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The lesson flew by. I was just on my way to the parking lot. All aisles were already empty. Kind of creepy being all alone at school. But my great teacher really wanted me to help her take the books away. It's not like one of the strong guys could have done it. Derek must have been waiting a long time.

The exit was already in sight. The whole lesson I had to think about when it was soon. And now I was sure. Today. I would tell him right away. In a moment I would make him happier than ever. Everything was about to be perfect. Somehow that made me nervous, after all it was a big decision. Because you can never take that back. Because then I can never go back. But I was ready. I was ready for anything. I want him and no other. I didn't want to wait any longer. I finally wanted to make him happy because that makes me happy too. Ridiculous as that sounds, if he was happy, I was automatically happier. It was amazing how easily he can make me happy. He just had to be with me. Not more.

I was almost at the end of school. My heart beat faster. My nervousness increased. My hands started sweating. I got warmer. I knew he would be more than happy, but still. I was a little afraid of his reaction. Well not really scared. It made me rather nervous not knowing how he would react. Would he tag me right away? Embrace? Kiss? Or something else? I didn't know and that was the worst part. I've always hated the uncertainty. I always needed to know exactly what was going to happen and that's what made it so difficult with Derek. I didn't know how he would react if I showed him the real me. I didn't know how his pack would react. I knew nothing. That's why I was afraid. That's understandable, isn't it? I would soon confess my love and show the real me. I didn't even know if I was ready to become a luna, if he would accept me at all, if his pack would accept me, how it would go on. Nothing. I could only guess, nothing more.

My nervousness increased with every step. His scent was already faint in the air, which didn't make it any easier. There was no turning back. I just had to say it. Although there was a return, but I didn't want that. I love him and he should finally know that. Not telling him was killing me as much as ignoring him. Everything came back up. How could I then? I should have realized that I wasn't strong enough to ignore and not accept him. I was weak alone, but with him. Although. Not with him, but with him I was strong. Stronger than ever. He gives me strength. He is my strength. I just belong to him and finally I understood it. Finally I had agreed internally. Even though I was still afraid of his reaction, I just had to tell him because I just wanted to be with him. I finally wanted to be his, but that was only possible if he knew everything.

Another step, then the door came. The door to a new life quasie. One more step and there would be no turning back. I stopped for a moment and took a deep breath in and out. I was about to go further and open the door when...

Unkowns Pov

Anger welled up in me. She just kissed him. And in front of everyone. I should be him She should kiss me and not him. I was the right one for her and not him. He was a nobody, unlike me. I would make her happy, I would always be there for her. I was meant for her and not him. Maybe she didn't see it now, but soon. Soon she would become mine. Luckily he hadn't tagged her yet, so at least I still had a chance.

I had to take the first step today. My plan had to start today. And if it turns out to be plan b. She didn't stand a chance. It couldn't last. She had to go with me, there was no other way. Neither for me nor for her. You and I were made for each other.

The school bell rang and she walked in. Derek went too, but not with her. Good. He'll probably be waiting for her again later.

This time she will stay with me. This time I made sure that she will stay with me. No matter from plan a or b. Both amounts to the same thing. With both she will be mine. With both, she will stay with me. Both will break Derek. With both of them everything is finally going to be fine for them and for me.

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She came down the hall. Somehow she seemed nervous. What did she have? Was she afraid of Derek? Probably. She kept getting closer to me. With every step she smelled more intensely. Her lovely smell filled me completely. Soon I would be the only one who can and will do it. No one but me, we will be allowed to smell her scent.

She stopped short. my bet. Extra me she stopped. She wanted me too. She wanted me to get her. She was meant for me. She wanted to go again. Oh no. Now.

I grabbed her and pressed her against one of the lockers with her chest. I put my hand over her mouth and pressed her to the locker with all my weight. No one could take her away from me now. She could never escape me now. She would become mine. Forever.

I just pressed them against the locker. Her sweet smell enveloped and fogged me. My hand still rested on her small mouth to keep her from screaming. It was just too much for her. She would need something else to accept me. And to realize that I was the right one, but soon she will be. You won't have a chance not to accept it.

She started shaking, which brought me back to reality. Her little body stuck to the locker. I relaxed a bit so as not to hurt her. I might have been a monster in some eyes, but not to her. She should love me and not fear me. She shouldn't be scared of me unless she would be too scared of her. Then I would have to painfully show her how much she means to me.

"Don't you just say a muck." I whispered. She whimpered slightly, but nodded. I pulled my hand from her mouth and she said nothing, which surprised me. I let her loosen a little more and turned her trembling body over.

Her ice blue eyes were wide open. A tear rolled down her cheek. Her mouth was slightly open. Her hands quoted even more violently than before. But her eyes fascinated me the most. This blue. Wow. They looked at me in disbelief. She didn't seem to want to believe it. But now she had to.

"Did you miss me sweetie." I said and grinned at her. Finally she was mine. Finally she was in my arms. Finally. Another tear rolled down her cheek. But this time she was bigger.