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"It was too much for her...." "You shouldn't have let her shoot!" "Why did you even leave the house?" "How's Odran?"

My eyes were closed and my body felt numb, but I heard Rian's, Senan's, and Padraig's voices alternately arguing and calming down.

"It was a straight through shot. He's asleep." "And Nero is already awake again."

I unconsciously smiled at those words and tried to open my eyes, but I was too weak. My mind seemed foggy and hadn't processed it all, while my body just seemed powerless.

I really did shoot someone...

"Hey," I suddenly heard Rian's calm voice in my ear and immediately felt how he gently brushed my hair out of my face to give me a gentle kiss on my cheek.

I opened my eyes with difficulty, because I really wanted to look at him, to be sure of his closeness and when his irises stared right into mine, tears came to my eyes again.

"Hey," I whispered to him in a trembling voice, glancing past him at Padraig, who nodded at me and turned back to the kitchen.

Rian crouched in front of the couch and turned to the table briefly, then handed me a glass of water with an encouraging smile.

I slowly got up and took the glass while he placed his hands on my thighs and watched me closely, as if trying to understand what was going on inside me and how he could best help me.

But what he didn't know was that he helped me the most just by being there.

"Are you okay?" he asked, looking up at me worried.

"Yes," I breathed, smiling half-heartedly, and handed him the glass back, causing him to get up and walk back to the kitchen with the glass.

"Sooo," I then heard Padraig, who came towards me with slow steps and stopped right in front of me. "Time to go home and have a few beers."

I smiled and could imagine exactly how the rest of his night would go. The nice campfire... My cousins provoking each other and early in the morning the neighbors would complain about the noise.

Somehow I missed this time, but I kept it in good memory and was even more looking forward to my future here with my husband.

"Thank you from the bottom of my heart," I smiled at him and got up with tears in my eyes to hug the big guy in the muscle shirt tightly. "You have no idea how much I miss you!"

"We you too," he replied and broke away from me to look me up and down one last time. "I'm glad you're okay," he added, pinching my cheek slightly before turning to Rian.

They just looked at each other with respect, nodded and I watched my cousins saying goodbye one by one and disappearing out the door...

Until there was no one left...

"Well, I'll think twice about provoking you again soon," Senan grinned stupidly at me and then got up from the dining table. "I'll go check on Odran and Nero."

"Do that," Rian replied and while Senan took the stairs up, Rian approached me. "And we should go to sleep, too."

I gave him an exhausted nod and squeaked loudly as he suddenly, without warning, picked me up in his strong arms. After the short shock, I immediately wrapped my arms around his neck and snuggled my head against his shoulder to close my eyes in the protection of his safety.

But instead of going to his room, he put me in the bathroom in front of the shower, closed the door behind me, and then leaned over to turn on the warm water in the shower.

"Rian?" I breathed quietly, turning to the mirror to look into my own eyes somehow lost.

Then I looked at Rian in the reflection as he stood behind me, faced me and put his hands on my waist.

"Do you think I'm weak? Or do you think I'm responsible for all this?"

"No," he said immediately without thinking, twisting me around on my waist so I was standing close in front of him and looking up at him. "You are anything but weak and no one is responsible when other people do bad things."

He gently placed his hand on my cheek and looked deep into my eyes. So deep that the world stopped for a second while my stomach felt that familiar, comforting tingle that only he could evoke.

I remembered that one time he told me he needed me and we had amazing sex and suddenly I felt this need to give myself completely to him.

A complete relinquishment of my control...

The need for closeness, for desire and for love... After a moment in which I could forget for a short time and before I could finish this thought, I stood on my tiptoes and pressed my lips to his, demanding to stroke him through his black hair at the same time.

"I need you," I breathed eagerly into his slightly open mouth and he immediately grabbed my shirt to pull it over my head in one quick movement.

He didn't hesitate for long, but his manner immediately became more demanding, as if he were using his coldness to forget himself too...

"Turn around," he whispered assertively, and I did so, standing squarely in front of the mirror so that I could hold onto the sink with my hands and face him in the mirror, while my center was alone in the thought of what now would follow, heated.

