Chapter 14 I need Cristian

Chapter 14 I need Cristian

Do you ever feel so frustrated you want to pull your hair out or burn a fricking place down at the same time?

Well that's what am going through right now. I have been locked up in my room for the past hour and I feel like am going crazy.

After Cristian told me that they found the man from my dreams dead, this piece of shit locked me in my room. Like what the hell do you expect me to do? Sit and draw until you come back?

I'm so damn angry! Right now I have been pacing around the room since I have been in here or at least do anything I can find to do, like clean or something. I just can't stay still.

I've had enough of this. I walk over to the door and try and open it but its locked. I am so stupid, I tried it before and know that it's locked but here I am trying again like some idiot.

I huffed and grew out one of my claws from my index finger and try wiggling it around in the lock.

Click.

Yes! I opened the door and peeped out to see if there is anybody out side, when I saw the coast was clear I head straight to the library. I need to know what I am and how all this shit works, so what better place to go?

Wait, I don't know where the library is. I never went, its not like I like reading, so why would I go?

Luckily I saw a guy walking past me.

"Uh, hey you!"

"Yes?" He stops.

"Could you point me to the library?"

"Sure, it's one the second floor, go down the first hall and turn left, you'll see a huge door" I love his British accent.

"Thanks, nice arms by the way" I scrunched up my face wondering why I said that.

He chuckles and shakes his head. He has a nice smile. "No problem, love" he walks away.

I quickly made my way to the library and got to work. I have been in here for 2 hours reading about succubus' and I got to say I was both terrified and impressed.

We can fly with actual wings. I have always wanted to fly when I was a little girl. One time I took my imagination too far and I ended up with a broken arm and some broken ribs. Don't ask.

Succubus' don't wear a lot of clothes because they think hiding your body is stupid, so that's why I keep dressing this way. If they can't be in their true forms all the time then at least they can feel comfortable. I wish I could feel that way. I sighed and continued.

We get more power, when we feed off men's sexual aura, already knew that. They are a spiritual part of you that is locked away until the age of 16, but I don't get why I got mine when I was 18. Succubus' hate men, all but their mates. Some choose while some don't, like with wolves.

Their really strong in their true forms so back then in the war the men would ambush them in human forms to kill them easier.

I can't take anymore of this. I shut the book and put it back where I got it from. I can't sit here reading about what happened to my kind that led them to be extinct or hidden while my mind keeps going back to that man. By man I mean Cristian, I know I'm supposed to be worried about that old man I killed but strangely I'm not. All I know I need Cristian right now.

I made my way to my room, pacing. I don't know why but I feel, I feel... horny. It's like I need his presence right now. I want his hands on me.

I sit on the bed, lifting my dress. I put my hand in my underwear and start rubbing my clit. I can't believe I'm doing this. I have only masterbated once and I just felt stupid so I stopped, but right now I just need to get over this feeling. I don't even know what I'm doing.

I kept rubbing it going down more and I put one finger in. I kept on doing it but it wasn't working and I am too afraid of using two.

Frustrated I stop. Am I doing this wrong? I make my way to the bathroom, making a nice bubble bath. Its been a while since I have had one of these, they really relax me. I settle myself in the tub and relax. Nice, at least this can get my mind off Cristian.

WRONG.

I have been in here for 30 minutes and I can't get him out of my god damn mind. Where is he anyway?

I get out of the tub and dry myself off and put on a robe. I walk into the bedroom and look at the time, 2pm. Where is that handsome devil. I throw myself on the bed spread out like a starfish and fell asleep.

I woke now on the edge of the bed and it was now 7pm. That was a good nap. I yawn and stretch out my limbs in the process, hearing my bones crack gives me satisfaction. While doing this I almost fell off the bed, I giggled a little.

Someone cleared their throat.

I screamed and fell of the bed. I groaned at the impact. I sniffed out the scent and knew it was Cristian. I got up off the ground, folded my arms over my chest and gave him the attitude look.

He sighs. "No puedo con esta Chica" he mumbles to his self. Note to self, learn Spanish.

"Where have you been? Do you know how frustrated I have been since you left? And did you think that it was ok to lock me in here?" I am so angry with him, but I am secretly happy that he is back.

"Well you obviously didn't have any problem getting out" he looks towards the door. Shit I left it unlocked. "And I went to take care of some business" he stands up from the chair and reaches over to me with vampire speed. I jump a little, it will get a little use to.

"Why were you frustrated Chica?" He asked with a little accent to it, damn.

"I.. y-you just l-left with out telling me w-where you were going after telling me I killed someone" I stuttered the entire sentence, I wasn't even making sense. I look down in shame.

"Even I'm embarrassed for you"

"Shut up Eva" Can't a damn wolf mind her business.

She kissed her teeth at that thought and blacked me out. That damn attitude of hers.

"Well sweet heart I had to keep you safe" he brushed away the hair that fell in my face.

"From who?" I looked back up at him.

"Don't worry about it sweetheart"

I didn't pressure him about it because I honestly didn't care. This strange confidence came over me and I just don't care. I guess this succubus thing really is changing me. I don't know if I should be worried or not.

"I missed you too" he totally got my attention here. I never said that I missed him. "I know that's what you meant" he laughed a little which was music to my ears. I really wanted to hear it again.

"Do you think your my mate" I just blurted out of no where. My eyes are wide from my own shock, but he didn't look any at all shocked.

"I don't know, I think that would be up to your demon" he paused looking for my reaction, when I didn't he continued. "I do feel a connection to you, I have this weird possessive feeling over you but I don't know" he takes a step closer to me and I take a step back.

I was up against the wall and he was in front of a little too close but I wanted him closer. I gulped nervously and look I from his chest to his eyes.

"Hi" I choked out.

He licks his lips and put one hand beside my head and looks directly in my eyes. "Te deseo" sweet moongoddess. Wait what did he say? Speak English!

"What?" I asked in a whisper.

He looks down towards my chest and clenches his jaw. I gave a confused look but he didn't look up at me. I was about to ask him what was it but he beat me to it. He draws the top of my robe over my chest. Oh.

"Change" he moves aside to allow me to pass. When I was walking pass him he grabs my hand. "And put something that covers you more" he ordered. "Please" I sighed and went in the closet.

I picked out some pajamas since it was already night, It was a two piece, a thin top and shorts. It was cold in here so my nipples were hard and they printed out the shirt.

I stepped out and he was immediately in front of me. "No" I huffed and cross my hands over my chest. "Change Elle"

"What does it matter any way? I'm just going to bed" I uncrossed my arms and through my hands in the air to make a point.

"I don't care, change" I shake my head no. He sighs and walk in to my closet and come out with something in his hand. He held it out to me, "Put this on" Was that a onesie?

I immediately shake my head. "No".

"Put it on now Elle"

"I don't want to" I whine like a child.

He was in my face again with vampire speed, I didn't jump like would but I was still frighten. "Mi Amor, I am seeing you in this right now and I just want to fuck you senselessly. So if you don't want me to damage you right now, I suggest you put this on" Who said I didn't?

Thinking over the situation, I take it from him and change in the closet.

How stupid am I?

I look in the mirror and see that its a cow onesie. Are you kidding me?

I walk out and he turns around looking at me. He starts laughing, I frown even more. "Are you serious? I look ridiculous" I motion my hands towards my body.

"That's kind of the point" he stops laughing. "Well goodnight" he walks out of the room before I could say anything.

I sighed walking over to the bed and spread out on the bed and fall into a comfortable sleep.