The Earth of mist ch30
Where secrets stay and never end.
Why two people in love hurt each other is what Gilbert didn't understand, he knew he loved Christine so much, and she was his family, and now he's watching her consoling another strange loser who never had all those experiences, and they don't have all those secrets.
But at the same time, he thinks that this man is an idiot, and he doesn't know who Christine is yet a vicious lunatic who will destroy him anyway. Gilbert feels as comfortable about hurting Christine as she did, so he chooses her best friend to be his girlfriend and sets a time for Christine to find out and see her with her own eyes.
I was more broken than Christine, a 19yearold boy, when they kidnapped him, when I found her completely destroyed, and I was also devastated I was angry lost I wanted to kill them more than she was. She was very hurt in the hospital and when she came out she was completely insane, like she was on fire she was working like a lunatic she was about to have a heart attack and death from a lot of work I was carrying her by force until she went to sleep and sat next to her to make sure she was breathing and still alive.
She was working, and when she fell tired, she got drunk, she ran to the sea, I sat next to her, I didn't know what to do, I thought, "Am I cursed, because all the women in my life get hurt, first my mother who gave birth to me, then abandoned me, then my second mother who wasn't enough was a junkie, and now Christine Stewart, who thought she was a girl in my life?"
She never cried Christine never cried with tears in her eyes firmly. In the end, she got sick of everything and decided to accept everything until it was a hot night in a big country. We were alone, we had no money for cold air conditioning. It was midnight when she decided to approach me and kiss me all over. I was happy because she accepted me in the end I thought we would finally be happy and forget what had happened to us in the past.
She loved being with me with all her enthusiasm, and it was completely crazy, and I was screaming out of happiness.
It was all a strange way of happiness and madness of love and work and madness again in love our relationship was perfect; Christine was a wonderful woman who expressed her body wonderfully even though sometimes she was Chuck I never left her in doubt yesterday I was Gilbert, an orphan who had been irresponsibly abandoned, so I decided that my family with Christine would continue to have to end their fears. So I was a fantasy, and I thought happiness was right for us until the very scary, happy moment.
When Cristina Stewart found out that she was pregnant with my son, I almost died of happiness no one knew how much I had dreamed of having a child for me, but sometimes she was very happy, and sometimes she was very sad, and she cried alone, not knowing what I was doing.
I wanted to tell her not to be sad, but she didn't stop, and there was this mysterious black dot inside that nothing could reach but anyway I rented a house for us and she started to relax, and I was working to make my little family happy that was all I had in mind.
I thought it would all be over after she saw the baby in her hands for months, hid my anxiety and worked with all my heart until you felt comfortable and managed to manage everything.
I slept a few hours too much and ate too little to save her and my child. We were in a different remote city where we were born. But we were adjusting and living quietly. We thought we would be here forever. Although Christine always liked to travel, we didn't stay for long periods. She wanted to learn about food. I'm diligent, Gilbert, but you're talented. I felt sorry because she was sad. I was worried. Is she jealous because I have a talent for making special food? But she is studying, but she cannot add a new ingredient to the food?
Although Christine always liked to travel, we didn't stay around for long periods of time, she wanted to learn about food everything from the start, she took long notes, she looked up, she read a lot, she was surprising, but she said, I'm diligent, Gilbert, but you're talented. I felt sorry because she was sad. I was worried. Is she jealous because I have a talent for making special food? But she is studying, but she cannot add a new ingredient to the food?
Christine became strange at all, lost a day of work, found her smoking. I was surprised. I talked to her, but she didn't listen. She asked me harshly whether she loved me or the baby more than I did. I didn't understand. I felt confused, she was fierce, she almost lost the baby, I don't know how she managed to calm her down.
I swore to her that I had loved her since the first time I saw her and I thought she was convinced but Christine was falling in a well that no one knew her. I thought she didn't smoke and I stopped it for the baby until months passed and found out that she was drinking while I was at work. It was the hardest day of my life I died of fear for both of them.
The baby was put in the nursery because he was born with health problems, and before his appointment he was weak, very small, and I watched him for hours behind the glass ceiling.
I watched him for hours behind the glass ceiling while, unconscious, Christine thought I was a miserable son of a bitch because I was going to lose my family and like I didn't deserve any of this.












