Wish

I don't know where my mind went because I blinked and we were on the road, far from Lorcan's mansion.

There is a light on the lamp post but they are dim, this one is still flickering.

Asmo no longer held my hand. It's sad because he only held my hand for a very short time. No extension at all.

But even so, I'm happy.

We held hands for a minute and that's more than enough for me. At least there is progress in our relationship.

Really Adra?

A progress?

I can't help but laugh at myself.

Progress my ass.

I just met a clan of vampires.

If we didn't leave right away, I might have met his relatives, especially Zabel, who seemed to need him, but he didn't come for me.

I think Zabel will be mad at me if she finds out the reason.

What am I even thinking?

I haven't even met him yet, I'm thinking that he'll think of me right away!

But what about Silvana?

I remembered what Asmo said to him before we left.

"Silvana didn't do anything bad. Then I'm okay. I'm alive and still annoying Asmo," I said as we walked. He walked ahead of me but not that far.

I can still see his happy face.

But that's not my priority for now.

I mean, it's my priority but friends come first!

It's visible on Silvana's face that she is worried for me, and that she is sorry for leaving me for a second. I can't blame her. In fact I should be thankful to her.

If he hadn't taken me to the second floor, I might not have learned the truth behind Lorcan's party every year.

I still can't believe that they are really doing that to fulfill their needs. I mean I get it but it's scary, what about the lives that have been lost.

How about the families of their victims?

That's the only down side of being a vampire.

That's why almost graduated they still let him go to the party because there is no age limit to be a victim.

We are they're prey.

Fortunately, somehow I didn't get bitten there. If not, I'm really bye world.

Shit!

My eyes widened when I realized that I left Alta at the party.

"Wait! I need to go back!"

He frowned.

"What? Go back to where?" he asked.

"At the party!" I answered.

"You're not really satisfied Andra? I told you it's dangerous out there. Do you really want to be bitten by a vampire? If you want it so much I could just do it here so you don't have to go back there. I'd rather have your blood than somebody else."

Shit!

Why does it feel good to hear him say no?

He'd rather be the one to bite me than anyone else?

Is he jealous of Lorcan?

He is so much more handsome than Lorcan! I mean, yes Lorcan is handsome but no one will ever compare to Asmodeus' gorgeous face! He is like straight out of a book of greek goddesses, vampire edition!

"You'd rather bite me than somebody else? How should I translate that? Is that how you ask 'are you mine' because it's a bit strange. But don't get me wrong Asmo, I like it--- "

"Fuck! You're so annoying, Adrasteia."

I swallowed when he cussed. It sounds sexy.

Damn it!

He's mad and I find it sexy. I must be out of my mind. It's not even normal. Am I even normal?

"I only said that because you keep on doing the things I told you not to. The things that are dangerous for you. Why would you want to go back there?"

"Because Alta is there! I left her there. I didn't have a chance to tell her everything."

"You won't tell anyone a thing Adra," he promised firmly.

"But what if I want to?"

I won't really tell anyone about it. I know how they will react, maybe they will call me crazy here in Colmillos. Another thing is that they will not believe because Lorcan has been here for a long time and the politicians almost know their family. Maybe the politicians also know and are just not saying it. They literally have a power, physically and metaphorically.

Another is to blame Asmodeus when that happened. I don't want to be the reason for that, I might not be able to fulfill my dream.

"You leave me no choice but to end your fantasies here."

My eyes widened.

"Fantasies? Are you gonna do me here?" I laugh.

He took a deep breath.

"Stop your perverted thoughts Adra. I can't let you tell anyone about us. Even a rumor will spark a fire."

"I'm just joking, okay? I'm not going to, in one condition.",

"We've been here before Adra. My answer is the same."

I rolled my eyes.

"Fine! I'm not going to force you! If you don't want to, don't! But at least let me help Alta."

"You can't go back there, Adra. If a vampire saw you downstairs then they would know you're a human."

"But what about Alta? What if she becomes one of their victims?"

"They don't like annoying prey, Adra. It'll only give them a headache."

"Tsk." I shook my head.

"Is that why they didn't eat me?"

"No it's because I saved you."

"Well I guess I should thank you, to repay your kindness."

"I don't need you to do anything for me. Just leave us alone or you will put Silvana in a bad situation."

"H-how? I'm okay?" I asked.

"Yes but if you were killed, your life is in her hands."

"But I'm not! He didn't leave me there."

