20

My heart was racing so hard from my over-the-top rage that my palms were extremely sweaty, but I just had to be clear about what I thought of these constant family arguments.

It was only a matter of time before the next one would have had a hole in his hand.

Taking a deep breath, I got two cups out of the cupboard in front of me and then heard Rian's father whisper something softly and when I looked back at the two, they looked at me kind of funny, which made me a little uncomfortable.

Make that damn coffee and get out!

I quickly took the pot, filled the two cups and then carefully placed them on the kitchen island to add sugar and milk, only then did I turn to Rian again.

"Could you please take Nero out? I... well..."

He knew immediately what I meant, nodded understandingly and took my hand.

"Of course. Go and rest upstairs," he said calmly and gave me a gentle kiss on my forehead before breaking away from me. "I'll be right behind you."

I glanced at his father, who was already busy pouring tons of sugar into his cup, before I went back upstairs without Nero.

All this trouble down there was too much for me and I didn't have the courage at all to step even one foot over the threshold to the terrace, so I stopped all of a sudden on Rian's floor and looked uncertainly at the spiral staircase...

But I didn't want to go up there anymore.

My eyes fell on Rian's door and only hesitantly I decided to go to the only place where I still felt safe in this house.

I opened the door and was immediately greeted by his scent, which would normally make me smile, but not at this moment, still consumed by bad memories.

Determined to rest for the rest of the day, I settled into his king-size bed, curled up snugly in his black linens, and grabbed the small remote control before flipping through the many channels.

Rolling my eyes, I then realized that every second film was about guns and, frustrated, I turned the TV off again and walked over to the window to draw the curtains completely.

Sleep could also be balm for the soul.

Lying in bed again, I closed my eyes, drifted mentally back to the day of my wedding and then realized to my horror that I hadn't been able to get in touch with my parents since then...

I missed them both very much, even though my mother wasn't the same as she used to be.

I also missed my sister and had to imagine what it would be like if she hadn't run away...

She certainly wouldn't have been threatened with a gun...

With one last thought of her, I quickly fell asleep...

When I slowly woke up again, I reluctantly opened my heavy eyelids and the first thing I noticed was that it still seemed to be bright outside through the curtains.

So I couldn't have slept for a long time.

I rolled onto my back with an effort and then almost shuddered to death when Rian lay on his side next to me and seemed to be watching me.

"My God!" I hissed at him in panic and hurriedly raised my upper body only to slowly catch my breath.

"You really are amazing," he said suddenly, turning my face towards him with his hand, making me look deep into his eyes. "How can someone be so skittish and shy on the one hand and so brave and confident on the other?"

I shrugged unknowingly at his words and then as I flopped onto my back again, he leaned his upper body over me and gave me a seductive look, only to bite his lower lip at the same time.

That damn look drove me insane!

"How was that again?" he asked amusedly and brushed individual strands of my hair out of my face.

"What?" I demanded, confused, really struggling to take my eyes off his mouth.

"You wanted to ask for tenderness, or did I misunderstand something?"

His dirty grin and his dark voice immediately drove absolute heat into my cheeks again, but I held his penetrating gaze and raised one of my eyebrows provocatively.

"You got that right," I breathed and immediately he took my hands in his and pressed them to the sheets over my head, causing me to gasp in shock and sending many tingling bolts of arousal shooting through my abdomen.

"Keeva," he whispered in his deep voice and began kissing tenderly down my neck, making me eagerly stretch out my body towards him while opening my mouth and just breathing uncontrollably. "But you should know that I'm the one demanding something here."

His voice was quiet, but also with a certain menace, but just the thought that he wanted to keep control of himself turned me on incredibly and I could already feel how wet I was lying under his strong body.

He noticed immediately how passionately I reacted to him. With a look of desire in his eyes, he rose slightly from me, letting his irises wander over my breasts, where he could see my nipples hard with lust even through the t-shirt.

He immediately gripped my hands tighter, causing me to groan and stretch, and then as I let my head fall back, he leaned down to suckle gently on my neck.

"You have no idea how incredibly horny you make me," he breathed against my skin and pressed himself between my bent legs, which made me immediately feel his hardness on my hot middle and almost lost my mind from that alone.

His tongue slowly roamed up to my ear and once there, he bit my skin lightly again, causing me to immediately wrap my legs around his waist, noticing his excited growl...

"Do you want me?" he whispered close to my ear, sending goosebumps down my arms.

Now I finally understood what this game was here. I had given him my opinion, held my ground against him, and now he demanded my submission, my total surrender to him.

And I would love to give it to him!

"Yes," I breathed excitedly, opening my eyes to look straight into his.

"Then tell me what exactly you want from me," he grinned seductively, enjoying the way I blushed and my body turned to wax beneath him.

"You," I begged almost desperately, pushing my pelvis even harder against him, which even made him breathe faster. "Only you."

***

RIAN POV

I looked deep into her eyes staring at me, then let my irises slowly drift down to her lips, pausing when they reached them and waiting for an answer.

"You," it almost whispered out of her mouth and immediately I looked back into her eyes, which were sparkling with passion. "Only you...."

Fuck!

My cock was throbbing with desire and while one would assume her rosy cheeks would betray her shyness, I was pretty sure she knew full well what she was doing to me with her looks alone.

