###Chapter 166 Continues To Cut And Disorderly – Part 4

I was about to say that I didn't want to go, but after thinking about it, I still went. People always have to survive, don't they?

Since it was late autumn, even though it was still early, it was already dark. Aaron was outstanding, sloshing in the community attracted the attention of many people, especially the young women who also came out for a walk.

I was tired of walking. I sat down in the lounge chair under the streetlamp, looked up at him, and said, "The girl who will marry you will be very happy."

He furrowed his eyebrows, put both his hands inside his pockets, and said leisurely, "Are you happy now?"

I was stupefied, unconscious of some memories that began to flood, for a time bowed my head silently.

Sensing my mood, he sighed slightly, reached my side, and patted my back. "Sorry, I didn't mean it that way."

I shook my head. It was none of his business. I just couldn't get through myself. I couldn't get through it. I couldn't get out of dying in my memory.

"You saw him. Do you have a photo? " I opened my mouth, my voice croaked, and my hands trembled unconsciously.

He folded his lips, raised his hand to wipe my tears, and sighed silently, "Don't look, it will be all right in the future!"

In the end, I didn't have the courage to bury the child myself. I didn't dare to see what he looked like.

Aaron said it was a boy, white and fat, and was quite cute.

I wasn't able to go see him. I'm afraid I can't help leaving with him. I was afraid of seeing him, so I can't bear to bury him.

"Well, I won't look!" I lowered my eyes and pinched my palms a little.

When it was getting late and the night was a little cold, Aaron got up and supported me and said, "Let's go back! It's cold here outside."

I nodded and walked slowly to the building with him.

As soon as we arrived downstairs, he paused. I looked up at him and saw him looking gloomily ahead. I couldn't help but look at the past.

When I saw someone coming, I was stupefied. How could Alice Astley be here?

Seeing me and Aaron, Alice walked quickly between me and Aaron. He took me from Aarn and supported me and said, "Ivelle, where have you been these days? What's it all about? Where is the child?"

I was at a loss when she asked a series of questions. I instinctively looked at Aaron and he frowned.

Looking at Alice, I said, "What are you doing here?"

Alice was stupefied, furrowed her eyebrows and looked at me, and said, "Aaron, how can you and Ivelle be together? Why haven't you been going on? What on earth happened? We almost went crazy trying to look for Ivelle. How could you do that?"

Aaron sneered, his voice like ice, "Went crazy looking for Ivelle? Do you think we are stupid?"

"Aaron!" Alice was a little angry. "Watch your language!"

"My words?" Aaron sneered, "If you don't want people to know unless you don't do it yourself, you tell Jordan that Ivelle doesn't need him. Let him stay away from Ivelle."

Seeing that Alice could not communicate with him, she took me by the hand and said, "Ivelle, if you have some difficulties and do not want to speak carefully, you should go back with your aunt. Don't stay here. Aaron is an unmarried man. You are a married woman. There are a lot of people in the capital. In case you guys are caught by willing people, it is hard to say about the disguise of the Badger and Astley family."

"Oh!" Aaron smiled sarcastically. "Now you know how to embarrass? The reputation of the Badger and the Astley has been long ruined by you. What, so now you come here and make trouble?"

This was like a slap on Alice, leaving her speechless.

I was in a bad state, so I pushed Alice's hand away, couldn't say a word, couldn't answer a word, and hurriedly walked towards the door of the building.

Alice called me behind and wanted to come up and chase me. She was pulled by Aaron. Aaron said in a very loud voice, "That's enough. Do you think your Astley family hasn't hurt her enough? The child died on the night of Jordan and Nicole's engagement two months ago. He was suffocated alive. Where were you at that time? Where were you when she was locked up in the warehouse and struggling? The child is dead, the old Ivelle was also dead, and now she has nothing to do with the Astley family."

I stood still and looked at Jordan, who stood upright in front of me. In the night, his eyes were red and his face was sad.

Behind him was the angry voice of Aaron. "Go back and tell Aaron to stay away from her, or I'll hit him every time I see him."

Jordan looked at me and walked towards me step by step. I couldn't move. The pain in my heart was torn so that I trembled all over.

"What's the matter?" He spoke in an extremely low voice, with an indescribable emotion.

I opened my mouth and couldn't say a word.

Aaron followed and saw the anger on Jordan's face. "The child is dead because he can't be born and suffocated alive. Jordan, are you satisfied with this answer?"

"Shut up!" Jordan was furious, his eyes were red and he contained himself. He looked at me word by word and said, "Ivelle, tell me, what happened to the child?"

I wanted to speak, but I couldn't say a word as my heart was in pain. I could only look at him.

I took a breath for a long time and said, "He's dead!" The two words are enough to kill me.

Jordan's tall body took a step back as if he could not stand steadily. He looked at me, and there was a faint twinkle of starlight in his black eyes.

I knew that h cried.

Back then, he told me that people can't cry all the time. If they just hurt physically, then there was nothing to cry about.

People cry unless they have a broken heart.

I was so depressed that my brain began to feel dizzy and realized that something was wrong. I reached out, grabbed Aaron and whispered, "Take me back!"

Seeing that my situation was a mess, Aaron's eyes sank, and he carried me into the building and went home.

He gave me medicine, put me on the bed, and comforted me, "Don't think, they don't blame you, they just don't know what you're going through."

I didn't say anything, and the tears began to flow down uncontrollably.

Life was really hard, so hard!

As time went by, I still couldn't fall asleep. At two o'clock in the morning, Aaron received a phone call. Richard Badger got worse and was brought into the emergency room.

Before he left, he was worried about me, so he left a cell phone beside me and said, "Have a good night's sleep. Call me if you need anything. I have Maisie and Jon's number in it. If you can't sleep, call Jon and talk to him."

I nodded and gave him a smile. "You go ahead and be safe on the way!"

He nodded and hurried out.

I can't fall asleep. It's a common occurrence in recent months. I used to rely on medicine to sleep but drinking too much was bad for my health.

For antidepressant drugs, Aaron worried that I would become dependent on them if I took too much. HE would only let me take them when my emotions were out of control.