He wrapped his strong arms around my waist, then undid the button on my shorts and slowly slipped them down while he bent down to free me from my panties, which already showed traces of my moisture.

As he slowly got up, he traced soft kisses down my thighs, making me moan softly and with pleasure and let my head fall back. He continued to caress my skin across my buttocks and up my neck, causing me to close my eyes and enjoy the goosebumps he was sending all over my body.

Then he buried one of his hands in my hair, pulling my head back slightly with it and as a loud moan escaped me, I heard him unbuckle his belt before he pulled my pelvis towards him with his other hand.

He pressed his hard cock against my buttocks, which automatically made me spread my legs further and the emptiness in me was almost unbearable, but he took his time and really enjoyed driving me out of my mind with his restraint.

My breathing was ragged with anticipation and when I felt him place his cock on my opening, I held my breath tightly and pushed my pelvis even further against him, which made me literally see his dirty grin.

But instead of fucking me out of my mind, he just rubbed his cock painfully slowly over my wet middle while I sighed in frustration and wanted to turn to him, but in a flash he grabbed my hands around me to put them under his on the sink fix.

"Rian," I groaned and pleaded at the same time, and I looked at him in the mirror full of excitement, where I watched in high tension as he licked down my neck and looked deep into my eyes.

Could there be anything hotter?! Could you get an orgasm just from the sight?

I kept looking at him, knowing that just one thrust from him would probably cum in an instant, and I savored with a racing heart how at his mercy I felt.

"Spread your legs wider," he breathed in my ear and I did it instantly as he took his hand from mine to rub his fingers over my sensitive area, causing me to close my eyes and moan with pleasure, but he heard right away up again and brought his lips so close to my ear that I could hear his rapid breathing. "Look at me."

I opened my eyes again, looked at him passionately and when he then removed his fingers from my middle again, I just couldn't take it anymore.

"Fuck me!" I almost growled and he looked at me in the mirror with a raised eyebrow while he also let go of my other hand and clutched my hair tightly again.

"I set the pace," he whispered firmly in my ear and pulled my hair even closer to his shoulder, only to then thrust his cock into my wet middle with such force that I thought my heart would break at this intensity .

"Oh god," I moaned, tingling all over my body and trembling, clutching the sink even tighter with my hands while he let go of my hair and gripped my waist tightly.

Again and again he thrust deep into me, while I immediately felt my climax coming, but before I could finally pull myself together around him, he suddenly stopped and looked at me in the mirror.

"Do you want to come?" he whispered with an expression of power and I immediately nodded to him, biting my lip and trying to move my hips, but he was holding me too tightly...

"Yes!", I breathed and to my relief, after my moaning, he immediately started to move rhythmically and hard in my hot tightness. I looked him straight in the eye the whole time, literally felt my entire body give way to him and when I then noticed this indescribable tugging in my abdomen, I groaned loudly several times and tensed up while my middle was so tightly around his Tail pulled together that Rian also groaned loudly.

The sound of his moans only made this orgasm more intense, and as he slowly eased himself inside me to prolong my climax, he placed his hand back on my tender spot, using his circular motions to make me that I screamed his name out loud again while he kissed me softly on my shoulder...

How could he be so soft and hard at the same time?! It was almost too much for my body, it felt so intense!

After my orgasm only slowly subsided and I caught my breath again, it moved faster inside me again and it wasn't long before it climaxed deep inside me and I was still so agitated by this act of pure pleasure that I just flopped back against his body and closed my eyes as my body shook violently from the strain.

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RIAN'S POV.

A punch in the middle of my face jerked me out of my deep sleep and I got up with a little pain to realize where I was at all.

When I then looked next to me in the bed to Keeva, who apparently had one of her nightmares again, I took her tightly in my arms and tried to wake her up carefully by saying her name out loud over and over again and after a short while she also gasped for air struggled frantically.

"Rian!" she yelled my name several times in panic and when I tried to pull her to me, she flinched violently under my touch and looked at me with huge eyes before slowly calming down again and clinging to mine for protection body snuggled up.

I didn't know if she was processing all of this, but I was really getting worried about her and her condition. It's only been two weeks, but she should be feeling better, shouldn't she?

