42. Sinful Book 1

Fuck!

Fuck!!!

It wasn't the plan, I swear it wasn't. I had no intention of doing anything with Antonio anymore, but he just had to seduce me! The fucking bastard.

I had watched as Antonio walked out of the studio, with the stupid smirk I wished I could slap away. That smirk meant a lot of things, and I hated it, I hated every bit of it.

I couldn't sleep; my mind had gone into overdrive, thinking about Antonio. All I asked for was a peaceful sleep, but I couldn't even have that. For the thousandth time, I tossed and turned on my bed, but this time the sun was rising and it was a Monday, which meant I had to go to work with no sleep. I let out a frustrated sigh as I pushed myself out of my bed, hoping I'd get into the bathroom without fainting.

The feel of water on my skin loosened a little bit of the burden on my heavy eyes, it made me feel I could stay a few more hours before dozing off. After shower, I got dressed in a black suit, and headed to the kitchen for breakfast.

The chef was nowhere to be found as usual; I felt like the workers of the house hated the house. Whenever the chef and the housekeeper are done with work for the morning, I never see them, until it's time for lunch and time to clean again, it's the reason why I never bothered to learn their names, or try to be acquainted; they were never around.

The chef made pancakes for breakfast, her pancakes were heavenly, and I was going to be late if I stayed to eat, because I never eat fast, and since the pancake is good, I wasn't going to rush it, so I'd be late; plus lord knows I didn't want Antonio to come out and see me, I didn't want that at all, so I packed my breakfast to go.

I ran back to my room to get my shoes, bag and other necessities, I grabbed my breakfast and hurried out of the house like a thief.

"You know, someone who doesn't know you live here would think you're a thief" Antonio's deep morning voice said from behind me. Holy hell.

"You startled me,” I rolled my eyes at him.

"Good morning to you too," he smiled. All I wanted at that point was to wipe that smile from his face, because it was mocking me.

"Where are you off so early?" He asked me.

"It's Monday, where else would I be off to on a Monday morning?" I asked him and got into the car.

I rolled my eyes and drove off. I needed a peaceful morning, hell a peaceful day. Just one day without any drama, without anything unusual.

Just thinking about that made me remember Anabeth worked at the company I work for. That alone put me in a bad mood that I was very sure would last for the whole day.

I worked my ass off, because Mr. Blue finally realized he wanted nothing to do with me, and having Antonio come to see Anabeth in the office the other day, made him realize he wanted her, so it was back to maltreating me. I didn't mind though, because I was known to be a horrible person, I could blackmail them if they did something that didn't sit well with me.

you're wondering, yes my anger did last for the whole day, because Anabeth felt the need to come in and go out of my office as she pleased, all in the name of Mr. Blue sending her, when I knew she was doing it just to get a reaction out of me. I did try my best to ignore her, it was hard but I tried.

It was time to go home, and I couldn't be happier, I needed rest, I needed sleep. I packed my stuff and made my way to my car. Just as I was about to get into the car, my phone started ringing, it was Noah calling.

"Hey" I said into my phone.

"Hey, where are you? I'm outside your office building" Noah said; I turned around, trying to find him, when I did, I waved my free hand at him.

"I'm waving my hand at you, turn around" I said, he found me and walked to the car.

"Hey" I smiled tiredly at him.

He looked from me to Antonio's car then took a deep breath, released it and kept his eyes on me.

Something told me I was about to receive a scolding from him. I dropped my bad and phone inside the car and gave him all my attention.

"How are you doing?" I asked him.

"I'm good, texted you severally though" he said. Silly me.

"I've been very tired, and there was a lot of work today, it was crazy" I have a small smile.

"So, how's your leg?" He asked

"What?"

No, I mean did you have sex with him?" Noah asked out of the blue.

"What?"

"Don't try to play dumb with me, did you have sex with him?" He asked again.

"I didn't" I told him firmly.

"I heard your moans over the phone. You said you fell but I'm smarter than that, Sewa," Noah scolded.

Well shit!

"I didn't have sex with him" I repeated because I felt like he didn't hear me the first time.

"You came to me saying you wanted to start something with me and then you go on and do stuff with him. What exactly is your problem?" Noah asked, I didn't have an answer to that question so I looked down without saying a word.

"There's only one way this thing can work," Noah said, I raised my head, wondering what this way could be.

"You have to move out of his house. Like why are you even staying there in the first place?" He asked.

"I can't tell you, and I can't move out. I don't like to be there but I don't have a choice" I told him.

"Plus you can't just tell me to move out" I rolled my eyes at him. I mean I was wrong but he wasn't my father to tell me what to do like that, especially when he didn't even know what was happening.

"Okay then, I think you've chosen your path. You've chosen to be his dog; I mean I expected more from you but that's on me" Noah said.

Why do men behave like that? Just because you got rejected doesn't mean you have the right to say mean things, no matter how hurt you are.

"Boy bye" I was highly disgusted and tried to handle his ass.

"When I have your time, I'll address the shit you just said, but for now, I'm going to sleep" I smiled, got into the car and drove off.