Again and again she pressed her pelvis lightly against mine to show me only too obviously her willingness and yes, all I wanted at that moment was to fuck her so hard that she would never even look at anyone else, but after everything that had happened last night, I pulled myself together for the time being.

Although she had just really raised her voice to me and slowly I had to make it clear to her who was in charge here, but she had been through so much that I still wanted to overlook it today.

So she really had made me weaker already, but there was nothing I could do about being attracted to her anyway.

She looked at me expectantly, licking her lips so painfully slowly that my mind almost gave out.

"Get undressed," I growled, and hurriedly got out of bed to watch excitedly, hands on the buttons of my shirt, as she sat on the edge of my bed and pulled her shirt on with a shy look at me pulled his head.

I couldn't help but stare at her perfect breasts, which she suddenly tried to hide with her hands.

"Stop that right now," I warned her and she immediately seemed more insecure again, but I would teach her how beautiful she was. How could she doubt herself for even a second!

When I finally unbuttoned my shirt, I took it off hastily and then put my hands on the belt of my pants, only to notice immediately how she, too, had suddenly focused her eyes on my pants.

"Come here," she said almost with a tone of command in her otherwise so soft voice and completely surprised, I looked deep into her eyes before I ran towards her with bated breath and stopped right in front of her.

Her head was exactly at the height of my pelvis and just this sight from up here on her made me almost go crazy with lust.

She glanced up at me with her uncertain gaze, then put her hands on my belt and my entire body immediately tensed for her tentative touch.

With my mouth slightly open, my eyes veiled with lust and uncontrolled breathing, I watched her intently as she painfully slowly undid my pants and then pulled them down my legs.

That had to be a fucking dream!

Before she could grab my boxer shorts, I gently put my hand under her chin, forcing her to look up at me again.

"You don't have to do this," I explained, doubting if she really wanted to, but by God, I hoped with bated breath that she wouldn't back down now.

"But I want to try it out and if not with my husband, then with whom?" she grinned cheekily and I would have loved to shove my cock deep down her throat for it, but she should start at her own pace first.

I didn't want to startle her before it even started.

When I felt her dainty hands on the waistband of my boxer shorts, I tilted my head back in anticipation of the feel of her warm tongue and closed my eyes as I gently buried my hands in her soft hair.

I felt her free my cock and shortly thereafter she put one of her hands on it to slowly start running her tongue over my tip, causing a pleasant tugging in my abdomen.

"Fuck!" I moaned between my deep breaths as her lips wrapped all the way around my cock and immediately opened my eyes to watch her in more than aroused excitement as she desperately tried to take the full length of it in her mouth.

It was too hot a sight!

My grip on her hair tightened, my desire increased, and just very gently, I pushed myself deep into her mouth to test how far I could go, but she didn't resist and put up with it, making me moan immediately again and again easily.

"Look at me Keeva."

Raising her gaze to me, she placed her hands on my hips and began to lick my full length in her mouth with relish.

I fixed her gaze with firm, deep breaths, biting my lower lip happily and didn't stop pushing her head towards my pelvis with my hands, even when tears formed in her eyes from the effort.

It wasn't until she pulled her head back slightly, releasing my cock and gasping for breath, that I knew it was enough and carefully wiped a tear from her cheek before pulling it up to me by her hands.

Standing in front of me, she suddenly grabbed my hips again and turned me around so that I sat on the edge of the bed, staring at her curiously as to what she was up to.

As she met my gaze, she removed her pants and panties and then sat spread-legged on my lap, but I immediately grabbed her waist and gave her a warning look.

"I have to get a condom."

"You don't have to," she breathed and put her hand on my cheek. "Actually, with us gypsies, we get married and have children pretty early. That's why I got an IUD put in when I was 18," she explained, and I realized with my heart beating fast that she'd be the first one would ever feel without a condom.

I was way too scared of unwanted pregnancies and preferred to play it safe with the sluts I usually only let get to me.

I immediately pulled her waist towards me and while she slowly sat down on my cock and closed her eyes, I let my head fall on her shoulder and groaned enjoying the feeling of her moist warmth, which then after a short moment was mine whole tail.

"Rian," she moaned my name softly, wrapping her arms around my neck as she moved her hips rhythmically and I began to caress her neck, teasing her like she had just done mine.

She kept sinking down on me, moaning against the skin of my shoulder, making every hair on the skin of my arms stand up and I really had to stop myself from cumming inside her right away.

Then, as I felt her slowing down and seeming to be losing strength, I carefully picked her up by the buttocks, turned with her so that she was lying on her back beneath me, and immediately thrust into her warm center so hard that she felt her stretched out my slightly sweaty body with pleasure and grabbed my duvet to bite into it with a loud groan.

I savored the sight of how I seemed to fuck her out of her mind and then picked up her legs to drape them over my shoulder, wanting to claim her even harder.

Then I took her, demanding and uninhibited. Again and again I penetrated her rhythmically and hard to drive her to her orgasm while I enjoyed the feeling of her tight friction and moaned again and again myself.

"I'm coming, Rian!" she gasped, almost breathless, and I immediately grabbed her neck, penetrating her even harder and faster, watching her with tingling sensations throughout her body as she closed her eyes and put her hands in mine Sheets clawed while her warm walls tightened around my cock and I couldn't delay it after seeing this either.

I let go of her neck, hugged her pelvis one last time and let myself slip into her hard several times to climax deep inside her.