Chapter 38 I want to

Chapter 38 I want to

It's been two days and I'm finally ready to go back home. Two days left until the war and we're all a little cranky and paranoid, afraid the demons will attack anytime. That's why we'll be staking out very late tomorrow night just incase.

My sister has been with me all this time and I've felt so much better. Hearing all the things that happened to her and we've gotten closer again. We even made plans on how if we make it out this war alive, how we'd visit and keep in touch.

Right now she's watching family guy waiting for me. I want to tell Cristian and Simon and maybe Daniel somethings before I leave because if I don't know I might never will.

Ok no need to get doubtful.

I take a deep breath and open Cristian's office door. He's sitting on his desk drinking. Smells like vodka.

"Hey."

"Hey. The guards are outside waiting for you to follow you back to the pack land."

"Uh thanks but I wanted to talk to you first."

"Really? What is it?"

I stand in front of him and try my best not to cry. "The war. If anything happens-"

"Nothing is going to happen. We'll all make it out alive Elle. You'll be fine."

"You don't know that Cristian, so I want get this off my chest now before I will never get to." I take a deep breath and continue. "I hate your fiancè."

He laughs at my statement. "I've noticed."

"I hope she doesn't ruin your life through out your marriage."

She is a terrible person. Yesterday she told me, "Wow your still here? Why don't you and your sister leave because it's starting to smell like mutts in here." And I may or may not have broken a finger or two.

"Lets hope so. And did you really break her fingers yesterday?"

"No." I acted like I didn't know what he was talking about. "And I'm sorry for what happened with your father."

Did I mention that his father got so upset he left. Thankfully he didn't leave with his soldiers but he couldn't, and I quote his words, "Be around or fight for that girl if she doesn't respect me. And I will rip her head off." Cristian couldn't stop him and he got upset and locked himself in his office figuring out what to do for the rest of the day.

"It's fine. My father can not stand the idea of him looking up to someone or him fearing anyone. It's always him higher or he should be feared." He pauses and looks at me. "And the scary thing is your head should be off for what you did to him. I don't why."

"Wow you sound disappointed." I said sarcastically.

"What? No. I didn't mean it like that."

"Cristian it's ok. I'm just playing." I pause and put my hands in my back pockets of my jeans. "You must be tired of me."

"You know that's not true. Elle I-"

"I know." I cut him off knowing what he's going to say. "If anything happens I want you to be happy."

"Stop it."

"No, please let me say this." Water works activate. I take a deep breath and continue. "We've had our differences but you've been my friend." It seems he doesn't like the term friend but it's the truth. "You saved me, both you and Simon. I want to thank you for that."

I try to blink away the tears clouding my eyes. "Cristian I-" I stop and run up to him and hug him. Not a second passes and he wraps his arms around my waist and hugs me back. He rest his face in the crease of my neck and hugs me tighter. I breath out and say, "Siempre te amaré Cristian Hernandez." I did learn a little Spanish in that library.

After several seconds pass I kiss him on the cheek and step away from him. I awkwardly laugh while wiping my tears. "So remember what I said and..... see tomorrow." We lock eyes for a few seconds before I leave his office.

I walk in the kitchen looking for either Simon or Daniel but luckily I found them both. Daniel eating chips and Simon drinking soda. "Hey boys."

"What's up Baby cheeks." Daniel smirks.

Simon rolls his eyes and walks up to me smiling. "You ready to go back to wolf boy?" He side hugs me.

I roll my eyes at his nickname and answer, "Yes."

"Aw really? I thought me and you had something special Elle. That hurts." Daniel puts his hand over his heart with a fake frown.

"Not in a million years."

He gasps dramatically. "You just ripped my heart out. I hope your happy."

I smile sweetly at him. "I am."

"Anyway, you ready to go?" Simon asks.

"Yeah but I wanted to tell you that-"

"Great here comes the sappy stuff."

"Simon."

"Sorry."

"I wanted to say thank you for saving me. If it wasn't for you who knows where I would be right now." Simon frowns as I spoke which got me confused. "I don't regret any day that we've spent together. You've put a smile on my face at my darkest and I love you for that." He smiles as I finish and gives me a tight hug.

"I love you too little one." He whispers to me. He releases me and looks down at me with a look of guilt. "I'm sorry."

"For what?" I asked confused.

"For what I brought you into."

"Simon you didn't do anything. Elizabeth would of taken control anyway. So don't blame yourself."

"Ok." He didn't look too convinced so I gave his hand a reassuring squeeze.

I look over to Daniel about to say something but he beat me to it. "Nah don't even say it. I know, you're in love with me."

I playful roll my eyes and smile at him. "Whatever you tell yourself."

"So no kiss?"

"Tell you what." I walk up to him and kiss him on the cheek.

"That's it?" He asked in disbelief.

"Your welcome." I take on off his chips and head to the door. "Ok it's sun down, I'm leaving now."

"Let me come with you." Simon suggested.

"No it's fine. Cristian already have someone outside waiting for me and Anna."

"Ok, be careful."

I reassure him with a smile and go back in the living hall to get Anna. "Hey lets go."

After Stanley followed us to the boarders we quickly split up. Anna went back to our old house and I back at Andrew's. When I got in I didn't see anyone downstairs so I head straight to Andrew's room. I didn't tell him I'm coming back today. What if he's upset?

After gathering my courage I open the door, almost hitting him in the face. From the looks of it he was about to leave the room.

He looks at me shocked and with sadness in his eyes. Without a second thought I wrap my arms around him. He instantly hugs me back and lifts me off the floor. I wrap my legs around him and hug him even tighter.