"She left you with---"

"Yes I know, she left me with Lorcan but I'm fine. You saw us right away. And come on Asmo, you are a vampire you can do almost everything. You can protect anyone with such great powers that you have. You can protect me," I said and grinned at him.

He just stared at me.

"You can never be seen with me anymore, Adra. If they found out that we are befriending humans everything will be worse. We already had a problem with the cult outside of us."

"W-why? There's nothing wrong ah---"

"By now they know you are a human. You just got lucky. Next time, you won't," he said seriously, sending chills to my spine.

I gulped.

Will they kill me?

Of course they will! I knew they're faces! Even if I don't memorize them, their faces are familiar to me.

I know they will eliminate me so I won't be a threat to them. So I won't expose anything.

"Avoid me at all costs, Adra. Even Silvana. You can't see her anymore."

I felt a lump in my chest. It saddens me to hear that I'm not allowed to see them anymore.

I want to be with them!

I really want to be like them but here I am and Asmo is stopping me.

I sighed.

"Is that the only way? I can't just avoid you Asmo. Even with Silvana, we already have a bond---" he cut me off.

"That is not good for her, nor for you."

I heaved another sigh. I'm just taking a deep breath right now.

"Fine. If that's the case, I will do it. I will avoid all of you, even if I don't want to. I just have one wish. It's not a condition okay? Just a wish. If you make it happen then I won't bother all of you anymore."

He sighed.

"What is it?"

I feel that Asmo already knows what my wish is.

I paused before I uttered a word.

Am I really going to do it? Do I let them get away?

It's like Silvana is my close friend, even though we just met, it's like we've been friends for a long time. One more thing and I learned a lot from Silvana. I still want to know a lot about knaila but if I move away that won't happen anymore.

Asmo said, I might put Silvana in danger if I continue to approach or make friends.

I don't want that to happen to him because of me.

Asmo too...

Can I handle it?

But I have no choice. If I don't avoid them I too will be in danger.

I sighed and pursed my lips.

I stared at his beautiful gun mental eyes.

"Devirginized me."

He let out a deep sigh.

"You never give up, do you?"

"Yes, but at least I have something to take with me. A memory that I can hold onto. It's a big sacrifice to sacrifice you and friendship Asmo."

"If you break our agreement. You will.face major consequences. Do you know that?"

"Yes." I nodded.

"Fine, let's do this."

My eyes widened with what he said. He grabbed my wrist and pulled me.

Is he really dragging me to his place? To his mansion? Are we gonna do it now?

It's fucking crazy!

I can't believe we're going to do it. Because at first I was just fooling him and seeing if I could really let him go. I'm just trying, I'm taking a chance because if he doesn't like it, what can I do, right?

But see you now! I'm the one being pulled! So it's true what was said that try and try until you succeed and persist until he's on his knees!

Wait, where did I come from?

Damn.

Too much goes through my mind because of him.

I'm very excited and nervous. When will I stop being excited when I remember or hear his name?

I can't believe it! I will be devirginized by a vampire! By a fucking vampire! My dream will finally come true!

I can finally die in peace-- No!

No, I can't die yet. There's so much to love.

Who knows if he will develop feelings for me?

Right!

No one knows the future so life must go on. Maybe when he gets my virginity he will be crazy about me and he won't leave me!

Hello?

I'm Adrasteia Meranza!

One of a kind!

He can't find anyone as beautiful, as sexy, as crazy and as addicted to vampires as me!

If it happens now and he falls in love with me, he will be very lucky because I will never change him.

I'm loyal to only one vampire!

"What about humans?" he asked.

I turned to him. "Huh?"

"What about them? Are you also loyal to humans?"

My mouth gaped.

"Did you hear me?"

"Yes, by now you should know that already. I'm a vampire, I don't have limits."

Even in bed?

"There you are again! Stop your perverted thoughts! What is wrong with you? Is your childhood fucked up that's why you turn out like this?"

I pout. It's too much to say! Do I know why I am like this! I don't know if I have a curse! What can I do if I love vampires!

I tried to fight this feeling! I tried to avoid everything about it but I kept on coming back to vampires, only vampires! There's nothing that could fascinate me more than vampires and the moon!

But right now. My dream will finally come true. This is going to be the happiest night of my life.

But am I ready?

I remembered what Asmo had said before that he didn't want to hurt me. Does that really hurt?

Maybe not because there is a saying that pain is pleasure.

Because this is it!

It's really happening! I can't believe it!

I will be devirginized by a vampire.

He will be my first!