm third wheeling" Simon commented snapping me out of my daze.

"Shut up" both Cristian and I say in unison.

I looked down trying to hide my smile.

"What are you waiting for? Eat"

I took the cover from over the plate and and was hit with the most delicious smell. I am really hungry.

"Huevos rotos con chorizo" Cristian said that made me look up at him confused. "It's a spanish dish. It has mashed potatos with eggs, sausage, pepper and ham" he explained.

"Aka my favourite" Simon said with a mouthful.

"It looks good" I said the same time my stomach made the most embarrassing sound agreeing with me.

"Dig in" Cristian chuckled while Simon was trying to hold in his laugh. I rolled my eyes at him and started eating.

Little after we started up a conversation about yesterday and what we're going to do.

After I left yesterday, they couldn't find anything else about my family. Junior left to go back home which really made Simon sad. I just hope he finds someone soon, someone that could make him happy.

I also had to start training again so I can defend myself when needed and I noted to have my rematch with Simon so that's gonna be fun.

But most time in the conversation my mind would keep going back to this morning. I don't know what's happening to me and I'm scared. What if I actually killed that man from my dreams. What am I going to do?

After a little while Simon excused him self to take care of some trouble. I didn't ask because I knew they weren't going to tell me so I just left it alone. So now it was me and Cristian alone and I don't know what to do.

"Can I talk to you for a second?" He asked which caught me by surprise.

"Yeah, sure" I wanted to talk to him too.

"Are you ok?"

"Why don't you talk to me?" We asked the same time.

"I'm sorry, you go first" we said in unison.

"No, you" Ok this is just getting silly.

He held up is hand signaling to stop talking.

"Please, you go first"

"Why don't you talk to me?" I asked again.

"I talk to you, I am talking to you right now" he smiled at me. He looks so cute.

"That's not what I mean. You know what I mean"

"Well ever since that night I didn't know if you regretted it or not so I kept my distance"

What night?

"What night?" I gave him a confused look.

"The night when I came to your room"

"Oh, that time when you came to my room" I started to remember what he was talking about. "Why would I regret it?" He was talking about the time I was injured. Right?

Shit! Did I say something in my sleep. I was having a not so innocent dream one night about him, what if I said something.

"I know it's not something someone like you would do" He is right though. I never had a wet dream before him but how would he know.

"Oh my god, that is so embarrassing, I'm so sorry you had to see that" I said covering my face from embarrassment.

He reached out for my hand. "Mi amor, I like to watch" he smirked.

My heart started beating fast. His hands are so cold but I found them comfort from it.

"Why didn't you say anything?" I frowned.

"What do you mean? I did talk to you but your mouth was full so it wasn't really much talking" he smiled but then it dropped seeing my confused look.

"Mouth full? I wasn't eating anything"

"No, you were sucking"

"What are you talking about?"

"You don't remember do you?" He removed his hand from mine giving me a weird look.

"Remember what?!" What is he talking about?

"Giving me head" What's that?

"What is that?" Did I give him a headless chicken, because that's what I feel like right now.

"You sucked my dick Elle" he rolled his eyes with a frustrated sigh.

"What?!" I stand up from my seat.

"You did what now?" Eva asked.

"No I did not"

"Yes you did" he slowly got up from his seat.

My eyes we're as wide as a saucers. Was he insane? If I sucked his dick I am sure I would remember that, I mean who would forget that? But then again I don't remember what happened to me last night.

"Cristian I think there is something wrong with me" I decided to tell him about what's been happening to me.

"Yeah no kidding" he huffed.

"No I mean something is happening to me and I don't know what it is"

"What is it?" He now looked concerned seeing my uneasiness.

"I think you should take a seat"

I told him everything. About my head aces, the more power I feel each day, my weird behavior, the voices and screaming and about my dream this morning and the state I woke up in. I told him everything but my attraction for him. Not when he just told me what I did to him.

All through out me talking he as shown different emotions. From worried, to concern and blank. Right now he had the blank look.

After I finished a good minute passed by until he took in a deep breath.

"Elle, I want you to be completely honest with me... Did you know the man you saw in your dreams?" He had that serious look which got me worried.

"No, I have never met him before. Why?"

"Because that was the general, general of demons and he was found dead naked this morning"