The days were relaxed. We walked along the beach every evening and chatted about all sorts of things, while also making frequent trips to the golf club and boxing. But even if everything seemed so normal during the day, the nights were really exhausting.

"I saw him again," she suddenly whispered to my chest in a trembling voice, and I knew exactly who she meant. It was as if this bastard had attached himself to her subconscious and wanted to torment her through it.

This fucking ....!

"He's dead," I replied in a compassionate voice, gently stroking her slightly trembling back. "And he won't come back either."

I knew she heard me, but she didn't answer me again. She just clung tighter to my bare chest, taking several deep breaths while I closed my eyes again and held her tightly in my arms.

Hopefully that would be over soon. I had really had to suffer pain many times in my life, but seeing her every night with this panic, my heart certainly couldn't take much longer...

And neither does my face!

The next morning came faster than I thought and as I stretched, still tired, I noticed that Keeva was no longer lying next to me.

Since that night she got up earlier and earlier and watched the sunrise, lost in thought, before making breakfast for all of us and then taking care of Nero.

I got up slowly, the first thing I did was grab my cell phone from the bedside table and saw several missed calls from my father, who didn't even know about any of this.

Neither Odran nor I had seen him in the restaurant since that evening and we had agreed not to tell him anything about it. He would only blame my wife again anyway, and I didn't feel like having any more pointless discussions with him.

"rian?"

Senan knocked on my door and after putting on a white shirt and black pants, I opened the door and gave him a questioning look.

"What?" I asked immediately because he looked kind of guilty which made me gasp. I didn't even want to know what he had to report now.

"I tried to talk her out of it, but-"

He suddenly stopped! What the hell did he mean?

"But what? What are you talking about?!"

"She wanted it."

If he kept trying my patience like that, I'd put a bullet in his foot!

"My god, Senan!" I heard Keeva coming up the stairs with Nero and I widened my eyes in disbelief when she was only wearing a long t-shirt and panties. "I wanted to explain it to him myself!"

"Senan, fuck off! Now!" I snarled, annoyed at her tight suit, and then pulled Keeva into the room by her arm, slamming the door right behind her. "Keeva! Do you want to kill me?!"

She suddenly just giggled and took my hands to her face to gently rub her nose over mine, but she didn't get away from me that easily.

Stunned, I grabbed her wrist and eyed her intently.

"Calm down," she begged for my patience, then turned her back on me to bend over.

Did she want sex now?! What was going on here?

"Do you like it?" she asked with an excitement in her voice and I looked at her perfect ass which she was so willingly holding out for me to put my hands on.

"I love him," I retorted, about to press my hips against him, but she quickly rose to her feet, glaring at me angrily.

"Not my ass!" She rolled her eyes and bent down again and only then did I notice.

Crouching down curiously, I saw a newly inked tattoo on the back of her thighs, just below her beautiful buttock crease.

It was a garter, showing bluish lines and 'I accept' written in very small letters underneath.

I ran my hands over her butt and just stared at the tattoo, which I thought was totally cute but also incredibly awesome. It made her even more mine and I wanted to claim her again immediately, until a thought occurred to me.

"And?" she asked and I got up to gently pull her hair to my chest.

"How long has Senan been able to see your perfect ass?" I asked her in a dark voice and I felt her suddenly swallow hard and timidly turn to face me while I caught the smell of peach in her hair.

"It had something to do with the tattoo," she explained immediately, and when I inevitably had to smile at her slightly panicked expression, she slapped my arm lightly.

"I think it's perfect, just like you," I whispered in her ear before laying my lips firmly on hers, caressing her tongue with mine, letting an aroused moan escape right in my mouth, my cock instantly sucking brought twitching.

"Rian," she breathed suddenly and pushed me slightly away from her, but I only raised an eyebrow warningly and pulled her tightly to me again. "By the way, your father is downstairs."

turn-off!!!

I immediately broke away from her and wanted to go to the door, but then I turned around to her again with a warning expression on my face.

"Put on a skirt! Should you leave this room like that again..."

She nodded and grinned stupidly. Apparently she also liked that I was so jealous. This woman really was anything but transparent and for that I loved her even more than I already did.