###Chapter 167 To Cut Indiscriminately And Messy - Part 5

The night was dark, the lights on the nightstand were dim, and I stared at the ceiling, feeling a little dizzy.

There was a sudden thunder outside, the floor of the community was high, the realization was wide, and the curtains were not drawn. One after another, the glaring and frightening lightning was particularly seeping.

It wasn't long before it was raining hard, and the crackling rain slanted down, and I closed my eyes and tried to force myself to sleep.

But the more I wanted to sleep, the more I couldn't sleep. Lightning lit up the room one after another. I got up and got out of bed.

I went to the balcony and pulled up the curtains. When I turned back to the bed again, I turned coldly on the imperial concubine's chair and fell to the ground.

My knee was so sore that it took me a long time to get up from the ground and not move to the bed.

There was a clap of thunder and lightning, and the lamp on the nightstand suddenly went out.

For a moment there was no light in the whole room, and the thunder mingled with the sound of rain outside.

The room was so dark that I was so stiff on the ground that I seemed to have been brought back to that night.

My legs and hands were tied up. I wanted to move, but I couldn't move.

The fear and grief in my heart began to spread, and in the dark room, I seemed to hear the cry of a child, getting more and more miserable.

I wanted to find it, but I couldn't get up from the ground. Suddenly I didn't know what was going on in my head. I actually thought of death.

If I die, I can follow the child. Thinking of this, I groped and stumbled into the living room.

Because it was dark, I turned everything to the ground and made a splash.

I don't know where Aaron put the knife, so I can only look for it randomly, but I can't find it.

The child's cry was heard again, as if it was very close to me yet far away from me. I didn't think much about it, so I chased after the cry.

When I regained consciousness, I realized what I didn't know. I was already on the sidewalk.

The heavy rain was majestic. There are no pedestrians on the road, only cars come and go. I was a little run-down, I had no idea what happened to me.

A lot of times, I could not control myself. I always had hallucinations. I always saw that child and it was like I could hear the child crying.

I tried to follow him, but I couldn't find him. I lost myself, too.

Looking at the cars coming and going on the road, I was a little desperate. It was the most sober attempt to commit suicide since I got sick.

I am now, will only drag others, unconsciously. I went to the center of the road step by step.

The sound of the horn on the road was loud. I looked up and saw a white light in front of my eyes and my mind instantly went blank.

Seeing that the car was about to hit me, I was tugged at the waist and pulled to one side.

When I fell to the ground, I only felt dizzy and all I could think about was my child.

The words murmured, "How did I lose him? How did I lose him?"

With these words, the tears have started falling down my cheeks.

"It's all right, we'll have it again!" With a low, hoarse voice in my ear, I was pulled closer to a warm embrace.

I was stupefied and raised my eyes. Jordan's eyes were as black as night. With a loud noise in my head, I raised my hand and pushed him away and stumbled up from the ground.

I ran aimlessly, trying to run away from him.

"Ivelle!" Jordan was faster than me. He grabbed me and hugged me tightly in his arms. He was so strong that I didn't even have room to move.

I was trembling, and every cell was trying to push him away.

Aaron was not beside me, so I could not ask anyone, but could only let him hold my stiff body.

As it rained harder and harder, I became weaker and weaker, and I became more and more dizzy.

When I woke up again, I was in the hospital.

I looked sideways, and saw Jordan. Even though he was asleep, he still looked handsome.

Maybe he was so tired that he fell asleep on the edge of the bed. He didn't see the dregs of his chin for a long time, and he looked even more haggard.

Did he bring me to the hospital?

When I thought of this, I had a headache. I groped to get up. Maybe the noise was too loud, and he woke up suddenly.

Seeing that I was about to get out of bed, he got up and pushed me back gently. His eyes sank. "Have a good rest, and the doctor will come for a checkup later!"

I frowned, and with a surge of restlessness, I pushed him away from my shoulder and said, "Jordan, I want you to stay away from me. Can't you hear me?"

I could control my mood with Aaron, but not around Jordan. I will extremely pull him and Nicole together, and expose the deep darkness and hatred in my heart.

Seeing my sudden anger, Jordan was a little distracted for a moment, but only for a moment, he calmed down, looked at me and calmed me down and said, "Well, don't be angry. I'll go, but you'll have to take you for a checkup and take medicine later."

"Be careful, I checked it!" A voice was heard outside the ward. It was Nicole.

Just for a second, she came in with a medical record book in her hand. When she saw me, she raised the corners of her mouth and said gently, "Ivelle, are you awake? Are you feeling better? "

I didn't want to see her, especially her bulging belly. It was like a sharp knife, stabbing me every time I see it.

The sadness of that night came to my mind. I gritted my teeth with hate, and my heart was so depressed that I picked up the objects on the bedside table and gladly smashed it towards the landing without seeing what it was.

Nicole turned white with fear, but Jordan reacted quickly and stood in front of her, which fell on Jordan's back.

I gritted my teeth, and the darkness in my heart was like water breaking the dike. All I thought about was that they would die, and all those who had hurt me would die, and I wanted them to be buried with my child.

Looking at Nicole's belly, I looked bleak. "Nicole, my child is dead, so don't think too much. You and your mother have to be buried with him!"

"Ivelle, you lunatic, what nonsense are you talking about?" Nicole was so frightened that she simply stopped pretending.

I contained my anger and clasped my hands, "Crazy? When your mother did it, you should have thought of how a madman like me would get back at you."

When I caught a glimpse of the chair beside me, I lifted it and smashed it at Nicole. Nicole screamed in horror.

"That's enough!" Jordan was so tall that he snatched the chair from my hand and looked at me, saying, "Ivelle, what's the matter with you? Why are you like this? If the baby is gone, he would be reborn."

I sneered, looked up at him coldly, put the palm of my hand in front of him, and said, "Jordan, you are light and gone, and we can be reborn. You are so relaxed. All you have to do is sow the seeds and you don't have to endure the hardships of what I felt last October."