I didn't realize how much I missed him till now. I intake his scent, feeling Eva relax. She hasn't been happy about being apart from Damon either.

After a few seconds Andrew starts apologize. "I'm so sorry."

I unwrap my arms from around his neck, still having my legs wrapped around his waist and say, "I love you too."

"What?"

"You said you loved me and I didn't say it back. I love you."

A huge smile grows on his face and his lips meets mine. I grab his face, deepening the kiss, wanting to be closer to him. He steps back and sits on the bed. I slowly pull away from him and look into those chocolate eyes. "You don't need to apologize."

He leans his forehead against mine and I close my eyes savoring this moment. "I missed you so much. I thought that you wouldn't-"

Before he could finish I put my finger to his lips. "Shh." I move my finger from his lips and caress his cheek. We slowly move in and our lips connect. He pulls me in closer by the waist and I roam my hands down his body, under his shirt.

Things start to get heated, and we get more hungrier for each other. I lift his shirt up and he helps me take it off completely. I kiss him down to his neck as I run my hands down his abs.

Wanting this to go further I pull away and take my shirt off. He looks at me with the same lust I crave for him. He throws me down on the bed and kisses me from the chest up.

he was about to kiss but I put my hand on his chest and stop him. This is my first time and I am a little scared. "I've never done this before." I whisper.

"Are you sure you want to do this?"

I look him in the eye and nod my head yes. "I want to."

He slowly leans in and I put my hand around his neck and gently pull him down to me. Connecting our lips once again. He begins to unbutton my pants and pulls it down. After getting it off he kisses my leg down to my inner thigh. As he pulls off my underwear my breathing starts to quicken.

He begins to gently rub my clit with two of his fingers, slowly getting to my center. He slowly puts one finger going in and out. Then a second one that makes my toes curl.

"Look at me." He says seductively has his fingers goes to a faster rhythm.

I slowly look down at him and we lock eyes. His eyes turn darker has he speeds up his pace. I clutch the sheets, biting my lip not wanting anyone to hear us.

"I want to hear your voice Elle." I shake my head no. He goes even faster and I slap my hand over mouth.

He starts to leave sloppy kisses up to my breasts. He rubs my left breast with his huge hand as his fingers go in a slower motion as I feel my self coming closer.

"Faster. Please." I beg.

He looks up at me with those daring eyes. He starts nibbling on my right nipple as his pace go faster. Can't keep holding it in anymore, I moan really loud.

I close my eyes from embarrassment hoping his parents didn't hear me.

My breath quickens as I feel myself coming closer. "I'm-"

Andrew pinches my nipple while nibbling in the other that sends me to the sensation that I craved. I moan his name has he removes his fingers from my center pleading with my eyes to go further. He takes my message and kisses me on my forehead.

He reaches for the stand at the bed side and takes something out of the drawer. When he closes the drawer I realize it's a condom.

"Are you sure?" He asks.

"Yes."

He takes his shorts off and lays between my legs. I softly moan as I feel his bulge at my center. He puts me leg around his waist as he kisses the part of my neck that only he can give pleasure.

I want him to do it so bad.

As he squeezes my hip I use my feet to pull his boxers down wanting him inside of me. Now.

I hear the wrapper of the condom open and I he putts it on. He looks me in the eyes, the way he always looks at me. I finally know why and I look at him in realization. It's love and fear that he'll hurt me or is it losing me?

I'm not completely sure but if it's any of those he shouldn't feel that way, not anymore.

"I love you." I whisper.

He lowers his head kisses me with passion, telling me he loves me too. I don't think I will ever get tired of him kissing me.

I could feel his tip at my center and he slowly pushes in. "Oh fuck." He whispers. I look up at him with tears building up in my eyes with fear that something happened to him but he looks like he likes it. I gasp as he slowly goes deeper.

He stops with worry all over his face. "Am I hurting you?"

"No. Keep going." Surprisingly it doesn't hurt as much as I heard people say. It did hurt when he started but now I can feel the pleasure as he goes deeper.

He rest his forehead on mine as he continues, going in and out. I moan as he starts to go faster. Without control I run my claws down his back as I feel myself on cloud nine.

Holy....!!!

He groans as he thrusts inside of me. "Elle, y-you feel so damn good." I whispers to me.

I look up at him and I could see the thoughts going through his mind as he looks at my neck. "Andrew.... do it." I said out of breath.

Without a second thought he immediately bites my neck. With one last thrust I sink my claws into his back and gasp as I feel everything explode. It feels like electricity ran through my entire body but it's pleasure instead of pain, it makes me feel all giddy inside.

I could feel our bond tighten, completed. We're finally one.

He with draws his teeth and licks the blood from my neck. He pulls out of me completely and takes of the condom and tie it before throwing it the bin in a swift motion. He lays next to me and pulls me closer to him, face forward.

"Did I hurt you?" He asks with concern.

I put my hand on his face and caress his face. "No."

"Are you ok with what I did?" He asks looking at the mark.

I smile and answer him through our mind link. "Yes."

I'm happy he did it. I don't regret anything.

He gives me that look again. "Why do you look at me like that?" I already know the answer, I just want to hear him say it.

"What look?"

"That look you have right now."

He pauses and looks me in the eyes. "I love you." I smile and continue to caress his face. "I love you so fucking much." He says as he comes on top of me and kisses me.

I laugh as he starts to kiss me all over my face. "I love you too." I kiss him one last time before I say,

"I have to pee."