###Chapter 368 Stumbles Along - Part 1

"Can you blame me?" He opened his mouth, and his shallow breath fell on my face. It felt especially hot.

I shook my head, "That was a long time ago. I just feel that Blair and I have something in common. We're both guarding a person we don't love, so we have to stay humble until we're almost worthless."

His eyes remained on me. "It was lucky that you now ended up with the one you love, without hurting you."

There was remorse in his remark. I knew his heart. I put my hand around his neck, place it against his chest, and spoke very seriously. "Jordan, I don't blame you. In fact, we are all the same. No one has ever taught us how to love. In the process of trying to navigate marriage step by step, we gradually lost a lot, but fortunately, we finally understood each other's intentions."

After a pause, I said, "I hope Liam can see her heart a little sooner."

Blair had been with him for ten years. Every single day of these long years, Blair never felt that she should be taken care of. She had to be the one who took care of Liam dutifully than his own mother. There was an endless stream of women around him, but she never seemed to care. Whether she loved him genuinely or not, she was looked down on by him all the time.

Even in public, the pain can be felt everywhere. There was a visible sadness in her eyes that rarely went away when she was with him.

The truth is, Liam had already become accustomed to her existence. If one day she left, Liam may not be able to survive.

Jordan kissed me gently on the forehead. There were few cars on the road. He started the car and drove very slowly.

Back to the villa, Bloom has already fallen asleep. After washing up, I looked at the little kid and covered her with a blanket.

When he came out of the Four Seasons room, Jordan had just taken a bath, dried himself, and sat on the sofa looking at his cell phone.

I looked up to see that it was already late. I lowered my voice and said, "Jordan, it's time for rest."

He put down his phone, smiled at the corners of his mouth, and looked at me with black eyes. They were deep and touching.

As I pursed my lips, I thought that his smile was unreal. He was just too beautiful.

"What are you laughing at?"

He bent the corner of his eye and said, "I'm happy!"

He kissed me on the lips. Of course, I knew he was happy, but why was he happy?

I didn't say anything when I saw him, and I didn't force him to go straight into the bedroom.

The footsteps behind me approached, and I was hugged by him from behind. Jordan's voice was low that it sent shivers down my spine. "When you nag, you look so beautiful!"

I held back my laughter. I retorted, "That phrase is very cliché and cheesy."

How could anyone want to be nagged like this?

Lying on the bed, he held me in his arms tightly. His palm felt on my belly, and his voice was gentle as he asked, "Does it hurt?"

I was stupefied for a moment but unexpectedly forgot that there were only a few days every month. How could he still remember?

Shaking my head slightly, I couldn't help laughing. "It really worries me that you can still remember so many things. I can't even remember much."

He smiled vaguely. "There's a memo on the phone. I read it just now."

Thinking of Blair's words, I couldn't help but turn over and face him. I looked at his eyes and asked, "Jordan, shall we go to the hospital tomorrow to pick up the ring?"

The smile on his face faded. "What's the matter?"

I didn't know what to say. Brad said that wearing the ring for a long time would be bad for his health and would lead to infertility. I thought he had to take it off, but after so much time had passed, he didn't seem to want to take it at all.

"I want to have your baby!" Let's not look into whether this sentence was true or not. My purpose was just to get him to take off the ring.

He squinted slightly, and his black eyes were particularly dark. "But it's not time yet."

I frowned, "Why?"

"If you get pregnant by me, you won't be able to take care of Blossom. On one hand, you have been raising Blossom for almost five years, and on the other hand, our economy and conditions are suitable for you to continue to take care of Blossom. If I take the ring and you become pregnant, you will go back to Blossom. He has a good chance of winning over our own child."

He finished speaking, his voice was low and repressed. He showed no emotion and there was a helplessness in his faint expression.

When we used to have differences in conditions and social status, it seemed relatively fair to discuss the law. After all, it was not easy to offend anyone.

Seeing that I was silent, he held my hand in the palm of his hand and said weakly, "There will be plenty of opportunities to have children in the future, but there is no hurry right now."

"But it's not good for you to wear the ring for a long time, and it doesn't matter if we take it off, we won't be in a hurry to get pregnant at the moment, will we? Even if Brad planned to go back and get Blossom, we don't have to use this method of not having children. I just can't keep asking you to do that. I can ask Uncle Orion for a favor! I don't believe that Brad can't be suppressed by my third uncle's ability."

He smiled. "Are you worried about me?"

I pursed my lips, and said, "Jordan, you should rest assured that we'll be fine and consider this matter. I mean it. If we want to have children, we'd better have children during these years. After a long delay, I would become an old pregnant woman. At that time, the loss will outweigh the gain. And so, you'll have to remarry."

In this remark, most of what I said was true, but some were a bit unlikely. Still, it was not impossible. I knew that the reason why he was unwilling to take off the ring. It had always been for the sake of me and Blossom.

He knew the importance of Blossom to me, and he knew that my illness might get worse once Blossom leaves, so he could tolerate not having his own children yet.

But in our lives, we have already spent most of our moments. The eternity of our love was true because of our present promise of staying for a long time. Still, no one can say what forever meant.

If I could, I would just leave my thoughts about getting old and dying. It was no good overthinking this stuff.

He put his arms around me and said in a deep and magnetic voice, "No, it will not happen!" Just five words, the meaning of which was unclear. I did not know what he was pertaining to – was it about my possible or his possible remarriage?

That night, I slept so soundly that I had several intermittent dreams. When I woke up, I didn't even remember any of it.

When I opened my eyes, it was already nine o'clock. I slept for a long time.

I was stunned when I found that Jordan was still in the room. "Aren't you going to the company today?"

He smiled, wearing his comfortable sapphire blue custom pajamas, "It's the weekend. I took a day off just to accompany you!"

I smiled, but as I moved, I was vaguely aware of something a bit wet under my body, and my mind started to panic.

It seemed to be on the bed, but even so, I reached out to confirm it. I felt the dampness on the sheets, and I was finally sure.

It seemed that I have made a lot of mess. I'm afraid we have to deal with the mattresses. I'm afraid this was the most I've released since I returned to the capital.

Seeing that my face looked different, Jordan could not help but say, "What's wrong with your stomach?"

I shook my head, tried to hide the embarrassment on my face, and said, "Blossom should be awake now. I'm afraid she'll be hungry if you don't go down and see her."

He nodded and didn't say much.

Seeing him leave, I breathed a sigh of relief, got out of bed, looked down on it, and gasped.

Why were there so many?

Red blood-colored a large area of the mattress as if someone splashed a basin of water in the bed. I was so shocked that I could feel my heart beating fast.